I was feeling like something stabbing in my back with a sharp spare. I was closing my eyes because I can't open it. I was sensing that I was drowning because I was feeling that gravity is pulling me down. I was relived from the pain and opened my eyes. It was a light yellowish place. I saw a three symbol before me which was connected to each other. It was 'Magical' in my eyes. From nowhere a voice came in large scale. It said:
"When you know it is wrong but do it,
That is betraying yourself,
When you do or act as you want,
That is freedom."
"My child that's not the point that you betrayed me,
But you followed the act of freedom and never betrayed yourself.
You deserved to have another life as you want.
You can be a god, but never ever follow a god.
You were God that change that world, not hero
But God,
You created yourself,
So, you deserve to follow your path."
Saying these words a light flashed in my eyes and I was not able to see anything at all. I closed my eyes and recall all world. One thing I am still thinking is that I have Never believed in Gods but what was this. Is this true that there is any kind of Karma and sort of Jesus things!? I don't know.
But the things that I heard just now, it told me to be myself, right? I am confused. While I am feeling the same again. The feeling that I am stabbed in my back and that I am drowning I can't open my eyes. I don't know what happened at that party and right now where I am is also a great mystery for me.
Chapter End…