I remembered every moment of my life when writing my research product to be hired as a under covered scientist.
My life was always full of hardships there was no place for dating games and marriage and my parents are also once supporting my opinion to not to marry that's why I never have a child who I can take care of.
This life of mine teach me to take care of yourself than be hard working to save up money for nothing. Yes, that was right I have nothing to buy or sell. I was I and I am I.
I don't want those expensive clothes hanging in those shop for display. There is no use of seeing because a rich woman will buy it later on anyways. I don't want those expensive bags because they are small and barely have space. "These memories end at some" is what I thought but no there was more. But, wait these are… Forgotten memories.
I forget about them while aging. These memories flash inside me like dreams. T
here was a park type area and there was a high school girl and a boy. Boy asked something girl replied but I think it was something like saying like no. The boy gets upset and leaves.
Next scene was of a family dining hall one of them was the that girl in park. I think her marriage was decided in that dinning party. But, in the last the girl speaks up and said something that made her marriage cancelled.
I don't know what kind of dream was this but I know I am connected to this. I thought and thought. In end I finally got that answer. That girl there in park and in dining party was no other than… Me.
If I am correct, it was time when my parents once decided me to marry off to a rich young master but I defended myself and stayed in the path of my favourite science. But one thing is unclear that is, what is going on in the park?? I don't know anything about a confession to me by anyone. I was single my whole life. Finally, it is enough I think it's time for us to stop thinking my past life in sadness. I want to move on!! From my past life.
Remember what God said that in the life coming up I can do anything, have freedom. I am ready to do that I want a new life a life with full of joy and happiness I don't get parent's love in my first life but I want it in my second life.
'Don't be greedy' is what usually people will tell you who themselves are greedy than anyone on earth including my own parents. I want a heaven like place to stay and people who loves me more than anyone in the world. I want those people. I am now old but my mind in still in my 20's so, is there any problem to think this way. I think God I am indeed ready to go to a new world with my blessing to become a god. Can I go God now?? I am ready for new start!!
Chapter Ends…