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Chapter 6 - SKIP IT. It's not a chapter.

It just thoughts.

I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .

You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .

I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.

The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.

Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .

In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .

In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .

Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .

In the mortal dreams

In the unbroken silence.

In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .

I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .

You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .

My dear

I finally realised that in the middle of my agony, I was blissed by the kindness of your heart .In the middle of my moroseness ,I found happiness in your smile. In the middle of my miserable life, i found the gentleness in your touch. In the middle of my chaotic thought, I found peace in your voice. In the middle of my suffering , I became enchanted by the charm of your eyes. In the deepest of my absurd life , I found the uniqueness of your beauty that always makes me smile.

My dear

If you are a poem , I would like to be your verse

If you are a writer, I would like to be your novel

If you are in the sky , I would like to be your stars

If you are the moon, I would like to be your sun

If you are tears , I would like to cry

If you are hell , I would be your devil

If you are heaven, I would like to be your angel

If you are the winter , I would like to freeze and die

If you are a war , I'll win you and claim you as mine

If you are the ocean, I would like to be the waves

If you are death , then you will be my last desire

If you are a word , your name would be my favourite one

My dear

No matter how I acted like, I did not care or pretend that everything was absurd or just fine . I close my eyes and dream that one day you will be mine or it is fine for me to die .

It was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it was just my reflection in the mirror.

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

Was I an idiot to love you?

To believe that I can easily leave you

Or live considering that you never exist?

How can I ignore you when all I see in this world is you ?

Your beauty shines so brightly in a way that makes me stop in awe, and the more I look at your beauty, I stand like I saw an angel .

There was something that always made me want to be with you .

Sometimes, I ask myself, what if I changed my mind and stopped loving you or lost all my desire ? However, you always come in my dreams and never let me down. No matter how I try to forget you, I found myself falling deep as the ocean in your charm .

Moving on was never a solution

Forgetting was never a cure

Do you know why?

لاَ القَلْبُ يَنْسَى أنَك تَسْكُنُهُ

ولاَ الرُوحُ تَهْوَى غَيْرَك اوْ عَنْ الهٌيَام تَتُوبُ

My love story was like the sun and the moon myth we only met once, and there was an eclipse . Just there was no story to be told .

Now tell me my please

WIN ID YUSAN GHUREM AD YENDEM!!!?

Yes, we have already met and the disteny has bound to us together. I had never thought of passion or life till the night I saw those eyes. No wonder that was happiness. My own happiness indeed, and an unforgotten dream . It was a night where the ocean brights as the stars , the waves as the clouds, and the day as an anchor where all my dreams come to reality. Every day, I become blind as soon as you look away . Oh my darling, if you just know that your eyes are my heaven . Tell me Qu'est ce que vivre mon amour quand toute chose en ce monde raconte ton absence ? Indeed, I have no word to answer, and no one could see or feel how i drowned in your absence, but only my endless love kept me breathing . A love that touched us one time and lasted always and forever. In all my dreams, you were not just Eros, but you were and still my aphrodite. In the darkness, you were my moon, and in this universe, you were my home .

No need to read

I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .

You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .

I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.

The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.

Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .

In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .

In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .

Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .

In the mortal dreams

In the unbroken silence.

In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .

I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .

You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .

My dear

I finally realised that in the middle of my agony, I was blissed by the kindness of your heart .In the middle of my moroseness ,I found happiness in your smile. In the middle of my miserable life, i found the gentleness in your touch. In the middle of my chaotic thought, I found peace in your voice. In the middle of my suffering , I became enchanted by the charm of your eyes. In the deepest of my absurd life , I found the uniqueness of your beauty that always makes me smile.

My dear

If you are a poem , I would like to be your verse

If you are a writer, I would like to be your novel

If you are in the sky , I would like to be your stars

If you are the moon, I would like to be your sun

If you are tears , I would like to cry

If you are hell , I would be your devil

If you are heaven, I would like to be your angel

If you are the winter , I would like to freeze and die

If you are a war , I'll win you and claim you as mine

If you are the ocean, I would like to be the waves

If you are death , then you will be my last desire

If you are a word , your name would be my favourite one

My dear

No matter how I acted like, I did not care or pretend that everything was absurd or just fine . I close my eyes and dream that one day you will be mine or it is fine for me to die .

It was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it was just my reflection in the mirror.

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

Was I an idiot to love you?

To believe that I can easily leave you

Or live considering that you never exist?

How can I ignore you when all I see in this world is you ?

Your beauty shines so brightly in a way that makes me stop in awe, and the more I look at your beauty, I stand like I saw an angel .

There was something that always made me want to be with you .

Sometimes, I ask myself, what if I changed my mind and stopped loving you or lost all my desire ? However, you always come in my dreams and never let me down. No matter how I try to forget you, I found myself falling deep as the ocean in your charm .

Moving on was never a solution

Forgetting was never a cure

Do you know why?

لاَ القَلْبُ يَنْسَى أنَك تَسْكُنُهُ

ولاَ الرُوحُ تَهْوَى غَيْرَك اوْ عَنْ الهٌيَام تَتُوبُ

My love story was like the sun and the moon myth we only met once, and there was an eclipse . Just there was no story to be told .

Now tell me my please

WIN ID YUSAN GHUREM AD YENDEM!!!?

Yes, we have already met and the disteny has bound to us together. I had never thought of passion or life till the night I saw those eyes. No wonder that was happiness. My own happiness indeed, and an unforgotten dream . It was a night where the ocean brights as the stars , the waves as the clouds, and the day as an anchor where all my dreams come to reality. Every day, I become blind as soon as you look away . Oh my darling, if you just know that your eyes are my heaven . Tell me Qu'est ce que vivre mon amour quand toute chose en ce monde raconte ton absence ? Indeed, I have no word to answer, and no one could see or feel how i drowned in your absence, but only my endless love kept me breathing . A love that touched us one time and lasted always and forever. In all my dreams, you were not just Eros, but you were and still my aphrodite. In the darkness, you were my moon, and in this universe, you were my home .

Was I an idiot to love you?

To believe that I can easily leave you

Or live considering that you never exist?

How can I ignore you when all I see in this world is you ?

Your beauty shines so brightly in a way that makes me stop in awe, and the more I look at your beauty, I stand like I saw an angel .

There was something that always made me want to be with you .

Sometimes, I ask myself, what if I changed my mind and stopped loving you or lost all my desire ? However, you always come in my dreams and never let me down. No matter how I try to forget you, I found myself falling deep as the ocean in your charm .

Moving on was never a solution

Forgetting was never a cure

Do you know why?

لاَ القَلْبُ يَنْسَى أنَك تَسْكُنُهُ

ولاَ الرُوحُ تَهْوَى غَيْرَك اوْ عَنْ الهٌيَام تَتُوبُ

My love story was like the sun and the moon myth we only met once, and there was an eclipse . Just there was no story to be told .

Now tell me my please

WIN ID YUSAN GHUREM AD YENDEM!!!?

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

It was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it was just my reflection in the mirror.

You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .

I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.

The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.

Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .

In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .

In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .

Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .

In the mortal dreams

In the unbroken silence.

In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .

I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .

You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .

I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .

It was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it was just my reflection in the mirror.

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

Was I an idiot to love you?

To believe that I can easily leave you

Or live considering that you never exist?

How can I ignore you when all I see in this world is you ?

Your beauty shines so brightly in a way that makes me stop in awe, and the more I look at your beauty, I stand like I saw an angel .

There was something that always made me want to be with you .

Sometimes, I ask myself, what if I changed my mind and stopped loving you or lost all my desire ? However, you always come in my dreams and never let me down. No matter how I try to forget you, I found myself falling deep as the ocean in your charm .

Moving on was never a solution

Forgetting was never a cure

Do you know why?

لاَ القَلْبُ يَنْسَى أنَك تَسْكُنُهُ

ولاَ الرُوحُ تَهْوَى غَيْرَك اوْ عَنْ الهٌيَام تَتُوبُ

My love story was like the sun and the moon myth we only met once, and there was an eclipse . Just there was no story to be told .

Now tell me my please

WIN ID YUSAN GHUREM AD YENDEM!!!?

My dear

I finally realised that in the middle of my agony, I was blissed by the kindness of your heart .In the middle of my moroseness ,I found happiness in your smile. In the middle of my miserable life, i found the gentleness in your touch. In the middle of my chaotic thought, I found peace in your voice. In the middle of my suffering , I became enchanted by the charm of your eyes. In the deepest of my absurd life , I found the uniqueness of your beauty that always makes me smile.

My dear

If you are a poem , I would like to be your verse

If you are a writer, I would like to be your novel

If you are in the sky , I would like to be your stars

If you are the moon, I would like to be your sun

If you are tears , I would like to cry

If you are hell , I would be your devil

If you are heaven, I would like to be your angel

If you are the winter , I would like to freeze and die

If you are a war , I'll win you and claim you as mine

If you are the ocean, I would like to be the waves

If you are death , then you will be my last desire

If you are a word , your name would be my favourite one

My dear

No matter how I acted like, I did not care or pretend that everything was absurd or just fine . I close my eyes and dream that one day you will be mine or it is fine for me to die .

You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .

I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.

The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.

Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .

In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .

In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .

Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .

In the mortal dreams

In the unbroken silence.

In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .

I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .

You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .

I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .

It was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it was just my reflection in the mirror.

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

Was I an idiot to love you?

To believe that I can easily leave you

Or live considering that you never exist?

How can I ignore you when all I see in this world is you ?

Your beauty shines so brightly in a way that makes me stop in awe, and the more I look at your beauty, I stand like I saw an angel .

There was something that always made me want to be with you .

Sometimes, I ask myself, what if I changed my mind and stopped loving you or lost all my desire ? However, you always come in my dreams and never let me down. No matter how I try to forget you, I found myself falling deep as the ocean in your charm .

Moving on was never a solution

Forgetting was never a cure

Do you know why?

لاَ القَلْبُ يَنْسَى أنَك تَسْكُنُهُ

ولاَ الرُوحُ تَهْوَى غَيْرَك اوْ عَنْ الهٌيَام تَتُوبُ

My love story was like the sun and the moon myth we only met once, and there was an eclipse . Just there was no story to be told .

Now tell me my please

WIN ID YUSAN GHUREM AD YENDEM!!!?

My dear

I finally realised that in the middle of my agony, I was blissed by the kindness of your heart .In the middle of my moroseness ,I found happiness in your smile. In the middle of my miserable life, i found the gentleness in your touch. In the middle of my chaotic thought, I found peace in your voice. In the middle of my suffering , I became enchanted by the charm of your eyes. In the deepest of my absurd life , I found the uniqueness of your beauty that always makes me smile.

My dear

If you are a poem , I would like to be your verse

If you are a writer, I would like to be your novel

If you are in the sky , I would like to be your stars

If you are the moon, I would like to be your sun

If you are tears , I would like to cry

If you are hell , I would be your devil

If you are heaven, I would like to be your angel

If you are the winter , I would like to freeze and die

If you are a war , I'll win you and claim you as mine

If you are the ocean, I would like to be the waves

If you are death , then you will be my last desire

If you are a word , your name would be my favourite one

My dear

No matter how I acted like, I did not care or pretend that everything was absurd or just fine . I close my eyes and dream that one day you will be mine or it is fine for me to die .

You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .

I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.

The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.

Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .

In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .

In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .

Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .

In the mortal dreams

In the unbroken silence.

In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .

I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .

You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .

I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

It was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it was just my reflection in the mirror.

Yes, we have already met and the disteny has bound to us together. I had never thought of passion or life till the night I saw those eyes. No wonder that was happiness. My own happiness indeed, and an unforgotten dream . It was a night where the ocean brights as the stars , the waves as the clouds, and the day as an anchor where all my dreams come to reality. Every day, I become blind as soon as you look away . Oh my darling, if you just know that your eyes are my heaven . Tell me Qu'est ce que vivre mon amour quand toute chose en ce monde raconte ton absence ? Indeed, I have no word to answer, and no one could see or feel how i drowned in your absence, but only my endless love kept me breathing . A love that touched us one time and lasted always and forever. In all my dreams, you were not just Eros, but you were and still my aphrodite. In the darkness, you were my moon, and in this universe, you were my home .

Was I an idiot to love you?

To believe that I can easily leave you

Or live considering that you never exist?

How can I ignore you when all I see in this world is you ?

Your beauty shines so brightly in a way that makes me stop in awe, and the more I look at your beauty, I stand like I saw an angel .

There was something that always made me want to be with you .

Sometimes, I ask myself, what if I changed my mind and stopped loving you or lost all my desire ? However, you always come in my dreams and never let me down. No matter how I try to forget you, I found myself falling deep as the ocean in your charm .

Moving on was never a solution

Forgetting was never a cure

Do you know why?

لاَ القَلْبُ يَنْسَى أنَك تَسْكُنُهُ

ولاَ الرُوحُ تَهْوَى غَيْرَك اوْ عَنْ الهٌيَام تَتُوبُ

My love story was like the sun and the moon myth we only met once, and there was an eclipse . Just there was no story to be told .

Now tell me my please

WIN ID YUSAN GHUREM AD YENDEM!!!?

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

It was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it was just my reflection in the mirror.

My dear

I finally realised that in the middle of my agony, I was blissed by the kindness of your heart .In the middle of my moroseness ,I found happiness in your smile. In the middle of my miserable life, i found the gentleness in your touch. In the middle of my chaotic thought, I found peace in your voice. In the middle of my suffering , I became enchanted by the charm of your eyes. In the deepest of my absurd life , I found the uniqueness of your beauty that always makes me smile.

My dear

If you are a poem , I would like to be your verse

If you are a writer, I would like to be your novel

If you are in the sky , I would like to be your stars

If you are the moon, I would like to be your sun

If you are tears , I would like to cry

If you are hell , I would be your devil

If you are heaven, I would like to be your angel

If you are the winter , I would like to freeze and die

If you are a war , I'll win you and claim you as mine

If you are the ocean, I would like to be the waves

If you are death , then you will be my last desire

If you are a word , your name would be my favourite one

My dear

No matter how I acted like, I did not care or pretend that everything was absurd or just fine . I close my eyes and dream that one day you will be mine or it is fine for me to die .

You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .

I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.

The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.

Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .

In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .

In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .

Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .

In the mortal dreams

In the unbroken silence.

In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .

I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .

You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .

I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .

It was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it was just my reflection in the mirror.

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

Was I an idiot to love you?

To believe that I can easily leave you

Or live considering that you never exist?

How can I ignore you when all I see in this world is you ?

Your beauty shines so brightly in a way that makes me stop in awe, and the more I look at your beauty, I stand like I saw an angel .

There was something that always made me want to be with you .

Sometimes, I ask myself, what if I changed my mind and stopped loving you or lost all my desire ? However, you always come in my dreams and never let me down. No matter how I try to forget you, I found myself falling deep as the ocean in your charm .

Moving on was never a solution

Forgetting was never a cure

Do you know why?

لاَ القَلْبُ يَنْسَى أنَك تَسْكُنُهُ

ولاَ الرُوحُ تَهْوَى غَيْرَك اوْ عَنْ الهٌيَام تَتُوبُ

My love story was like the sun and the moon myth we only met once, and there was an eclipse . Just there was no story to be told .

Now tell me my please

WIN ID YUSAN GHUREM AD YENDEM!!!?

My dear

I finally realised that in the middle of my agony, I was blissed by the kindness of your heart .In the middle of my moroseness ,I found happiness in your smile. In the middle of my miserable life, i found the gentleness in your touch. In the middle of my chaotic thought, I found peace in your voice. In the middle of my suffering , I became enchanted by the charm of your eyes. In the deepest of my absurd life , I found the uniqueness of your beauty that always makes me smile.

My dear

If you are a poem , I would like to be your verse

If you are a writer, I would like to be your novel

If you are in the sky , I would like to be your stars

If you are the moon, I would like to be your sun

If you are tears , I would like to cry

If you are hell , I would be your devil

If you are heaven, I would like to be your angel

If you are the winter , I would like to freeze and die

If you are a war , I'll win you and claim you as mine

If you are the ocean, I would like to be the waves

If you are death , then you will be my last desire

If you are a word , your name would be my favourite one

My dear

No matter how I acted like, I did not care or pretend that everything was absurd or just fine . I close my eyes and dream that one day you will be mine or it is fine for me to die .

You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .

I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.

The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.

Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .

In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .

In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .

Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .

In the mortal dreams

In the unbroken silence.

In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .

I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .

You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .

I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

It was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it was just my reflection in the mirror.

Was I an idiot to love you?

To believe that I can easily leave you

Or live considering that you never exist?

How can I ignore you when all I see in this world is you ?

Your beauty shines so brightly in a way that makes me stop in awe, and the more I look at your beauty, I stand like I saw an angel .

There was something that always made me want to be with you .

Sometimes, I ask myself, what if I changed my mind and stopped loving you or lost all my desire ? However, you always come in my dreams and never let me down. No matter how I try to forget you, I found myself falling deep as the ocean in your charm .

Moving on was never a solution

Forgetting was never a cure

Do you know why?

لاَ القَلْبُ يَنْسَى أنَك تَسْكُنُهُ

ولاَ الرُوحُ تَهْوَى غَيْرَك اوْ عَنْ الهٌيَام تَتُوبُ

My love story was like the sun and the moon myth we only met once, and there was an eclipse . Just there was no story to be told .

Now tell me my please

WIN ID YUSAN GHUREM AD YENDEM!!!?

Yes, we have already met and the disteny has bound to us together. I had never thought of passion or life till the night I saw those eyes. No wonder that was happiness. My own happiness indeed, and an unforgotten dream . It was a night where the ocean brights as the stars , the waves as the clouds, and the day as an anchor where all my dreams come to reality. Every day, I become blind as soon as you look away . Oh my darling, if you just know that your eyes are my heaven . Tell me Qu'est ce que vivre mon amour quand toute chose en ce monde raconte ton absence ? Indeed, I have no word to answer, and no one could see or feel how i drowned in your absence, but only my endless love kept me breathing . A love that touched us one time and lasted always and forever. In all my dreams, you were not just Eros, but you were and still my aphrodite. In the darkness, you were my moon, and in this universe, you were my home .

Was I an idiot to love you?

To believe that I can easily leave you

Or live considering that you never exist?

How can I ignore you when all I see in this world is you ?

Your beauty shines so brightly in a way that makes me stop in awe, and the more I look at your beauty, I stand like I saw an angel .

There was something that always made me want to be with you .

Sometimes, I ask myself, what if I changed my mind and stopped loving you or lost all my desire ? However, you always come in my dreams and never let me down. No matter how I try to forget you, I found myself falling deep as the ocean in your charm .

Moving on was never a solution

Forgetting was never a cure

Do you know why?

لاَ القَلْبُ يَنْسَى أنَك تَسْكُنُهُ

ولاَ الرُوحُ تَهْوَى غَيْرَك اوْ عَنْ الهٌيَام تَتُوبُ

My love story was like the sun and the moon myth we only met once, and there was an eclipse . Just there was no story to be told .

Now tell me my please

WIN ID YUSAN GHUREM AD YENDEM!!!?

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

It was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it waIt was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it was just my reflection in the mirror.

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

Was I an idiot to love you?

To believe that I can easily leave you

Or live considering that you never exist?

How can I ignore you when all I see in this world is you ?

Your beauty shines so brightly in a way that makes me stop in awe, and the more I look at your beauty, I stand like I saw an angel .

There was something that always made me want to be with you .

Sometimes, I ask myself, what if I changed my mind and stopped loving you or lost all my desire ? However, you always come in my dreams and never let me down. No matter how I try to forget you, I found myself falling deep as the ocean in your charm .

Moving on was never a solution

Forgetting was never a cure

Do you know why?

لاَ القَلْبُ يَنْسَى أنَك تَسْكُنُهُ

ولاَ الرُوحُ تَهْوَى غَيْرَك اوْ عَنْ الهٌيَام تَتُوبُ

My love story was like the sun and the moon myth we only met once, and there was an eclipse . Just there was no story to be told .

Now tell me my please

WIN ID YUSAN GHUREM AD YENDEM!!!?

Yes, we have already met and the disteny has bound to us together. I had never thought of passion or life till the night I saw those eyes. No wonder that was happiness. My own happiness indeed, and an unforgotten dream . It was a night where the ocean brights as the stars , the waves as the clouds, and the day as an anchor where all my dreams come to reality. Every day, I become blind as soon as you look away . Oh my darling, if you just know that your eyes are my heaven . Tell me Qu'est ce que vivre mon amour quand toute chose en ce monde raconte ton absence ? Indeed, I have no word to answer, and no one could see or feel how i drowned in your absence, but only my endless love kept me breathing . A love that touched us one time and lasted always and forever. In all my dreams, you were not just Eros, but you were and still my aphrodite. In the darkness, you were my moon, and in this universe, you were my home .

It was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it was just my reflection in the mirror.

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

Was I an idiot to love you?

To believe that I can easily leave you

Or live considering that you never exist?

How can I ignore you when all I see in this world is you ?

Your beauty shines so brightly in a way that makes me stop in awe, and the more I look at your beauty, I stand like I saw an angel .

There was something that always made me want to be with you .

Sometimes, I ask myself, what if I changed my mind and stopped loving you or lost all my desire ? However, you always come in my dreams and never let me down. No matter how I try to forget you, I found myself falling deep as the ocean in your charm .

Moving on was never a solution

Forgetting was never a cure

Do you know why?

لاَ القَلْبُ يَنْسَى أنَك تَسْكُنُهُ

ولاَ الرُوحُ تَهْوَى غَيْرَك اوْ عَنْ الهٌيَام تَتُوبُ

My love story was like the sun and the moon myth we only met once, and there was an eclipse . Just there was no story to be told .

Now tell me my please

WIN ID YUSAN GHUREM AD YENDEM!!!?

I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .

You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .

I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.

The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.

Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .

In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .

In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .

Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .

In the mortal dreams

In the unbroken silence.

In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .

I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .

You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .

My dear

I finally realised that in the middle of my agony, I was blissed by the kindness of your heart .In the middle of my moroseness ,I found happiness in your smile. In the middle of my miserable life, i found the gentleness in your touch. In the middle of my chaotic thought, I found peace in your voice. In the middle of my suffering , I became enchanted by the charm of your eyes. In the deepest of my absurd life , I found the uniqueness of your beauty that always makes me smile.

My dear

If you are a poem , I would like to be your verse

If you are a writer, I would like to be your novel

If you are in the sky , I would like to be your stars

If you are the moon, I would like to be your sun

If you are tears , I would like to cry

If you are hell , I would be your devil

If you are heaven, I would like to be your angel

If you are the winter , I would like to freeze and die

If you are a war , I'll win you and claim you as mine

If you are the ocean, I would like to be the waves

If you are death , then you will be my last desire

If you are a word , your name would be my favourite one

My dear

No matter how I acted like, I did not care or pretend that everything was absurd or just fine . I close my eyes and dream that one day you will be mine or it is fine for me to die .

, we have already met and the disteny has bound to us together. I had never thought of passion or life till the night I saw those eyes. No wonder that was happiness. My own happiness indeed, and an unforgotten dream . It was a night where the ocean brights as the stars , the waves as the clouds, and the day as an anchor where all my dreams come to reality. Every day, I become blind as soon as you look away . Oh my darling, if you just know that your eyes are my heaven . Tell me Qu'est ce que vivre mon amour quand toute chose en ce monde raconte ton absence ? Indeed, I have no word to answer, and no one could see or feel how i drowned in your absence, but only my endless love kept me breathing . A love that touched us one time and lasted always and forever. In all my dreams, you were not just Eros, but you were and still my aphrodite. In the darkness, you were my moon, and in this universe, you were my home .

I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .

You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .

I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.

The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.

Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .

In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .

In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .

Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .

In the mortal dreams

In the unbroken silence.

In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .

I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .

You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .

My dear

I finally realised that in the middle of my agony, I was blissed by the kindness of your heart .In the middle of my moroseness ,I found happiness in your smile. In the middle of my miserable life, i found the gentleness in your touch. In the middle of my chaotic thought, I found peace in your voice. In the middle of my suffering , I became enchanted by the charm of your eyes. In the deepest of my absurd life , I found the uniqueness of your beauty that always makes me smile.

My dear

If you are a poem , I would like to be your verse

If you are a writer, I would like to be your novel

If you are in the sky , I would like to be your stars

If you are the moon, I would like to be your sun

If you are tears , I would like to cry

If you are hell , I would be your devil

If you are heaven, I would like to be your angel

If you are the winter , I would like to freeze and die

If you are a war , I'll win you and claim you as mine

If you are the ocean, I would like to be the waves

If you are death , then you will be my last desire

If you are a word , your name would be my favourite one

My dear

No matter how I acted like, I did not care or pretend that everything was absurd or just fine . I close my eyes and dream that one day you will be mine or it is fine for me to die .

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

It was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it was just my reflection in the mirror.

Was I an idiot to love you?

To believe that I can easily leave you

Or live considering that you never exist?

How can I ignore you when all I see in this world is you ?

Your beauty shines so brightly in a way that makes me stop in awe, and the more I look at your beauty, I stand like I saw an angel .

There was something that always made me want to be with you .

Sometimes, I ask myself, what if I changed my mind and stopped loving you or lost all my desire ? However, you always come in my dreams and never let me down. No matter how I try to forget you, I found myself falling deep as the ocean in your charm .

Moving on was never a solution

Forgetting was never a cure

Do you know why?

لاَ القَلْبُ يَنْسَى أنَك تَسْكُنُهُ

ولاَ الرُوحُ تَهْوَى غَيْرَك اوْ عَنْ الهٌيَام تَتُوبُ

My love story was like the sun and the moon myth we only met once, and there was an eclipse . Just there was no story to be told .

Now tell me my please

WIN ID YUSAN GHUREM AD YENDEM!!!?

My dear

I finally realised that in the middle of my agony, I was blissed by the kindness of your heart .In the middle of my moroseness ,I found happiness in your smile. In the middle of my miserable life, i found the gentleness in your touch. In the middle of my chaotic thought, I found peace in your voice. In the middle of my suffering , I became enchanted by the charm of your eyes. In the deepest of my absurd life , I found the uniqueness of your beauty that always makes me smile.

My dear

If you are a poem , I would like to be your verse

If you are a writer, I would like to be your novel

If you are in the sky , I would like to be your stars

If you are the moon, I would like to be your sun

If you are tears , I would like to cry

If you are hell , I would be your devil

If you are heaven, I would like to be your angel

If you are the winter , I would like to freeze and die

If you are a war , I'll win you and claim you as mine

If you are the ocean, I would like to be the waves

If you are death , then you will be my last desire

If you are a word , your name would be my favourite one

My dear

No matter how I acted like, I did not care or pretend that everything was absurd or just fine . I close my eyes and dream that one day you will be mine or it is fine for me to die .

You have asked me once what my favourite flower is? But I told you that I hate anything related to nature and flowers. I just lied because my favourite flower is the orchid, just like the way I like you .

I just admire how slowly it blooms in beauty and elegance just like you.

The way I get drunk about the perfume of " cataleya orchid " the queen of orchids the same way I passed away when you walked beside me.

Have I told you that in the middle of my hate of nature, I found my love for you .

In the middle of my chaotic heart, I found the calmness in your eyes .

In the middle of my frozen winter, I found the spring in your touch .

Deep into the darkness, I stood looking for you to come .

In the mortal dreams

In the unbroken silence.

In the fear of the unknown, I thought only about you .

I can't help but drown in your captivating eyes. Where you are the only one who truly makes me smile. In the depth of your eyes, I saw something that made me always happy .

You have a unique charm that no one will understand that's impossible to me to ignore , I'm captivated by the charm and the warmth of your eyes, my home .

I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .

It was that night when I saw this light

Moving up and down at the end of the tunnel .A wonderful creature standing there .I went to check who could it be. However, what I saw changed my entire life .An introvert who carried a spirit of a devil .A devil who owns the calmness and the silence but also diving in chaos and the storm .A storm that brings composure to my soul .Making me obsessed with that lucifer. How can I regret this feeling when it makes me safe and sound. It was all tenacious , elusive, and very hard to catch

At this point, I decided to go closer and saw it . Closer and closer till I reached it . Observing it was never a sin, but it was just a perfect thing . I observed everything until I met those eyes, which will never be forgotten . Eyes that never said the truth

Broken but don't want to be fixed

Eyes that give you life but never give you love .Caring the ambitions to control people and wrath to kill , sorrow for love and power in death and master in mind .

Disguise in politeness but having aure of ego . I kept walking to see who was it, but suddenly I hit my head and fuck, it was just my reflection in the mirror.

Ma lune

I saw you once, and I had no doubt that you were so close to me yet so far to my soul.

Indeed, I saw you in the darkest winter of my life when all I had was the storm and chaos of the starless night.

Thinking about you brings spring to my frozen heart.

I bearley know myself when you come closer. The thoughts, I think, the air I breathe all flow within a second.

The first time I heard your voice, I felt strong, but yes, so weak . Deep but yet so gentle . I would like to listen to you for eternity, so just talk to me.

Ma lune

You are the only one who can make me smile in a way that my cheeks hurt . Did you just know that among 8 billion people, your eyes are always my favourite.Those eyes make me forget all my stress and worries and , I found peace in the brown eyes of my butterfly

Oh, mon amour

Tes yeux me manquent et je deviens aveugle desque tu regardes ailleurs. Tous les jours je meurs quand parmi les vivants je ne te vois nulle part .

In a world full of people, je ne veux que toi, so bless my soul with your eyes or let me die my butterfly.

Was I an idiot to love you?

To believe that I can easily leave you

Or live considering that you never exist?

How can I ignore you when all I see in this world is you ?

Your beauty shines so brightly in a way that makes me stop in awe, and the more I look at your beauty, I stand like I saw an angel .

There was something that always made me want to be with you .

Sometimes, I ask myself, what if I changed my mind and stopped loving you or lost all my desire ? However, you always come in my dreams and never let me down. No matter how I try to forget you, I found myself falling deep as the ocean in your charm .

Moving on was never a solution

Forgetting was never a cure

Do you know why?

لاَ القَلْبُ يَنْسَى أنَك تَسْكُنُهُ

ولاَ الرُوحُ تَهْوَى غَيْرَك اوْ عَنْ الهٌيَام تَتُوبُ

My love story was like the sun and the moon myth we only met once, and there was an eclipse . Just there was no story to be told .

Now tell me my please

WIN ID YUSAN GHUREM AD YENDEM!!!?

I wrote all the time, and none of my writings were answered .you know you were all the thoughts I think about, yet you chose to ignore them. How can I love someone else when I see your eyes in my dream . It's a dream that'll never come to reality, I know it sucks but i couldn't let you go. Believe me, I tried by do I have the right to choose when both my heart and mind are blind. I hated you for making me weak and vulnerable. I hated you for making me kneel to you . I hated the idea of choosing you among all the living. Indeed, I'm ready to die . I hated how you turned this rude , reckless , and paranoid shithead to a weak and full emotional butterfly. Indeed, I hated you for making me crazy with your charm and tied to your heart .