I guess looking back I was a real stuck up, I always looked at my stepbrothers best friend and thought he was gay, I mean could you blame me, he liked girly things and he liked hanging out around me even though he was six years older than I was. The man would buy Barbie dolls even though I don't play with Barbie dolls anymore, when I would play video games he would want to join me, and he always liked talking about guys with my brother, and the guys he always talked about were always super duper hot like really hot. I remember one night I had a friend over who happened to be a guy that I had a crush on Lucas, and Deven my stepbrothers best friend got really agitated when he found out and made Lucas leave, when I asked him what that was about he said, Lucas was gay and he wanted him to the the only guy friend in my life. So pretty much since that day I thought he was gay and I would practice make-up on his face and believe me I was fourteen years old at the time and he was twenty years old at that time, so imagine my shock years later or should I say ago when one faithful night turned everything I thought about him into pieces.
I had been drinking with a couple of friends from school along side my best friend Brianna and yes we became best friends from school, I had taken a lot of booze that I totally thought I could handle untill Matilda spike one and me being dumb I drank it while everyone laughed, a couple of minutes later I am feeling that pressing pressure at the bottom of my abdomen, I needed to pee really bad, Brianna offered to come with me but u refused and told her I would be fine, after peeing as usual I take a long look at my self in the mirror before heading out of the bathroom. "Avery?!" A soothing voice calls me from behind pulling me towards it. "Huh?" I turn around only to hit my head on the hard chest of non other than Deven, although it had been twelve years since I saw him I knew he was the one but I had to be sure " Deven?" I ask just to be sure " yeah it's me!" He says in a happy tone. Although I was really drunk and drugged I couldn't help but hug him, " I've missed you!" I cry into his chest, suddenly not understanding why I was crying I was a twenty six year old woman crying into the hard chest of a probably married child hood man I used to know... Gosh what drug did Matilda give me? "I'm sorry" I finally say, "your shirt is all wet because of me", I sniffle " it's alright love", he says and hugs me one more time, kissing the top of my head. " What are you doing here Deven?" I asked him, " I'm here for a business deal which I just closed and you, fancy bumping into you here" he says " oh silly me, I'm here with some school friends" " you're still in school?" He asks with a confused expression, I didn't know when I burst out laughing " I'm sorry, you just sounded and looked so funny, why would I still be in school silly you, I'm done with school and I'm currently working, although I can not tell you where I'm working" I laughed even more. While trying to balance my self after the laugh I almost fall and he catches me. " You seem drunk" he says, " I seem drunk?" I ask with a smirk on my face " I am drunk silly and a Little drugged if I'm being honest" I say to him, " you're not a cop are you?" I ask him knowing I just slipped up he smiles and say " no I'm not" " wanna join me for a drink" I ask him, "sure" he says. As he holds me and we walk back to the club I couldn't help but wonder, who exactly is this man? what happened to him over the years? why does he feel so different? Immediately we step into the club I notice that the guys are gone and it's just left with Matilda and Brianna, A very drunk and passed out Matilda and A very sober Brianna. She walks up to me "bitch who's this hit guy with you?" " He's a friend from when I was a kid" I reply " anyways since you have company I'll have to take Matilda home, and I've got work tomorrow so see ya" she says before hugging me and grabbing Matilda and both I and Deven see them off, before heading inside, " what do you wanna have?" I ask him " you still wanna drink?" He asked back "yeah!" I exclaim bringing a laugh out of him.
After having a couple of cocktails and dancing around and all the talking it felt like a little haven being with him, I start feeling dizzy and that peeing urge returns " let me come with you" he says "I'll be fine silly" I say before running off. After peeing I look my self in the mirror and realized I'm totally wasted and need to sleep as I come out of the bathroom I'm met with cold eyes it was Deven "Deven?" I call before he crashes his lips into mine, it was hot and passionate ' wait! Isn't he gay' I cry in my head, pushing me back into the bathroom he locks the door before lifting me up to sit on the platform where the sinks are, noticing I couldn't breathe he moved down to my neck and covered my mouth with his big palm, while using the other one to reach under my gown, when he go to my pantie I froze up, I'd never done this before and I was a virgin, I didn't know what to do, so I started pushing him off but he was bigger and taller than me so you get what I'm saying, I reach out to his hand underneath my gown and try to stop him from prying further but he only rippes my pantie off, causing a jolt of pain on my waist "mmmm" I cry into his arm still pushing him, but he removed his hand from my mouth and starts kissing me again while also kissing my neck, sending pleasures to my brain, he grabs my legs and pull me towards him I grab unto him as he inserts two of his fingers into me thrusting in hard and fast making me really tired. I don't realize when he removes his fingers because all I felt was his hands on my thigh and one behind me on my waist then the pain hits me, realizing I was about to cry out he covers my mouth with his hand, I felt him twitch inside while he waited for me to adjust to his size, the last thing I heard him say was good girl directly into my ear before passing out.
Waking up the next morning was hell, my body ached all over and there was this sharp pain on my abdomen I needed to pee as I stood up from the bed I saw a piece of paper and an envelope, after peeing I walked back into the room, it seemed he had taken me to a room last night, picking up the envelope and paper there was money in the envelope, hundred dollar notes and on the paper it said ' thanks for last night, it was nice running into you again although you're more mature and pretty sweet now, I had fun last night, my friends were right when they placed that bet, you were pretty easy' my tummy churned at the whole letter and I had the urge to throw up, I ran to the bathroom and emptied my stomach into the bathroom toilet. I washed up,left the envelope filled with money and left the hotel. Everything hurt, my heart, my body, my soul just everything.