I was still here , as the wind brushes my curls, I sit here surrendering to the cold. The luck usually isn't on my side and as expected i was late , yet again. It was a long way to go and i was no where near.
Sometimes waiting feels good but what is it worth of? I had spent half of my life waiting and still could never get this answer. Who am I waiting for? Or more precisely what? What is it that makes my heart beat and ache at the same time? Maybe I know it now… it's him. He whose eyes shine like the whole universe is smiling upon me. It's like I'm blessed to be able to feel that magic that reflects in his eyes. Those pair of diamonds just make me melt. I keep daydreaming as i get on the bus, his thoughts still clouding over me. I was bewitched and i knew that. I take my earphones on and sit down to reach my destination. It was far, not as far as it seemed to me though.
I reached, though, he is running late today. So here I am waiting a little more, to feel the warmth of him over me, when he hugs me tightly. I am a cold person, my body is always cold, just like it should be according to my personality. He, on the other hand is completely opposite. He is as warm as the sunshine that shines to fill you with nutrients except his warmth fills me with love…
And whenever I find myself in a situation where I start contemplating on my feelings, these are things that assure me that I love him indeed. But how did I find him? How can someone like me be so blessed to have him by my side. Was it all for a while? Or am I allowed to keep him..? Just for myself..? Umm.. no I guess that is not possible, no matter how much you love someone you cannot keep them hidden from the world .. atleast not just for the sake of yourself. Though here.. I am shamelessly admitting , I am insecure of myself. I surely do not have the confidence that my love alone would be enough to keep him 'attached' to me.
Cause I can't believe.. that love alone is enough to keep a person to be all yours.