We're in the car now. We just left the hospital and the Doctors naturally had stared at me like I was insane after I told them I broke my bones from punching an Alpha in the face, like it's my fault like his face was made of metal. They said I'd be fine but would need a while to heal because I was an Omega.
I didn't tell them I hadn't felt or spoken to my wolf in a very long time so healing would be tricky. Instead, I stayed quiet all through the bandaging until now.
I'm staring outside the window and Damien… Damien doesn't even bother to say a word to me. He's been silent as well, like we're having a first to speak competition and I'm already losing somehow.
I spare him a glance through the rearview mirror and shift uncomfortably. He looks very comfortable behind the wheel, like the world belongs to him and people like me are supposed to just accept it. My body bustles with need slightly, probably because of how hot he looks but I fight it down.
He can have everything but I won't give him myself.
I don't tell him where I live so he keeps driving until I clear my throat. He looks at me, his eyes blinking like he expects me to speak first. I nudge my head towards the window, expecting him to stop the car but he doesn't.
Instead, the bastard's lips pull into a lazy smirk and he leans more into his seat, staring at me with eyes that make it clear on one thing: He wants me to talk.
We cannot be doing this right now.
I stare at him then at his wheel before looking outside the window. We're already getting closer to my street and I don't exactly want him stopping at my front yard and seeing Lucas so I reach out to the steering wheel and try to grab it.
He doesn't even bother to stop me. Instead, he presses his foot on the accelerator, causing the car to speed even faster than it was already going.
I curse, trying to stop the car from spiralling from control as the wheel begins to spin all on his own and the car starts to swerve but Damien… The asshole laughs behind me like this is all funny to him before I snap my head back to him and yell, "Stop the car!"
Instantly, I feel him slam on the brakes as the car comes to a halt. My body almost jerks forward to hit the wheel before he grabs my arm and pulls me close. Now, I'm breathless, my hair all over my face as I realize he's holding me close.
His eyes seem to be staring into my soul now as he tilts his head and asks quietly, "You are a funny Omega."
It takes all of me to snap out of the trance he's placed on me as I hiss in return. "And you are a bitch."
I expect him to snap or remind me of my place, maybe even hit me across my face so I can remind myself about how much I hate him until I hear him say, "If you are trying to be a brat so that I might punish you, I would not do so now. I'll wait till I have you on your knees tied in front of me with your mouth open and my cock inside it."
I choke, every alarm in my head suddenly blaring as I feel my middle pulse just from the mere thought of it. I watch him sniff the air like an animal then close his eyes as he sighs in bliss before he opens them again and stares at me, his eyes blood red now, "Do you want me to fuck you here, Omega?"
The rawness of his words penetrate through every wall I tried putting till I saw him and for a second, I feel my wolf resurface as she whimpers in fear. The shock of knowing that she's back after so long is the only thing that saves me from him as I pull my arm away from him and say, "Thank you but I'll be taking my leave now."
Without turning back, I hurry out of the car and down the streets. I can sense him staring at me as I walk away though he doesn't call me back. My mind wanders about what he's planning on doing but I don't bother to focus on it as I try to call out to Maia, Are you there? H-He's gone, okay? You don't have to feel scared anymore.
It takes a while before I feel her again, Hurt. He hurt us before.
The pain of what had happened flashes through my head now, hitting me so hard I feel my chest begin to hurt. I clench my eyes tight together so I don't let down any tears as I remember all of it now.
Damien Bloodhound had been my first boyfriend in college, and my first everything. My Pack then wasn't a very well known pack so people usually disregarded us. I didn't mind the fact that they treated me like shit because I was used to it since I was an Omega but he… He was different. Very different.
No. No, we're not going to do that. I quickly brush the tears that managed to escape with my good hand. It's okay, I promise I won't let him hurt us anymore.
She stays silent, almost as if she doesn't believe me but I mean what I'm saying. I know better. I've lived this long without him and I can live longer. I might find him attractive but that is only because I have been celibate for this long and my body's just not used to being around an Alpha.
I'm fine. I'm—
My head instantly goes blank now as I realize I've somehow walked long enough to reach my house and there's a police car parked in front of it.
No. No. No. Lucas!