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Chapter 32 - Mori est liberum esse

It was late in the evening when Magdahlia found herself in the Grand Master's office, standing before Lucas Caussade. The air was thick with tension. Lucas, already weary from months of grieving his wife, Sophie, and managing his deteriorating responsibilities, had been vulnerable to Magdahlia's careful manipulations. The more he sought solace, the more she provided it, using her beauty and subtle charm to draw him closer.

The grand office, usually a place of command and decisiveness, now felt cold and empty. The soft flickering of candlelight cast long shadows on the walls, and Lucas sat behind his desk, his posture slouched, his eyes distant. His grief had drained him, and the lines of exhaustion marked his face.

Magdahlia approached him slowly, her heels clicking softly against the polished stone floor. She was dressed in a form-fitting gown, her presence commanding yet effortlessly graceful. Her gaze lingered on Lucas, whose sorrowful eyes met hers for a brief moment before looking away, as if ashamed of his weakness.

"Grand Master," she said softly, her voice like velvet, laced with empathy. "I see how deeply the loss of Sophie has affected you. You don't have to carry this burden alone."

Lucas didn't respond immediately, his hands clasped tightly in front of him. He had grown accustomed to Magdahlia's presence, but this time something was different—he felt both drawn to her and repelled, caught in the web she had skillfully woven around him. Her sympathy felt sincere, and yet something in his gut told him it was too easy. Too calculated.

"I don't know what to do anymore," Lucas finally spoke, his voice raw. "The weight of it all—Sophie's death, Aurelie's pain... I can't keep pretending to be strong. I'm... I'm losing myself."

Magdahlia's expression softened with feigned sympathy, though her eyes gleamed with something darker beneath the surface. She stepped closer to Lucas, her presence enveloping him like a heavy fog.

"You don't have to pretend with me, Lucas," she said, her voice low and coaxing. "You've been a pillar of strength for so long, but even the strongest need someone to lean on. You've given so much... perhaps now it's time for you to receive something in return."

Lucas felt the warmth of her proximity, her intoxicating scent mixing with the lingering scent of candle wax. His mind, clouded by grief and exhaustion, struggled to make sense of his emotions. He had known Magdahlia as a capable leader, a sharp strategist, and yet tonight, there was something about her that was... different. She was no longer just a colleague; she was becoming something else—something dangerous.

"I've failed them," Lucas whispered, his voice breaking. "I failed Sophie. I failed Aurelie. How can I lead when I can't even save those I love?"

Magdahlia placed a hand gently on his shoulder, her touch light but intentional. She leaned in closer, her lips nearly brushing his ear. The warmth of her breath sent a shiver down his spine.

"You've given everything, Lucas," she murmured, "But sometimes even the strongest need to surrender, just for a moment. Let go of the pain, let someone else carry it for you. Let me carry it for you."

Without waiting for a response, she moved around to his side, her fingers lightly grazing the back of his neck. She guided him, almost imperceptibly, to turn and face her fully. The act felt intimate, and Lucas was too drained to push her away, his heart pounding in his chest as he struggled to maintain control.

Magdahlia stood before him, her eyes darkened with something more than empathy—there was desire, and there was power, both woven into the look she gave him. She leaned in slowly, allowing the space between them to close.

"I know you need comfort, Lucas," she said, her voice now husky, "I know you need someone to fill the void. And I'm here. You don't have to be alone."

Lucas, caught in the moment, felt a surge of conflicting emotions. His grief, his sense of loss, and now this undeniable attraction to the woman who had been so consistently by his side. His hands trembled as he reached out for her, the lines of duty and desire blurring in his mind.

Magdahlia tilted her head slightly, a subtle smile playing at the corners of her lips, sensing his hesitation.

"You've been through so much, Lucas," she whispered, her hand resting gently on his chest. "Let me help you heal. Just for tonight. No responsibilities. No duties. Just the two of us."

Her words, though laced with manipulation, were exactly what Lucas needed to hear in his broken state. His resolve cracked, and in the dimly lit room, with no one to witness their exchange, Lucas gave in, allowing her to guide him in ways that were both comforting and dangerous.

As their lips met, a fleeting sense of relief washed over Lucas—if only for a moment. But even in that brief moment of respite, something deeper stirred within him, a growing sense of dread that he could not yet fully comprehend.

Magdahlia had succeeded. She had broken through Lucas' grief and found a way to control him, to bind him to her in a way that would serve her greater ambitions.

Magdahlia's actions were slow, deliberate, each movement calculated to draw him further into the web she had spun. She stepped closer, her hand brushing his arm lightly, sending a shock of warmth through his body. Lucas could feel the distance between them closing, the barriers of grief and duty slowly eroding. His hands, trembling with a mixture of confusion and desire, reached out toward her.

He was lost—lost in the fog of his emotions, lost in the aching desire for something to fill the void that had been left in the wake of Sophie's death. His hands moved of their own accord, guided by a primal need for comfort, for connection, and for something—anything—to make him feel alive again. He began to touch her, to feel the soft fabric of her dress, to pull her closer, the line between memory and reality growing increasingly thin.

Magdahlia played along with a practiced ease, her eyes dark with satisfaction. She could see the mental struggle in Lucas's eyes, the way he tried to fight the pull of his emotions. But it was futile. She had won.

He was hers now.

The night that followed was one of strange comfort for Lucas. His mind was clouded with confusion, emotions raw and tangled. In his exhausted state, he had forgotten who he was—forgotten that the woman he had held was not Sophie

As the familiar scent of Magdahlia surrounded him, Lucas found himself enchanted. The perfumes, soaps, and shampoos she used—every detail was the same as those Sophie had once used. This subtle familiarity, this sensory connection, drew him in even further.

Lucas, consumed by his grief and need for comfort, embraced Magdahlia without fully realizing the depth of his actions. He found himself drawn to her, slowly uncovering her delicate skin, his hands trembling as they removed her clothes one by one. The intensity of the moment overwhelmed him, and he buried his head against her chest, seeking solace and release from his troubled mind.

For the first time in months, Lucas allowed himself to let go of his problems, his failures, and his overwhelming sense of loss. In this moment, all he could focus on was the gentle touch of Magdahlia's shoulder beneath his hand. Their faces came close, and they exchanged soft, intimate kisses on each other's necks, a fleeting sense of warmth enveloping them both.

Time seemed to slow, stretching the night into hours of shared intimacy, filled with both emotional vulnerability and physical connection. Lucas, driven by a need he could no longer suppress, pushed himself further, unaware of how much Magdahlia endured for him. She, too, had a role to play in this moment, quietly enduring the intensity of their union, knowing that in this space, Lucas needed her to be there—completely.

Though the night took its toll on both of them, Magdahlia endured, not just for Lucas, but for her own aspirations. In that shared experience, she saw the completion of a part of her plan—one step closer to securing her place in his life.

The morning after the tumultuous night, Lucas Caussade rose from his bed feeling like a man torn between two worlds. His mind was still clouded with the emotions of the night before, the confusion, and the fading scent of Sophie that had lingered in the air, embodied by Magdahlia's deliberate charm. But beneath the fog of desire and grief, Lucas knew something had shifted within him. His heart was heavy with the responsibility of his position, and he could feel the weight of his role as Grand Master pressing down on him even more.

Determined to put his emotions aside and take control of his future, Lucas decided to go to the Atopia family, the last bastion of political power that could offer him support. He had come to a decision—he would resign as Grand Master. His recent actions, his personal grief, and the overwhelming sense of inadequacy made him feel unfit for leadership. The burden of the Stars Knights had become too much to bear.

At the Atopia estate, Lord Armand Atopia and his family welcomed Lucas with their usual grace, though there was a noticeable tension in the air. They had heard rumors of his mental and emotional struggles, and now it seemed that the Grand Master was about to make a decision that could shake the very foundations of Starsbough.

As Lucas sat down with Lord Armand, Lady Elira, and other members of the Atopia family, the conversation quickly turned to the future of the Stars Knights. Lucas, his voice weary and hollow, expressed his desire to step down.

"I am no longer the man I once was," Lucas said, his hands trembling slightly as he spoke. "The loss of Sophie, the grief that weighs on me... it has dulled my ability to lead. I can no longer carry the mantle of Grand Master."

Lord Armand leaned forward, his tone persuasive, almost pleading.

"Lucas, you must not give in to this grief," he said, his eyes steady. "You've given so much to Starsbough, and the Stars Knights need you more than ever. Your leadership has been the foundation of our strength. If you step down now, what will become of us? The people still look to you as a symbol of hope."

Lady Elira added, her voice smooth and comforting, "Please, Lucas. Think of Aurelie. She needs you. The Stars Knights need you. You cannot let grief define you forever."

But Lucas's resolve remained firm—at least for a moment. He knew the weight of their words, but the struggle within him was too great. He simply couldn't bear the thought of continuing in the same capacity, knowing how far he had fallen.

As the conversation progressed, the door to the room suddenly burst open. Aurelie, Lucas's daughter, rushed in, her face pale but determined. She had overheard the discussion and, without a word, ran toward her father. Tears welled in her eyes as she grabbed his hands, her voice trembling.

"Father, please don't give up," she cried, her voice filled with desperation. "You can't leave! You're the only one who can lead the Stars Knights! You can't let them fall into the hands of someone else. I need you. Starsbough needs you."

Lucas looked down at her, his heart aching. He had wanted to spare her from the harshness of his internal struggles, but her plea—her genuine love and belief in him—pulled him back from the edge. He couldn't abandon her, not when she needed him most.

Torn between his own exhaustion and the heartfelt pleas of those around him, Lucas finally made his decision. With a heavy sigh, he looked to Lord Armand and Lady Elira.

"I will stay," he said, his voice laced with exhaustion. "For Aurelie. For the Stars Knights. I will continue, but it will not be easy. I will need your support."

Lord Armand nodded, a smile of approval crossing his face. "You've made the right choice, Lucas. We will stand by you."