Darren sat at the nearby corridors cross legged, to him he had work everything that he had done for life. He had worked tirelessly every single day, over work himself for countless sleepless nights and fend off money for his family.

It never occurred to him once that he had been torturing himself, health is deteriorating day by day by being overworked at his company.

"I'm sorry."

That word, one single world crush all my dreams in an instant, my legs wriggle in dismay as my hands can't stop shaking.

"Why?"

All I could ask is 'why?'. Why did God abandoned me? Why am I so helpless? Ever since coming to city full of hopes and dreams! Why am I tortured constantly?

I love my family all my life, I never wished to disappoint them as I have to act that everything is okay. Everything is alright. Everything is fine. I keep telling myself that but why can life ever so cruel? I, I don't want be a failure. I cried my heart out of the busy street not caring for any passerbys would come.

Everything, everything that I have work so far. I wrisk my life to reach was nothing more than speck of pebble.

I just need one single wish, a wish that could somehow change my situation.

Looking at the stream of the river under the bridge, I always thought why life is worthless, everything is worthless, various thoughts that I don't normally thinks corrupt my mindset as it brought me.

[I'm sorry, but there's nothing we could do. Your cancer is already terminal.]

"Life is so unfair."

I blurted out words that come from my mouth as if I had already gotten my resolve.

Why? Why am I gets to die when the others gets to live? Why am I the most unfortunate one? I don't want to give up, I want to keep on living! I don't want any of this. I, I don't want to die.

Endless stream of teardrops can't stop coming out in the corners of my eyes. I couldn't hold it in. I have risk my entire life for other? Is it okay for to be selfish for every little things I have left into this world?

Tell me, am I selfish? Or do I deserve everything that happened to me?

Everytime I closed my eyes, I always remembered my parents faces when I was young, their smiles and soft whispers trying to make me laugh. I remember the time when I got to hold and kiss the cheeks of my new born siblings.

Life goes on.

If I die, what would happen to them? Please give me one wish before I die. Please. Please take care of them.

I closed my eyes and fell into deep sleep at the sofa. While the fireplace are still warming up my cold body.

A body devoid of any life. A corpse.