I admit that I wanted him to make me his. This feeling of lust and love is something I can't differentiate between. It is like he said, we are fated to be together I can feel it. whenever I am near him my heart races and my ears tingle. But, it's too fast for me. I always dreamed of a beautiful love story, and I don't think I can start a meaningful love story by indulging myself in pleasure in the first, well, second meeting.
Sure, I was very curious about how he looked like beneath all those clothes. When he asked me to help calm down his cock I was taken aback by his request. So straightforward, I didn't hate it honestly. When he placed my hand on his bulging member I wanted to scream! It was so big! Were all vampires... this well-endowed? Well- the carpet matched the drapes.
Imagining that monstrous thing going inside made me shiver. But it also made me even more curious. So I agreed, and boy was I not ready for it.
How was it so big! I don't even know if my mouth could fit it! I read about giving head but I never had any... practical experience. What should I do? Do I lick it like a popsicle?
He stared at me with his intense eyes expecting me to go down on him. I took a deep breath and finally put it in my mouth.
I just did whatever I thought was right, it wasn't the most pleasant experience but hearing him groan in his deep voice stirred some desire in me too. I wanted to tease him, I wanted him to beg me for it.
"You are playing a dangerous game, my love."
Those words definitely felt dangerous, he might pounce on me if I teased him any longer so I went ahead and allowed him to finish.
My first sexual experience... It wasn't so bad. Although he was practically a stranger the fated bond between us made me feel at ease. I wasn't uncomfortable or anything.
Just when I was gathering my thoughts he gave me some surprising information. He just decided we were going to get married?!
When he brought up the part about moving in with him I was ready to do so, like I said, being with him made me feel at ease after a very long time. I couldn't afford this apartment any longer anyway and like he said, this wasn't a good neighbourhood.
But, marrying him was another story, and what did he imply at the end? A princess?
"What do you mean by princess?"
He pulled me into a hug and snuggled me like I was his cat. "Who do you think I am little liar? I am the Prince of all the Vampires, Theodore Valois."
"I didn't know a hierarchy existed among vampires, wouldn't it be a problem that I'm a commoner?"
"Little Liar, you aren't a commoner. You are from the lineage of the Leader of Vampire hunters. As I've said, the leader consumed my heart and was cursed, he was spurned from the family for causing such a disaster. Every male born from his lineage was not welcome either, but you- You will be welcomed back because your existence means the curse is broken."
So many questions filled my mind. If what he said is true, I don't have to experience this life of uncertainty anymore, and no more questions about whether I'll be able to make rent, or whether I'll be able to afford food even?
"Wait, I still have a few questions." I could feel him burying his face in my neck yet again.
"Do you... not hate me for what happened in the past, I am the descendent of the person who tried to kill you and broke the treaty and, why didn't my family find me until now?"
"You worry too much my love. I don't hate you, I can't live without you, you are my heart. As for your second question, your male predecessors hated being cast away for something that wasn't their fault so they decisively cut ties with the rest of your family. The family has no idea what happened to these people, they didn't put in any effort to maintain contact so they probably do not even know of your existence."
"You seem to know everything."
Theodore kissed me again but this time it was rougher than before, filled with pure desire. "Of course, I have to know everything about you Little Liar, you will be my future wife, no ifs ands, or buts.
His words would've made me blush if not for his reasoning. A seemingly perfect man fell out from the sky and into my lap. He was handsome, he desired me and he was financially stable, he was everything I would've wanted. But the feeling kept nagging me, he only loves me because I am his heart, if not for that, he wouldn't have given me a second look much less marry me.
This small piece of happiness I found felt like it wasn't mine to have.
"...And that sums up your duties as a princess. It's not so hard, the butler will help you if you have any questions."
"Ah, okay." I didn't hear anything he said. I was too focussed on my own thoughts.
"So you agree then, you will move into my house and there will be a wedding 2 months from now." Theodore had an evil smirk on his face at this moment. It seems I agreed to get married in 2 months, oh god-
"Let me get my affairs in order first!"
"I have already taken care of it, little liar." I flinched at his words.
I gave him a look as if asking what he meant by that.
"Lyra, I've taken care of the owner of this apartment, you can leave now and, I bought the salon you work in. You are no longer an employee, but the employer now. You never have to worry about money ever, I am in your life now. I won't let you suffer in any way, well maybe in one way."
Theodore! Why are his words always sexual? I didn't know if I should be scared or touched by his words. He did all of this for me but didn't ask me before doing it or even tell me.
"Fine but I want to meet my friend Juliet first."
"Your only friend who was a finance major but a history minor. That is an odd combination."
I frowned at him reciting all this information about me, "Could you at least pretend to not know stuff about me?"
"No, because I am obsessed about you."
I rolled my eyes at his remark. As soon as the sun rose I set off to visit her to tell her goodbye. I could finally escape this hellish life and I owe it to my friend for giving me strength to endure it for so long.
We both graduated around the same time, she was able to get a very good job and from time to time she would help me pay for stuff. I can finally repay her with the inheritance I will receive from my alienated family.
Luckily enough, today was a Saturday, and she was in her home watching some history-related documentary. Her house was a mess, clothes were everywhere, and dishes weren't put away. When I was a dirt-poor college student, I was given her keys to help myself with her groceries. She came from a well-off family, her parents were archeologists who loved history and the apple doesn't fall from the tree. Her parents were romantics and instilled the same values in her, so she was named Juliet.
I always envied her appearance, she had beautiful red hair and emerald-green eyes. Although she was better than me in probably every way she never made me feel lesser than her. To repay her for all her help I tried my best to cook for her, she is always busy with work and barely takes care of herself, I couldn't just leave her like that.
"Lyra! What brings you here today?" She immediately got up to hug me.
"What are you watching?" I was too scared to tell her I was leaving, based on what Theodore told me and the stories my mother told me, their vampire world wasn't the safest place to be, I didn't want to drag her into my problems, I couldn't keep asking for her help.
"Ohh this was a documentary I found in the history department, I was helping organise files and found this pen drive. It's so insane, this person goes on and on about secret treasure that got hundreds killed but he made it out alive, and he 'saw' a dragon. I gotta say, though his story is clearly fake and he sounds like a madman, the editing and 'evidence' are intriguing."
"Haha yeah, so insane." I laughed half-heartedly. I would've agreed with you Julie, I really would but I am about to marry a Vampire who told me dragons are real, who's to say this was real too? I don't know anything anymore.
"Julie, I brought something for you. Your favourite dessert, creme caramel."
"Oh? What is the occasion?" She paused the video and stared at me. Ugh! I can't believe I have to say goodbye to her, but what choice did I have?
"It's a goodbye gift..."