Hy' im sindy and this is a story of how my step step took advantage of me ' or as he used to say it turned me into his little woman/his little play thing .
Iv never really met my real father ' jack started dating my mom when i was only 10 ydar old , which is 9 years ago. First time i met him ' he was thrilling ' a tall' dark ' muscular man whose presence made anyone feel protected and free. He had a strong aura that made me not be able to stare into his eyes very long ' his voice was that of a leader ' fhe kind that makes ypu listen with a clear mind , he was smooth with my mom and quickly gained my approval.
He moved in with us , the same year I met him ' everything was perfect and i finally had a fully functional family ' Daddy Jack as he quickly taught me to call him worked as a traffic officer in my town and was the shoulder of the whole neighborhood. For the first couple of years we lived in peace and harmony
It all started on my sixteenth birthday ' mom was working untill late but Daddy promised to come back early ' so ee can celebrate , what started out as the best day of my life became the day i ever regret. He came back home as he had promised ' he can back with gifts of all kinds ' We ate , danced and in no time we were both exhausted and we fell asleep on the couch' when i woke up he was half naked on top of me .my first reaction was shock and i felt these sense of fear running to my chest making my heart beat fast , he was touching me in a sexual manner and i froze not onowing what to do about it' At first i tried getting up but he whispered in my ear " he said relax baby ' let daddy J take care of you ,
He said he loved me and my mom very much 'it was my first time ever beibg touched in that manner ' especially by a male person ' he told me to kiss him , and i kissed him on the cheek ' he then used his hand to turn my head his direction and kissed me on the lips 'using his tongue. I didnt know what was going on bht that kiss is what started everything , i felt a fire sparking in my heart' i felt the wetness that was in between my thighs ' i kissed him back. By this time i had went through mixed emotions, i was wondering to myself ' is this love . Is this how it is to love a man ' i had a huge crush on him and i guess he had noticed by this time ' beforei knew it ' we heared the garage being open ' he stopped ' kissed me on the neck and whispered in my ear again ' and said let this be our little secret ' then he stood up and put on his shirt.
Still shocked and scared i stood up 'couldn't even hug my mom 'who brought gifts and wished me a happy birthday i had to be alone and think of what just happened 'so i said to her i had a bit of a headache and needed to take a little Nap , i was still shaking and by this time had developed feelings of embarrassment, kt felt wrong yet at the time it doesn't. I went to my room where i locked myself and got lost in my own thoughts' i wanted to know what happened ' i wrote this in my diary , as my first entry ' Dear diary im scared' shocked and confused but what i know is that i wanted more ' i love daddy and what if he loves me too 'i started developing this skeptical dilemmas in my head and k guess its what drove me into thinking kt was right
I had avoided my parents for the rest of the night ' even the following day i only saw and briefly spoke to my mom as i woke up late and daddy dearest was already at his duty' althou i was relieved that k dnt have to look him in the eyes ' a part of me was mad 'that he just left things like that ' i wont lie the same night i had fantasized him sneaking into my room to kiss me again.
To be continued..