My father's fantasies
Daddy's little fantasies)
I had nasty fantasies the whole week while he was just acting normal 'and it drove me crazy' i wanted to feel him once more ' i was happier before i experienced the kiss 'now im hallucinating alone in my room' i started acfinf strange towards him ' making sure he notices ' i started putting on what i regarded as sexy clothes ' n would always not miss a chance to be next to him.
I remember one night ' i heared noises coming from the main bedroom ' my inner thoughts clustered together ' i asked myself one question . Is that what i think it is ' are they doing what i think they are doing ' my sixteen year old mind was running wild ' and so i sneaked quietly out of my room during the don of night and left my shoes in the hall way , i sneaked untill i was at the door , the door wasnt not fully closed ' and i couldn't help it so i put one of my eyes at the gap left by the door to pick a look at whats hapoening inside. And there i saw it ' and questions ran through my mind ' so this is it?
When i was still lost deep in my thoughts ' something snapped me back to reality , only to realize that my eye is now facing another eye looking directly at the door' i quickly moved from the door . It was daddy he saw me' my heart was beating so fast and my feet shaking , im so scared i wrnt back to my room and this time locked the door ' i stood by the door for over 10 minutes untill i heared footsteps coming towards my room ' i went into bed and put a blanket over my head ' but the allroaching footsteps soon disappeared into thin air . It was a relieve.
The next morning i was aeaken by the voice of my mom outside my room ' telling me breakfast was ready 'and i expected to be in deep trouble but ohhh well its still normal ' Daddy has gone to work and mummy dearest is happy as can be ' We enjoyed bfeakfast ' soon i was alone in the house again having mixed feelings and couldn't comprehend what was teally happening to me' i didn't understand how i felt 'but one thing i knew that im not tellling mom anything as i was acutally aware of the damage it can cause.
Trouble soon came . It was a hot summer day and its weekend 'mom went out with friends ' by this time i dont even feel weared anymore ' it has all hone back to normal and i had forgotten i guess ' he comes behind me i the kitchen ' i remember i froze ' i could sense his presence behind me 'his shawdow overshadowed mine ' i held my breath very tightly thinking im in his way probably 'he did again , he touched me ' this time on my private back part ' he started breathinf hard on my ear while kissibg my neck ' it happend again i froze ' this time his hands were free ' he was holding one part to another '
He turned me around and kissed me ' Here we go again 'that feeling is here again ' and this time the kiss is getting deeper ' He whispered in my ear dont you wana play with daddy ' im scared by this time but the is so irresistible and i cant help myself anymore 'i agreed to play ' that was the start of my hidden affair with my step father ' i understood nothing and coukd only follow rules' from this part onwards the story takes a turn for the worse so please buckle up or turn back of you are a sensitive reader .
He would whisper a lot of things to me but in the end he wpuld always whisper the words dont tell mom ' you are my little wife and she is the big wife ' As childish as i was i actually believed that its right and its possible as we woukd even watch videos of other people engaging with what may appear as children 'and yes we were eatching adult films together 'during his teachings he would always remind to do kt line the girl in the movie ' ..
He called me his play thing ' i realize now that he was living his horrible fantasies on me ' even today i have never done the things i did with that man to any other man.
To be continued...