It was too late to think about why this is happening to me. I really didn't have any thoughts in my head. It wasn't the time to be spacing out right now because right in front of my fucking face was a gun and I'm not kidding.
How did it end up like this? More like how did you end up like this? I look up at the girl I once loved and probably still do. That shows you how pathetic I truly am. Some part of me hoped it was just the same joke she always makes but looking at her lifeless eyes I knew this time she was going to shoot me for real.
BANG!
She really did shoot me. I think she missed me because I'm still alive. She was so close, how could she miss at this distance? Maybe just maybe she truly did care and came back to her senses. I suddenly felt the pain coursing through my body. I was shot in the leg. I couldn't stand so I was crouching there, almost like I was begging her. I looked up at her and she aimed at me again. This time she moved closer and pressed the gun on my forehead. I could feel the coldness it carried but I was busy trying to stop my leg from bleeding to think about the coldness of the gun.
She wouldn't shoot me if I deluded myself. She simply wouldn't. I suddenly heard a clicking sound and BANG! I was alive. The gunshot I heard wasn't from her gun but my friend's. He was soon beside me and aimed the gun at her. I didn't want her to die yet. Instead of focusing on the danger she had plugged herself into she simply turned and walked away as if she knew that not one of us would dare to shoot her. Not with all these unanswered questions at least. She disappeared again. Just as she had before.
I was in too much pain to talk. I wanted to scream after after her but I couldn't. No one bothered chasing her. My gunshot wound was the priority right now. She will be back but this time I'm sure she won't miss.
I wish she could at least tell me why she had to leave and do this to me, no, to all of us. Everyone had given up on her by now. She was never well liked to begin with.
"You have to understand that some people were born evil"
"Stop sticking to the delusion that villains are made. We clearly didn't make her. She chose this path."
I was sick of hearing all this. I want to hear it from her. I want her to tell me why she did this and if she regretted it. Until then I will keep searching until I find out why. Why she betrayed us and left us all those years ago.
I still think there was something behind all this that somehow, someone planned all this. She was smart but not thorough. Someone must have had a hand in this and I will find them and make sure to get the answers I needed
I started to lose consciousness but I still had a lot to think about. Then I blacked out.