You don't let your cry last very long.
You were a strong woman, and you weren't going to let a man who was afraid to admit to your brother that he liked you bring you down. You wiped your face, reapplied some make up to make sure you didn't look like you had just been crying, and headed back downstairs where you saw Mark laughing with Maya and Jake, like nothing had just happened.
Fuck him.
You strutted over to Chris, grabbing the back of his head and planted your lips directly on his. You didn't feel any sparks, not like how it felt with Mark but you didn't let it stop you. He embraced the kiss, pulling you in closer to him. You break the kiss and smile at him. He grins back at you, chuckling.
"Wow." He breathes. "I wanted to ask you.. if you'd like to grab dinner with me some time?"
You looked behind you, seeing Mark glare at the two of you.
You smile at Chris. "I'd love to."
**
"What to wear, what to wear." You sigh, scanning the clothes in your closet. It had been a few days since Chris had asked you to go on a date and you immediately agreed. Jake was happy for you, only because Chris wasn't one of his closest friends, he also wanted you to find someone you liked and who would treat you right and Chris was absolutely that guy.
You groan loudly, as you sit at your little makeup table, staring at yourself in the mirror. You sit in your bra and panties, glancing back at your closet, who knew it would be so fucking hard to pick an outfit? You had butterflies in your stomach as you did your make up, you were getting very excited to go on this date tonight.
Your bedroom door opens, making you gasp. Your arms try to hide your almost naked body, you look over at your door and see Mark standing there, leaning against the now closed door.
"What are you doing?" He asks.
"What do you want, Mark?" You ask, getting up, going back to your closet to grab your little black dress.
"Where are you going?" He asks. His eyes trail up and down your body as you slip on the dress, it hugs your body in all the right spots.
"On a date." You smile, grabbing a pair of heels.
"With who?" He scoffs.
"With Chris."
"You're seriously going to go out with him?" Mark asks, pushing himself off the door, walking towards you. You can see the anger and jealousy in his eyes.
"Yeah I am. And why do you care?" You ask. "Didn't you tell me to stay away from you? And here you are barging into my room. Not to mention, you're going out with Maya."
"I like her." He mumbles. "But I can't stay away from you." He whispers. His face makes you wonder how much truth there was to that.
"Well I like Chris." You say. and you did. But you were in love with Mark.
He chuckles as he walks closer to you, he reaches out, the tips of his fingers caressing your cheek. Your eyes close without hesitation at the feel of his touch. It had been days, you missed him so fucking much but you knew you shouldn't.
He moves closer, the palm of his hand cupping your cheek. You lean into it, you can't help it. He moves his face closer to yours, his lips hovering right by yours, you can feel his breath on your face.
"He can't make you feel like I can." He whispers, crashing his lips to yours. You fall into the kiss, it quickly goes from passionate to sloppy, your mouths moving against each other as he shoves his tongue down your throat. His hands roam your body, slipping into the waist of your panties, moving down between your slit. Your knees buckle as his finger gently rubs your clit, pulling your body in closer to him.
"Please." You whimper. "I need more." You breathe. This man. You could not resist him, no matter what was happening in your life or who was in your life, it would always be him and you needed to accept that.
"What do you need from me, baby?" He whispers in your ear. Just as you were about to tell him, his phone began to ring. He pulls it from his pocket, seeing the name, he pulls his hand from your panties.
"Hey Maya." He says, clearing his throat. "Shit. I'm sorry, I got distracted." He says. You walk away from him, adjusting your dress as you finish doing your makeup.
"I'll be right there." He says, hanging up the phone.
You glance at your phone, seeing a text from Chan.
[7:48pm From: Chris] I'm here, coming to the door for you.
You quickly finish up, as Mark hangs up his call, you slip your shoes on. "We'll finish this later." He whispers in your ear.
"Enjoy your date with your girlfriend." You snap, leaving him alone in your room. You hated that he made you feel like this. You raced down the stairs, the door was already open and Jake stood there talking to Chris.
"You guys have fun tonight." Jake smiles as Chris hands you a small bouquet of flowers.
"They're beautiful, thank you." You smile, smelling them.
"Here, I'll put them in a vase for you. You get going, you crazy kids." Jake laughs. You give him a weird look, it was strange to see him acting like that. Chris holds out his hand and you take it, he takes you out to his car, opening the passenger door for you. You slide in, buckling yourself up as he walks over to the driver's side.
The entire drive the two of you talked. There were no awkward silences, he had you laughing hard as he drove to the restaurant. It was honestly a great start to the date. The two of you walk into the restaurant, being taken to your seats immediately. The two of you sit down, you order a glass of wine and then two people are sat to your left. You look over and have to do a double take. Why the fuck were Mark and Maya here?
You groan and roll your eyes, trying to focus on Chris.
"You okay?" He asks.
"Yeah. It's nothing." You smile. He reaches across the table, grabbing your hand. He rubs his thumb over your wrist as he smiles at you.
"What are you studying in school?" He asks.
"Psychology." You say. "It's making me go crazy." You laugh.
"What about you? What do you do?" You ask Chris.
"I'm actually taking a lot of Mechanical training. I love cars so I figured why not? I'd like to eventually open my own shop." He smiles.
"That's so awesome." You grin. You hear a scoff from across the way. You turn to look, Mark is staring right at you, while Maya quietly sits there, waiting for him to pay attention to her.
"I'm just going to use the bathroom." You say, getting up from your chair and walking to the bathroom.
You come out of the bathroom and see Mark standing against the wall, his arms crossed and head down. Until he hears the door close.
"What are you doing here?" You snap.
"I could ask you the same thing." Mark says.
"I didn't pick the place. Chris did." You say.
Mark laughs. "Not surprising, this is where we all take our dates. Especially if we know they're going to give it up at the end of the night."
"What?" You scoff.
"Is that what you're gonna do, Y/N? You gonna fuck him tonight?" He asks. You can feel the rage burning through your body as you move closer to him.
"Maybe I will, and if I do fuck him, it'll be none of your goddamn business. At least he's not afraid to be in public with me." You snap.
"I'm not afraid to be in public with Maya." He smiles.
"Fuck you, Mark. Leave me and Chris alone." You spit, walking away from him.
The waiter stood at your table when you arrived back. You quickly picked something from the menu, trying to focus only on your date with Chris, but that was proving harder to do as you could feel Mark's eyes on you the whole time. You couldn't stop thinking about the shit he said to you.
You could see that Chris noticed it as he glanced towards Mark and you. You tried to keep your eyes on Chris the whole time but he saw the strange amount that Mark stared at you.
After dinner and drinks, you and Chris were in his car and he was driving you home.
"Can I ask you something?" He asks you.
"Of course."
"Is there something going on with you and Mark?" He asks.
Your stomach sinks. Yes. No? Did you tell him you occasionally fucked and you were in love with him but he was an asshole who kept leaving you feeling hurt and refused to acknowledge it? How did you explain this?
"No." You say. "I think he's just protective. cause he's Jake's best friend."
"He stared at you almost all night." Chris says, tuning down your street.
"I'm not sure what to tell you." you half chuckle as he parks in front of your house. You open your door, Chris gets out too. He walks you to your door, the two of you facing each other.
"Thank you for tonight." You smile. "I had a wonderful time."
"So did I. And I'm sorry.. for the questions." he sighs.
"It's okay. I know it was strange." You laugh. He looks at you, raising his hand and placing it on your cheek, your mind flashes to before the date, Mark's hand touching you in the same place. Chris leans in gently pressing his lips to yours. You kiss him back, his lips moving against yours. The door swings open, Jake gags at the site. You giggle as you pull away from Chris, thanking him again before walking inside and he goes back to his car.
You go upstairs, heading into your room feeling like you needed to take a shower. You could still feel Mark's hand on your face as the words his spoke filled your mind like venom. Why was he so rude but so sweet. You just wanted him to want you like you wanted him. You strip off your clothes, turning on the shower. You take your hair out of the ponytail it was in before you step into the shower, letting the hot water run down your body, washing away Mark's words. Your eyes are closed as you just stand under the water, your mind is somewhere else and you don't hear the abthroom door open. You don't hear the sound of his belt unbuckling. You had no idea he was in the bathroom until the curtian opened and you see Mark standing there, naked.
"What are you doing?" You gasp. "You know Jake's home."
"I need you." He breathes. He gets into the shower with you, running his hands all over your body. His mouth latches onto your neck, kissing and sucking as his hand moves down your body, his fingers moving inbetween your lips, gently grazing your cunt. Your breath hitches as he rubs your clit faster, your body slouching into him. You moan into his ear, reaching your own hand down, wrapping it around his cock. He groans, loudly as you slowly jerk him off, feeling his precum dripping from his tip.
"I need to fuck you." He groans, pulling away from you. He turns you around, pinning your body against the wall, spreading your legs before he pushes himself into you. You let out a moan as he begins to thrust, pushing his cock into you as deep as he can.
"You feel so fucking good." He groans, his grip on your hips beginning to tighten.
"Oh fuck, fuck me harder, please." You beg, grabbing your tits, rolling your nipples between your fingers before you move your hand down and inbetween your legs. You rub your clit as Mark rams his cock into you.
You're about to moan louder, when theres a knock at the door. You both freeze. "Yeah?" You call out.
"Have you seen Mark?" Jake asks.
"Um, no I haven't. I just got home from my date with Chris." You yell back, your heart pounding. You're praying that he doesn't just barge into the bathroom to talk to you more. Mark's clothes were right there.
"Okay, ill try calling him. Thanks." Jake yells. You can hear him slam your bedroom door closed.
Mark picks up his pace, desperately needing to cum now, he can't stop, he's too close.
"Just like that." You cry out, rubbing your clit faster. You breathe heavier as your orgasm takes over your body. You cover your mouth with your hand to muffle the sound of your moans as Mark keeps up his pace, groaning loudly as he cums inside you, panting as he empties himself.
"Shit, I should go." He murmurs, stepping out of the shower. He dries himself off, gets dressed and sneaks out of your room, without saying a fucking word to you.
Later that night, you go down stairs, seeing Jake getting ready to leave.
"Where are you off too so late?" You ask.
"I'm going out with Jessie. I'll be back later.. maybe tomorrow." Jake chuckles, waving to you as he walks away. With nothing else to do, and it already being 11pm, you decided to go to bed. You crawl under the covers, getting comfy, only for your phone to ring. You look at it, seeing a text from Chris.
[11:16pm From Chan]: Brunch tomorrow? I'll pick you up at 10? 😊
[11:17pm To Chan]: Brunch sounds wonderful, see you then!
You put your phone down, getting all snuggled into bed. You were almost asleep when you heard your door creak open. You ignore it, pretending to be asleep. There's a dip in the bed, a body now snuggled up next to you.
"I know you're not sleeping." He whispers.
"I'm trying too." you say.
"I'm sorry, baby." He groans, grinding his crotch into your ass.
"Sorry for what this time?" You ask, sitting up, sighing.
"For everything I said earlier at the date. Sorry for taking off after the shower. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. Please forgive me, Y/N." He whispers. He was your weak spot. This entire man knew how to get you to cave, with barely even lifting a finger.
"What about Maya?" You ask. He sits up, crawling in front of you.
"Don't talk about her." He whispers. He leans in to kiss you, laying you back with his lips still attached to yours. He slides your shirt up with his hand, cupping your now bare breast. Even though he had just fucked you a few hours ago, you always craved more from him.
You needed him.
He rolls your hard nipple between his fingers as you gasp, grinding yourself up onto him.
"Are you needy baby?" He whispers.
"Just for you." You pant, desperately needing more.
Mark pulls off your shorts, running his fingers between your slit, grazing your clit, making you moan. He does it again and again, making your clit throb. You could feel your entire body heating up as he began to gently play with your clit, as he kissed up and down your neck. You can feel his hard cock against your leg, he grinds against you as he rubs your clit faster. He goes in for a kiss, sloppily slipping his tongue in and out of your mouth as he moves his fingers from your clit. He gets off of you, prying your legs open as he licks a long strip up your already soaked pussy. You could feel your juices seep out of you as he sucks your clit, flicking it with the tip of his tongue.
"I'm so fucking close." You pant, grabbing your tits.
Mark removes his mouth from you, Undoing his pants. "I need you to cum on my cock." He grunts, pulling his pants down to let himself spring free, his tip dripping with precum. He pulls you closer to him, holding your legs up as he slowly pushes his cock inside you.
"Fuck." You groan, tightening your cunt around him. He lets go of your legs, laying on top of you, face to face as he slowly thrusts into you. He kisses your neck, collarbone, moving down until he takes a nipple in his mouth, sucking as he begins to pick up his pace.
"Please." You beg. "Please give me more.
Mark chuckles as he sits up, harshly thrusting his cock into you. "So fucking tight." He groans. "I'm the only one that can make you feel this way." He pants. "This is my pussy."
"Yes, yes, fuck its yours." You cry out. Mark reaches down, rubbing your swollen bud, making you twitch.
"Say my name." He grunts, ramming his cock into you.
"Mark.. fuck." You cry out
"Again."
"Mark.. I'm gonna cum.. fuck Mark." You scream, your orgasm taking control of your body. Mark grunts as he moves faster, his impending orgasm right behind yours. You keep moaning loudly as he pounds into you until he finally cums, thrusting his cock into you even deeper than before, spilling his seed inside you, throwing his head back as he works through his high.
Mark pants as he pulls his cock from inside you. You lay there huffing, trying to catch your breath as he buckles his pants back up. He helps you up so you can go to the bathroom.
Once you are done cleaning yourself up, you head back into your bedroom only to find an empty room. You can't help but feel used at the fact that he fucked you and left. You crawled into bed, quickly falling asleep.
You fell asleep so fast, you missed hearing the creak of your door opening again, and the voice whispering "I'm sorry."