I sing the hymns of God, singing for these kids below me trying to blend in how do I feel about this. Disgust feels me as I sing the hymns of God, how could these people not know such soul is trying to blend in such a crowd of religious servants of God, it disgusts me. My parents only forced me to do this or rather my mind wanted my parents to be happy, but why are they the only ones happy and not me? May my future self change into another religion, but changing into another can't just change how faithful I am...