DEREK
Being lied to and manipulated by someone you love the most, hurts so much. I can't believe he would do that to me. I stopped going to work and stayed at home. I'm glad the commander isn't upset but allowed me to take a couples months off to cool down.
I was angry, furious and....hurt. I loved him...I loved him so much. And he just used my love as a joke.... Did he even love me? I sighed and pulled myself up against the bed head, staring at the wedding ring on my finger. I need to get over him. I took off the ring and placed it on the table next to the bed. The police officer who he killed was my best friends from childhood, and was what hurts me the most. He killed someone so important to me and lied to me about it.
I relaxed myself, noticing I was clenching my fist the whole time. So much for romance, right? Maybe a drink will help. I went to the bathroom to freshen up. My hair was a mess and I haven't shaved since.....whatever.
After bathing, and shaving, I dressed up, wore a coat and left the house towards a bar not too far from where I live. As I walked in, I noticed glares coming my way, but chose to ignore it. The bartender smiled at me. I ordered a glass of beer and just stared at it.
Its been years since I last drank alcohol. I stopped after I got married, thinking it would be better. Stop thinking about him. I immediately jugged down the whole glass and ordered for more. Before I knew it, it was the next day and someone was next to me on my bed....laying on HIS side of the bed. Its the bartender.
"Fuck" I muttered
I quickly stood up and went to the bathroom. Its only been a week since Alec was sent to prison and I am cheating. I went back to the room and saw that she had already left. I'm glad. I made breakfast and watched a movie. Few hours later, a knock came from the front door. I went to open it and Leslie, one of my co-worker stood there with James, Cole and Mitchell other friends.
"Ugh, yes?" I asked Leslie
"We are going out to the carnival, theatre and car racing. But, we want you to come" she explained
"Why?"
"To help you get over HIM. We wanna help you chest up"
"Sheesh, dude. You looked so bad" James laughed
"Shut up...." I grumbled
It won't hurt to try.
"Fine, wait here"
The rest of the day was fun and very exciting. I was able to calm down and forget about Alec for the first time since last weeks accident. The movie we watched was a new upcoming movie. The Men in Black. It was good. The day went by fast since I stopped thinking about him. Getting over him won't take a day or two.... Maybe a week. But, I'm fine with that...as long as I have my friends to help me out.
I KNOW IT'S SHORT, BUT I RAN OUT OF IDEAS ON WHAT DEREK'S PERSPECTIVE AFTER THE SEPARATION FROM ALEC WOULD BE. AND ALSO, IM SORRY FOR THE GRAMMAR. I HOPE YOU GUYS LOVE THIS ONE. SEND IN THE COMMENTS SECTION IF YOU WANT PART 3. BYE!