ALEC
Its been 4yrs and I was finally out of prison. All I could think of, was to make up my mistakes and apologize to Derek. Since I have been in prison, he didn't visit me once. I don't blame him really. I lied to him and killed a fellow officer, who I didn't even know if it was a friend of his. I stood in front of the prison and dialed Charlotte's phone number. She is one of the friends I continued to be friend even after university. She was a good friend and always hated when I get in trouble. She was the only one who visited me in prison.
"Hello?" A voice came from the other side of the phone. It sound low and very much annoyed.
"Its me, Char" I mumbled
"Oh, Alec. Your out already?" She sounded happy
"Yea.... Can you come pick me up?"
"Sure, but what about Derek? You didn't call him?"
"....." I didn't say anything. I didn't call because I thought he wouldn't pick up.
"Oh, right. Sorry for asking" she apologized
"Its alright"
"See you soon" and then she cut the call.
I sat down on the grass thinking about what to say to Derek when I see him. Is he still angry at me? Does he love me still? That question was the one hunting me throughout my stay at the prison. I was scared of loosing him so much.
Char came and picked me up from the prison and took me back to me and Derek's house. I thanked her and got out of the car. It felt wrong coming here again. I checked the time and it was just 3 in the afternoon. Good! His still at work. Taking a deep breath, I used the spare key I had and opened the door. Everything was the same, but it felt so different.
"Your back...." A heard a cold voice call out on the top of the staircase.
I thought he was at work. What is he doing here? I turned slowly and looked up at him. Fuck, he looks so hot as always. He wasn't wearing any shirt and only sweatpants. I blushed at his shirtless body and bowed my head.
"y-yea....." I stammered
Gosh, did I juts stammer? Ugh! This is so embarrassing. I could hear foot steps coming down the stairs and getting closer to me. As I was looking down on the floorboard, I saw a pair of feet pass me.
"I want you out before the end of this week" Derek said calmly
"W-what?" I couldn't believe what I was hearing. He was kicking me out? My worst nightmare is coming true.
"I don't like repeating myself"
"B-but, you can't. You are my husb-"
"Ex husband to be more precised" he interrupted me.
I felt my heart scatter into a million pieces. T-this can't be happening. No, no, no, no.
"Baby, please. I know I made a big mistake, but please....don't let it get between us" I grabbed his arm and held it tight. I can't let this happen.
He looked at me with anger in his eyes. But I still didn't let go of him.
"You murdered a dear friend of mine, lied to me about not going out and then started drugs?" His voice sounded so harsh.
"I-i know, I swear I didn't know this would happen. I had a panick attack and I accidentally shot her. Babe, Derek, please? Don't do this" I felt the tears coming down my cheeks.
He pulled his arms away and glared at me.
"You have until the end of the week to pack and leave.... That's all I am giving you" he turned and left me there, shocked and heartbroken.
What was I going to do? Where was I going to stay? Fuck, this is all going to fast. I didn't know I long I cried for that made me fall asleep on the couch. But, I woke up and saw that it was already night time. Great!
I stood up and headed upstairs. I knocked on the door, but there wasn't any reply. Peaking in, I saw no one and the bathroom light wasnt on. Work. His at work.
I sighed a breath of relief I didn't know I was holding. Too tired to bath or do anything but change. So I went straight to bed.
The next morning, I did my usually routine before going to jail. After, I started looking for a house near by. It took me all day and all my strength. Tired, I leaned back against the chair and closed my eyes. All the memories of Derek and I swept through my mind. I didn't even know I was crying. It hurts, it hurts so much. I wasn't known to be a crybaby, but I couldn't control the tears coming down my cheeks.
I heard the sound of the front door close, so I went to check who it was. I mean, I already I know who it is. But, just in case.
It was when I saw Derek drenched with water, that I realized it was pouring outside. He always looked sexy with his hair wet. Don't think about that right now.
"Welcome ho-" he walked right pass me without saying a single word to me.
"Did something happen at work?" I caught up with him
"Leave me alone, Alec" he grumbled
"Look, I'm really sorry about what happened 4yrs ago. I really am. Please, can we sit down and talk about this. May-"
"ALEC!" Derek growled at me.
I was dead shocked at the sudden reaction from him. He has never yelled or growled at me before. Even when he was angry. Or when we fought.
"Stop it. I'm done, done with you. Fuck, your just a thorn in my life, feeding me with pain anytime I lay my eyes on you" he voice was filled with hatred and get. "Stop bother me and let me have a break. I wish we never met, this wouldn't have happened"
Nothing could hurt like the words he just spatted at me. I couldn't breath or process anything.
"T-take that back..." I whimpered. Tears were streaming down my cheeks non-stop.
He didn't care about me crying or if it hurt me. Just scoffed and walked away.
This....this was not the man I married. I was hurt. I was hurt so bad. It was like I was stabbed 15 times in the heart. And there and then, I knew we were done. I never thought this day would come, and if I did... It was only in my nightmares.
I didn't follow him, didn't say anything. But, turned around and left the house. I felt empty, didn't feel anything but pain. I didn't care about the rain or if I was going to get sick. I didn't know where to go, so I went over to stay at Charlotte's house. She was shocked to see me soaked with rain water.
"Oh my gosh, what happened?" She gasped
I collapsed on the floor with my head in my hands and cried. I couldn't hold the pain and hurt boiling in my blood anymore. It was too much. Charlotte immediately hugged me and held me close as I wet her shirt with tears. But she didn't care.
"H-he...." I wasn't able to finish my sentence.
"Oh, Alec. I'm so sorry"
Those words he said hunted me for days. Since that day, I didn't go back to the house. I stayed at Charlotte's place, refusing to eat or come out of the room I stayed. I cried and cried. I was heartbroken and didn't want to be disturbed.
Well, I hope you guys enjoyed this part..... Even though it didn't end well. I will try to put some good moments. I SAID MAYBE!
BYE !!