I woke up to a brightlight hitting my face, as the sunlight pierced through my curtains I struggled to open my eyes which were sore from crying last night..I remembered....my eyes went wide open!..as I thought 'huh!! I am going to have a rough day today'...My spring holidays had come to an end and I had to go to my school to start the new semester
I pushed myself of my bed and slowly made my way to freshen up and get on with my day...I washed my tired looking face and moved to my walk in closet and wore the usual..a hoodie and my sweats, then I grabbed my bag and left my room
'ma'am your meal has been prepared' said the maid.
'where are mom and dad??'I asked knowing the answer to it.
'They had to catch a immediate plane to Japan due to some issue in the business' she replied
'huh!' I sighned and said that I was going to skip my meal as I was not hungry...
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( I wish I had a normal family were I could have meals and go out and have fun with my parents
my parents have always been busy with work and traveling and I never got to spend time with them but I was not alone and never felt lonely as I had my older brother with me but now it's different... I am all alone as my brother moved away to Australia 5yrs ago for handling the family business there and I haven't seen him since...I really miss him and hope that I get to see him soon.
I'm living in this massive l house by myself...all alone....)
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I got into the car and off to school....I was feeling anxious as I was getting closer to my school, about to have a panic attack but before I could have, 'ma'am we have arrived at your school ' the driver said making me go blank, I tried to collect myself and got off the car.....
'Let's get through this!' I said to myself trying to cheer myself up as i made my way to the hallways and to my locker...as I was walking I kept my head down low trying to not make any eye contact.
'THUDD!!" bumped into someone and fell hard on the ground whimpering in pain and with fear to look up and face that person as I thought that I was going to get beat up just like the other time...
(With my eyes tightly shut!) I waited for that person to do what I thought he was going to do but to my surprise, he calmly started picking up his belonging and helped me up and moved on as I was standing stiff as a rock..I tried to look at that person's face but...a dark blue hoodie covered it .
'huh!' atlast what felt like a walk through the amazon had come to an end. I reached to my locker and placed my things grabbing the necessary books for my classes and went on the day with my fingers crossed.
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'YES! finally my first day to school was done and over' I said with great happiness.... yes I did have few people call me names and throw my stuff off to the ground but it was the usual and was not as bad as I thought ...well hope the next few days stays the same.