I woke up to someone shaking me.... I stire awake and rubbed my eyes..I noticed that I was covered in cold sweat, I felt someone still shaking me as I looked up I saw Daniel with a very concerned face..'are you okay?, you looked like u were having a nightmare'
'Don't worry it's quite a reoccurring thing for me' I gave him a soft smile... 'it is not a thing u can smile about' said Daniel in a annoyed tone.
I tried to go back to sleep...but I couldn't..
Then I saw Daniel approach me and whisper 'come on!' trying not to wake other's up.
Without saying a word I followed him...he took me out to the lawn and we just sat their in silence stargazing..it was soo beautiful.
'umm are you not sleepy?' I asked Daniel,
'well not really and I usually stay up stargazing like this..it puts me at peace and takes all the other thoughts away' daniel said, as I smiled (it was true! all my thought were gone and I was not overthinking.)
We stayed there for few hours and we even watched the sunrise!
We walked back inside and saw cameron and jonah making some coffee.
'what were you both doing outside soo early, its not even six yet?? and aspen I thought you went back home?' jonah asked.
Before I could give a reply another voice came through 'good mornin guys..' lucas yawned as felix also woke up. 'omg!! Aspen I forgot you were also here ahhhh!!, I can't show you my messy puffy face right now!! Aaaahhhh' lucas ran to the bathroom 'mine too!!aaahh!!' Felix followed. 'guys it's fine.. ,I'm too in my messy form right now' I screamed laughing at their cute behavior 'b-but I always want to look good in front of you~' lucas and felix said peeping out the bathroom door..'fine then, I feel like I should go cause you guys are uncomfortable with me ' I pouted at the two fellows and winked at the other boys indicating that I was just joking 'no! no...please don't go..we just want to look good in front of you ' lucas and felix came out pouting like a dog which is begging for food ' don't worry ,you guys are handsome no matter what I winked.'jjwkdje..stop!! With this flirting I feel like I'm going to throw up and just come and eat your breakfast' cameron said with a disgusted and annoyed face not able to deal with the boys nonsense.
We ran to the kitchen and saw pancakes and bacon..such a classic but sooo delicious...( I sat with them and ate..as I saw everyone talking, laughing and playing..I felt soo happy, at peace and it felt like a dream....all I want to say is that it felt good to eat with people and not alone for once..)