In a story, there is hero who comes from a very wealthy family and is a CEO . And then there is a heroine who comes from a poor family and is ambitious as well as sweet. While he is cold as ice , she is warm as sun . While he is ruthless, she is kind . Both are opposite but are attracted to each other. They are childhood sweethearts whose affection for each other evolved into love as they grew up . Then the villain enters and wrecks their lives . The hero fights back seeing his sweetheart being hurt . The villain dies and the hero and heroine finally get married . The story ends with a happy ending.
A very typical romance story , right ?
WRONG . It's A Fucking Dark Romance Story !!!
AND I HAPPEN TO BE ONE OF THE FREAKING VILLAINS OF THE STORY … WHOSE ONLY ENDING IS D-E-A-T-H !!!!
How did I know that ?
I have reborn and this is my third life !
In my fast life, in order to impress him , in order to crack his walls and get into his heart. I had completely changed myself into someone whom I could barely recognise now . I would ask his closed ones about his likes and dislikes, his ideal type , his hobbies,etc . They would say he likes cute , calm , obedient and mannered ladies.
But I was none of them . So I threw away my individuality and become someone who was totally opposite of personality . I betrayed myself to become a total stranger , just to earn his love. I did everything to get his love . But in the end I had a very bad ending. I was stripped of my assets and was thrown into a countryside village which was war infected.
It was extremely late when I realised, everyone lied to me since they hated me and wished for my downfall.
To their satisfaction , I had the worst downfall. I went from riches to rags . Despite all the bad conditions, I managed to survive for one year in that war infected village before I died out of hunger.
That wasn't even five percent of brutality what I endured in my second life .
In my second life, I recalled my memories of my first life at fifteen years old when I fell into the swimming pool after I got into relationship with him . Knowing, what kind of dark future awaits me , I did my best to change it . I tried to maintain my distance from him . I stayed away from the normal path only for it to bite me back brutally.
In the end , I was kidnapped and imprisoned in some kind of basement filled with broken skulls, bones and rotting bodies . The crooked walls had blood splattered over it. I was tortured in there for months by him . I was punched , kicked , whipped by him . I became the testing product of his weapons . For me it was pure horror .
A girl who used to be scared shitless of bugs, cockroaches and lizards was forced to be cellmates with them . It was worse than the prison of criminals .
I was his doll on whom he took out his anger on . He would call me doll as he would tortured me . The day he killed me , he had an drug injected in my body which paralysed my whole body . Except for blinking I could do nothing. He took his machete and begun chopping my toes , then my foot , them my limbs .....he kept on progressing and I could do nothing except shed tears . The pain was agonizing . I wanted to scream, cry , thrash around but I could do nothing except for blinking. I wanted to beg him to just shoot me in my head and end the torture. But he took his sweet time as he made my last moments totally hell .
He was tuning some dark tune but I was in too messed up state to comprehend his words. The last thing I remembered hearing was Doll , mine sweet doll before I died with him chopping my heart off .
Remembering it only sends shivers deep down my spines. I involuntary begun to shake. It was such a harrowing life , I wouldn't even wish for my enemy to have .
I remember the day when I woke up , three months ago , I cried and cried hugging the pillow. I didn't want to be Myra Kashayap again . I didn't wish to be me anymore. I didn't wish to relieve my past two lives again . They were traumatizing, agonizing and petrifying. They were real life horror show.
I felt like I was in some kind of loop or in a game as I kept on respawning again and again . But the only difference was this time I was reborn to my nineteen year old self . This time I was already in university unlike my previous two lives where I hadn't even completed my schooling.
My initial few days of rebirth were me having extreme mood swings and suicidal thoughts. I tried to kill myself few times but everytime I will wake up in hospital being totally fine. The doctor will recommend me some medications before I was allowed to be discharged. It was like I wasn't allowed to die.
Having no escape, I decided I will safely and cautiously run away from here so that no one will be able to track me down and force to relieve those horrific nightmares. I started formulating my plan while continuing to act normal.
Month later , I received a parcel by post . The sender was anonymous. At first, I was doubtful about the package nevertheless I still unpacked it , revealing a novel whose title read " Vicious Cycle Of Darkness".
I got curious and begun reading it. As I continued to read , I realised something , the horrifying truth I didn't wish to acknowledge. The novel is based on my life.
NO , I AM A CHARACTER IN THE NOVEL!!
The novel starts with our heroine Sejal Mathur returning after completing her studies from abroad. On the same day happens to be a birthday party in Rathore's Mansion, to celebrate the birthday of the third youngest son Laksh Rathore , younger brother of male lead , Abhiraj Singh Rathore . The heroine makes a grand entry shocking everyone . She places down the bag filled with cash , she was carrying on the table infront of Yamini Rathore, the male lead's mother.
" Thank you aunty for supporting me financially. Without you , I wouldn't have been where I am currently now ". She said giving a bright smile , turning everyone's attention onto male lead's mother . Mrs.Rathore under the dark gaze of her son and husband, could only crack a forceful business smile.
" Wifey , Miss Mathur and Son , please follow me upstairs " Rajendra Singh Rathore, male lead's father stated with a dark smile . Mrs.Rathore's face paled .
Four of them went upstairs. Mrs.Rathore was nervous while Sejal had a confident smile. On being asked about what she meant by her statement, she clarified how Mrs.Rathore had given her a handsome check five years ago asking her to never return back ; since according to Mrs.Rathore , she didn't deserve to be with her son .
This triggered our male lead , Abhiraj who till now was thinking that Sejal had betrayed him but after knowing the truth he confronted his mother . Mrs.Rathore panicked , she didn't know what to do .
Meanwhile, downstairs their has a huge fight broken out between Abhiraj's girlfriend, Myra Kashayap (the third villainess) and Abhiraj's youngest sister, Ruhi Singh Rathore.
Myra was accusing Ruhi of knowingly spilling wine on her expensive dress while on the other side Ruhi kept on saying she was innocent and Myra was making false accusations. Since from the beginning everyone had hated Myra , they took Ruhi's side . Myra on facing such biasness could only raise her voice to proof the she was telling the truth .
Mrs.Rathore heard her voice and an idea popped in her mind . She pushed the blame onto Myra and played the victim role stating how Myra had threatening her – If she didn't kick Sejal out Abhiraj's life then Myra would make Ruhi's life living hell . Mrs.Rathore burst out in tears . Everyone believed her thinking how vile Myra was without verifying the truth.
Abhiraj had anger issues. He didn't waste any moment to directly confront Myra . He humiliated her infront of everyone before kicking her out of the birthday party. In all this , Myra was innocent but was falsely accused while on the other hand mrs.Rathore and Ruhi were smirking secretly.
Abhiraj and Sejal mend their ties in the party before starting to secretly date each other. On the other hand, Myra who inspite all the humiliation kept on trying to meet and talk to him but he kept on dodging her until one day Myra saw Abhiraj kissing Sejal . Her heart broke and she became vengeful. She seeked revenge .
One day when Abhiraj was in a meeting, Myra in anger pushed Sejal into water . Sejal couldn't swim and there was no one to save her . Myra without second glance walked away from there . Abhiraj saw all this from window of his meeting room and rush down to save Sejal and take her to hospital.
Abhiraj didn't let this matter slide . He made sure to push Myra into hell . He had Myra stripped off her riches before throwing her into a war infected village. He made sure she wasn't left with a single penny or source of food .
After the villainess was thrown out of their path , Abhiraj and Sejal become more closer . Many other villains tried to break them apart. But with the power of love Abhiraj and Sejal were able to defeat. It's a different matter that Abhiraj tortured his enemy or villain's to death . In the end they happily married each other.
It felt like the Earth under my foot had crumbled when I realised I was just plot pushing character in this novel . I was framed , bullied and falsely accused of something I never did.
I neither wanted to end up like the novel's Myra nor I wish for my past two lives to repeat. It will be better if find the correct moment and runaway from here . I will achieve my happy ending no matter what.
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Even after two months, I share the same determination as I had initially. I would rather adjust in poor or middle class life than living such a life where the only ending awaits me is bad ending.
[ Reminder : Rathore Mansion's Party to attend ]
The mechanical female voice of my voice assistant gave me a fright as well as broke me from my trance . Checking the clock , I realised it was already 7:00 pm .
Sh!t I have to hurry up .
I quickly begun getting ready. The car from Rathore Mansion will arrive infront of my building at sharp 7:30 pm . They are extremely punctual people . They hate late coming people. I can neither mess this up nor I can skip this .
In my second life, I had made an excuse of ill health and skipped this event, only for my life to turn upside down. The consequences I had to face from skipping the main events in the novel and denying or rejecting any actions of Abhiraj , is something too much horrifying and traumatizing to even explain in mere words .
I would rather be humiliated than being tortured to death.
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Wearing light blue gown , just like mentioned in the novel , holding a dark blue purse, I took the lift to downstairs. Living on eighth floor has it's own advantages and disadvantages . For instance, I can hear the familiar honking of the car that belong to Rathore family but I can't hurry up the lift even though I am panicking internally.
Oh! God please hurry up .
By the time , the lift landed on ground floor it was already 7:40 pm and 12-13 horns have been blown by now . With my dark blue heels , I did my best to run towards the gates .
There were multiple cars but inbetween them stood a black bmw with golden R written elegantly on it . The windows were shut, nothing could be seen through the mirror. I couldn't see who was inside the car. But still , I bowed and apologized for being ten minutes late .
There was no motion until there was sound of the doors being unlocked.
" Get in " A deep voice came from inside of the car . The tone felt familiar but I couldn't pinpoint whose this voice belonged to. From my past two lives experience and reading the novel, I was damn sure that except for the driver there will be no one inside.
So what's with such an arrogant tone ?
Are the drivers and workers of Rathore Mansion also as egoistic and arrogant as their masters? Well , whatever, what does it has to do with me . Not like I am going to be a part of Rathore family. I shouldn't bother myself with it.
Let's just get this event done, so that I can catch my beauty sleep.
I was extremely confident that except for driver no one will be inside the car . So please expect the levels of my horror when I was jumpscared by the man whom I least expected to be here . He shouldn't be here at this time .
WHAT IS THE FREAKING MALE LEAD DOING HERE ?!!?