"Are you so desperate for attention from older men?"
Yes i used to...love someone very much.I don't think l' ever fall in love again.Once is enough.
If someone ask me what kind of man I want, l'll just i say I want a man who takes care of my heart and will never let me cry because of his behavior.
I still remembering the innocent girl I was before I met those LUSTFUL experienced guys. It's been a years but I really can't get over it. Like, it haunted me. But.. in the same way, I need someone like him. I hate it but I like it. I don't know. You can't blame me for this. I'm pretty sure I've been manipulated.
"| want an older guy"
Until you realize there's a reason they didn't get a girl their age, start manipulating tf out of you, tries to control you and your life, gives you back handed advice because 'they've lived it already" calls you "childish" when theyre mad, and more than likely grooming you.
I don't know what love looks like, taste like.
"Relax, you're only 22. No need to think about such things. Enjoy life, have fun."
Fuck you. I'm already in hell.
You have no right to say that to me. You do not know what happened to me in the past. You do not know what I have been through. You are no one to speak to me that way !!!
I know I am not skilled at writing. But if I don't, no one would listen to my thoughts. They judge me as if I am a fool. Yet they are far from perfect themselves. In fact, they are far more foolish than I am.