His mind was dazed the voices in his head getting louder almost pushing him over the egde.
"...Why do I know that..why do I everything..."
he couldn't bear It anymore he punched himself in the face blood running down his nose...
He held his head the pain bringing some sense into his mind the voices seemed to slowly fade from Athams mind.
The fog that seemed all present retreats and He slowly stands up still dizzy and everything around him was still a little blurry...
how much time went by....
He couldn't even the Tell, the sky Was painted Black and He couldn't even remember why or how he was even here in the first place.
Blood drips onto his Coat painting it in a dim red.... "fuck... now I have to get a New one"
Or atleast clean it somewhere. Atham now looks around Inspektion his surroundings He didnt know where or how far this are was away from the Redzone... it had to be an outerdistrikt then.
There were also no people here.
that probably means its already way too late to go outside.. "how Do I get back now..."
An eerie silence follows not even a Single Insekt was trirping around the area..
He really went far then...
Atham stops his Gaze at the lights emitting from somewhere behind a building.
"I guess thats where I cam from then"
He rubs his arm over his nose scoffing at the mere Action..
"why did I punch so hard" how annoying
But the suddenly the confusion took over his mindest again.
" what did I do? Why was I even here..."
He looks up again finding himself in the same Spot as before..
What did he even expect...
Atham was just tired he wanted to get back and into a bed now even if it was one of the uncomfortable bed's in Stadium everything would do now.
He finally stood up from the cold street and in a sudden flash clenched his head again
"...ughhh not again.." He has always expierienced such events..
He Hallucinates, then makes his confusion over the sudden hallucination clear to other people and at the end finds himself somewhere in an Area which he didnt know always somewhere different....
He frowns sligtly from the coldness.
Atham feels it creeping up in his bones the chilli night embraced him with wide arms not letting any chance for the reamining warmth in his body.
:..Fuck..why does this always happen to me..."
He angrily mutters to himself. He takes off the gasmask needing more air.
He didnt even notice that he still had it on.
..but who cares now..
He tugged on his tie and fully removing it while slowly walking to the redzone again..or atleast to the lights that may indicate its presence in that direction.
He can't be missing for too long or....
they will notice..
He again trys to remember what he did but to no avail as always this was really getting worringly..
It could also affect his work in the long run he needed to figure out what this is and get rid of it and that fast.
But there is one problem he doesnt know what happend to him not before the hallucination and not after.
He could only remember a faint warm glow, but couldnt place it as a part of his memory..
And as if it vouldnt get any worse it now starts raining.
Atham looks up into the sky once again just to reassure it really was raining wanting it to just be a part of his mindless Illusions.
He lets out a deep sight, now heavy raindrops splashing onto his clothes and in a matter of seconds he was fully wet and dripping his clothes soaked.. Atleast the blood stain that was previously on the suit slowly fade away one less thing to worry about.
Atham Gaze gets dull again while walking faster into the direction of Hq. If he was late he would be so dead and no he was not able to listen to a complaint from the secretary or anyone in Stadium right now.
He had already reached the first lights of the redzone as he slips into the warmth of the flurishing distrikt now also seeing some humans again..
Civilisation finally.
He read's the sign like he always does when coming back It had become a habit by now with the freekend blackouts and stuff.. "Redzone" He really couldnt escape this place even after everything that transpired here and everything bad that has happend Atham was still here.
not even Scarlet could escape So Why schould he even try anymore he couldnt even control himself how could he possibly survive in this society...
Who even was he to the people in this world?