Well, my life is pretty much like what I always desired.
A cozy home where my mom and I would be living together happily. But my mom's husband is not included because I hate him so much that I wish he rot-in-hell.
I don't want to talk about him it's just gives me stress and make me remember all the shitty memories that he left in me.
I wish I was not his child, it's just creeps me and disgust me that his genes run in me. "ah!..." Joshua sigh heavily that you can also hear his voice breaking.
In my whole life he have never been a good father to me nor a good husband to my mom.
Yeah, that's expected from someone who wished me dead in my mother's womb.
Never in my life he thought of me as his child, infact when he was drunk he had always said I was not his child. "From...(cries)...a baby to a teenager never...thought of me as his child.... (ha..ah...ha....huuu) crying sound."
Let's just skip this. I really can't bring
myself to talk about him.
Oh, yeah. Now that this year is my last day than I will graduate from this college only if I pass at the exam, if I don't then I just have to repeat in same class again. But if I do I can finally get to work in company that I really wish to work because I am 100 percent sure I will get to work in this company, as this company is own by my mom. She is the CEO of Sura Company. But like everyone else I want to get through it in fair way because here i don't want to get job through nepotism.
I want to work like everyone else and being treat like everyone else.
And of course get myself a boyfriend because I deserve it. I never been in relationship before, never hold hands with my lover nor kissed anyone. At this rate I kinda feel like I'm hermit, staying single for religious beliefs. "Hahahaha...." Joshua chuckled in soft and low voice.
And most important thing about me is that I am gay. Yeah, I'm into man. And I came out to my mom 6 year ago. She told me that she knew it long time ago. Of course she would have knew about it because she catched me wearing her bra and make up not once but multiple times, sometimes she would be the one doing my makeup and would tie my hair like a girl.
(alarm sound.)
On alarm screen shows 4:00 am.
Joshua shut the alarm up and sat up rubbing his face. He looked stiff and very tired, he got a very dark dark circles under his eyes which kinda made him look like a panda, a human panda. He was yarning alot which is probably because he was studying for his final exam till late hours, not only for final exam but from his first exam till the final exam he have been studying alot till late hours. He needs to study hard to graduate and get job in his mom's company. Even without nepotism he will get to work in sura company because he have always been a topper since he started going school and still he is. Which means he have very good, no I mean excellent academy records and Apart from being good at studies, he is also good at many things, infact he ace in it. like being a leader that's why he always leads the group projects. He's good at 3 Sports badminton, basketball and chess and have won medals and trophies for it. Like for badminton he won 10 medals and 5 trophies, for basketball he won 18 trophies with his group and as for chess 13 medals and 2 trophies. From three he likes chess more because he likes to use his brain more.
Joshua got out of the bed with his eyes slightly open and walked right into the bathroom.
Stood in front of the mirror and staring at the image formed in mirror as if that was not his image but some stranger's.
His everyday morning routine is first wash his hands, than his face and brush his teeth.
After he finishes he took a shower. He came out with towel wrap around his lower part with hair still wet because he kinda doesn't like to use hair dryer as it so happens that when his body is cool after taking shower and if he dry his hair, his wet body
and his dry hair doesn't seem to get well together that's why, it's very uncomfortable for him.
Take out his clothes to wear. After few minutes he finishes wearing clothes,
"knock...knock..." there was a knock on the door.
"Yes" said Joshua.
"Sir, the breakfast is ready. " said the maid.
"okay, I will be there in a minute." said Joshua.
(After few minutes.)
Than he head straight toward kitchen. On the table there were all the types of dish made.
Like I know I'm not asian but I really like to eat rice alot, in my everyday life I have to eat rice once.
Usually my mom would make me breakfast in the morning, as she is always busy and she gets worried that she is not giving attention to me or gets to spend quality time with me so when ever she is back home she cooks the breakfast and dinner for me, she is always busy and come back home for 3 days in year, sometimes 1 month if there is work in the company. Since she is in Italy for her work. She has been in Italy for 6 months, I live with my mom, if I move out there is no one else to look after her as she is growing old and I as her only child should take care of her. If I move out she will be only one living in this Mansion. Yeah, it's not like she would be really living alone in the mansion, there are maids and worker outside and inside the house but still I have to stay by her side since she always stayed by myself. But she is never really at home but still.
But mind you my mom is not only a successful business-women but also a loving mother.
Joshua phone on table vibrate. He pick it up and check it's was his mom. She have texted him.
[Telegram]
Mom
-Good monring my little pie.
Joshua
-Good morning mom.
Mom
-Did you eat breakfast
Joshua
-Yes, I did.
Mom
-Sorry I can't facetime you, I'm in middle of a meeting so I am texting you.
Joshua
-What! Isn't it disturbing your meeting?
Mom
-It's ok. I'm worried about you so I texted you to make sure your okay.
Joshua
-I'm fine mom. Why are you worrying about me, no one will be able to take me or harm me, when literally outside there is guard in front of the gate and there are people living in the house you build for workers to live in. And not just few but 20 workers live there and not to mention the mansion is surrounded by CCTV cameras which already makes me super secure. So just stop worrying about me.
Mom
-Hahaha...okay sir! Roger that!
I will call you later.
Joshua
-Okay, mom talk to you later.
Mom
-Okay love you my son Best of luck with your final exam.
Joshua
-Love you too and good night.
Mom
-Hahaha... okay
It's not like it's first time we are staying apart and I have always living with her but still it's feel good to talk to her. After texting with mom, I felt very good. I wish I could find a good boyfriend like my mom, who loves me dearly like my mom does. There is saying that every girl looks for her father in her man like that I want to look for my mom in the man I like with marriage in line. I want to date someone not for fun but to spend my rest of life with that person. 'Isn't it the main reason why we date?'. But I think that's little impossible because boyfriend is not mom right?
"ha..." I sigh on it. I looked at my watch and it was 6:20am. Which was perfect amount of time to make it to exam hall.
I was outside the house and walked right there where my car was parked with other sixteen cars my mom have gifted me. I got inside the car which is gifted by my mom on my eighteen birthday for officially became the young adult. Which was a navy blue color sport car with spark on it everytime when sun rays fall on it. It is total babe. And Drove away.
After few minutes, I reach at my college. Grab my bag and got out from the car. And toward the exam hall. On my way I was holding a textbook and studying, also walking till I reached exam hall but I don't know who saw me today that on my way I met the person everyone hates, even myself hate seeing it's sight.