"What's wrong?" Tang Qianyu heard the sweet voice of her wife beside her as they finished eating dinner. She looked to her left and was met with the worried gaze of Xin Yuexia as she smiled.
"It's nothing." Tang Qianyu replied as she stood up and took the plates on top of their table. "I just remembered a distant memory." She added while Xin Yuexia also stood up and helped her clean up.
"And what memory were those?" Xin Yuexia asked curiously as she put the dishes in the sink and started washing them alongside Tang Qianyu "Were you thinking about me?" She teased and nudged Tang Qianyu's side as Tang Qianyu smiled and nodded, making her blush.
"I just remembered when we first met." Tang Qianyu replied as Xin Yuexia's smile widened as she patiently waited for Tang Qianyu to continue. "I didn't expect that night would result in us getting married like this." Tang Qianyu joked before she jolted and looked at Xin Yuexia's disappointed face and felt a tad bit guilty as she scratched the back of her head, leaving some bubbles behind. "I'm sorry."
Xin Yuexia quickly changed her expression into a smile and pinched Tang Qianyu's cheeks. "What are you sorry for? It's not your fault that happened." She replied and reassuringly pats Tang Qianyu's head despite standing on tiptoes just to reach her as Tang Qianyu is quite taller than her.
Tang Qianyu smiled and bent over so that Xin Yuexia could have an easy access. But to her surprise, Xin Yuexia seemed to look down and disappointed which made her panic a little. "What's wrong?" Tang Qianyu asked worriedly.
"I was expecting you'll kiss me." Xin Yuexia replied as Tang Qianyu chuckled and picked her up. Xin Yuexia smiled and cleaned the bubbles left on Tang Qianyu's hair as she wrapped her hands around her neck and started kissing Tang Qianyu
Their lips pressed against each other as Xin Yuexia's tongue broke through Tang Qianyu's defenses and attacked her tongue as her eyebrows furrowed as she opened her eyes and slowly broke free fromTang Qianyu's lips, feeling disgusted as she frowned.
"Your lips are too oily." Xin Yuexia grumbled as Tang Qianyu chuckled and nuzzled on her nape, making her feel ticklish as she felt the hot breath of Tang Qianyu brushing against her skin, making her feel soft and weak.
"We just finished eating, after all." Tang Qianyu replied, "But if you're really too eager to kiss me, then I guess we must brush our teeth first." She whispered seductively in Xin Yuexia's as they walked towards the bathroom with Xin Yuexia in Tang Qianyu's arms, leaving behind the dishes they're 'washing'.
"I think you're mistaken, An-an." Xin Yuexia whispered with the same sultry tone in Tang Qianyu's ears, making Tang Qianyu blush as she felt the hair on her back stand up. A shiver ran down her spine, the teasing lilt in Xin Yuexia's voice sending an electric charge through her.
"It would be a lie if I said I wasn't." Tang Qianyu replied sheepishly as Xin Yuexia smirked and looked deeply into her eyes as she stopped on her tracks and looked back at her. There's a hint of greediness and longing in those greenish eyes of Xin Yuexia and also sadness but, why? Why does Xin Yuexia always look so sad?
"Are you going to continue walking or you'll just keep staring at me?" Xin Yuexia complained as Tang Qianyu brushed off her thoughts and smiled as she continued her way towards the bathroom.
After reaching the bathroom, Tang Qianyu put Xin Yuexia down as the two of them brushed their teeth earnestly. But Xin Yuexia couldn't keep her hands to herself as Tang Qianyu could feel Xin Yuexia's hands exploring her waist as she giggled and tickled Xin Yuexia instead.
Xin Yuexia laughed and almost swallowed the bubbles as she spit it out and launched an attack on Tang Qianyu. Tang Qianyu giggled as Xin Yuexia tickled her as the two playfully teased each other while brushing their teeth which took far too long than their normal brushing time.
After the two finished brushing their teeth and both looked at each other as they laughed and gently pinched each other's cheeks.
Tang Qianyu looked deeply into Xin Yuexia's eyes. Tang Qianyu's sweet vanilla scented pheromones enveloped the two of them so that even without saying a word, Xin Yuexia was able to understand that Tang Qianyu wanted to kiss her by smelling her pheromones.
Xin Yuexia Rose scented pheromones were also released as it mixed together with the vanilla scents, expressing her agreement as she smiled and brushed her cheeks against Tang Qianyu's hands as she looked at her in desperation.
Tang Qianyu gulped as she felt her heart race, her mind becoming cloudy as she inhaled the rose scented pheromones, making her feel a rush of uncontrolled feeling of dominance and claim Xin Yuexia as her own. She wanted her. She wanted to make her hers. But, she can't. She mustn't. But why? Why can't she do it? She doesn't know.
She inched closer and planted their lips in each other's embrace, holding the back of Xin Yuexia's head gently, and her other hand gently caressing her cheeks, she felt Xin Yuexia hold onto her neck as they leaned against each other.
The sweet scent of vanilla wafted around the room, devouring the rose scented pheromones like a helpless little rabbit as their pheromones that were released intensified, making Xin Yuexia feel weak as Tang Qianyu kissed her softly.
The two felt their hearts beating loudly with their bodies pressed against each other, the heat in their bodies slowly rising as they felt sweat running down their clothes. The both were left gasping for air as their mouths separated, staring into each other's eyes, not even able to break away as they felt the intense longing hidden behind those stares that could pierce through their souls as they once again reconnected with a kiss.
Tang Qianyu's tongue explored the edges of Xin Yuexia's lips as their tongues finally met and danced around an intense and passionate tango. Xin Yuexia accidently bit Tang Qianyu's tongue, making her wince in pain as they breathed rapidly. Their pheromones expressed joy and pain as their passion deepened with every gasp they inhaled through their aggressive kisses.
Xin Yuexia was pushed against the sink top as her body bent slightly while Tang Qianyu broke away from their kiss, taking a deep big breath, inhaling not just the oxygen but also the intoxicating mixed of sweet smelling rose and vanilla pheromones, and looked at Xin Yuexia with a smirk.
"You seem very excited." Tang Qianyu teased as she bent her head unto Xin Yuexia's nape, leaving trails of kisses on the sides of her neck making Xin Yuexia jolt and let out a soft moan as she looked at Tang Qianyu with a look that she couldn't describe but knew very well which made her chest swell up as her body felt an electrifying sensation run through her, making her member rise up.
"You're one to talk." Xin Yuexia whispered as she licked Tang Qianyu's ears, making Tang Qianyu blushed and stopped her movements out of embarrassment. Xin Yuexia laughed heartily while her hands explored Tang Qianyu's body all the way from the bottom to top before finally holding Tang Qianyu's chin and kissed her for a few short minutes. "No need to be shy, baby." She whispered.
Tang Qianyu gulped as she shyly nodded, continuing on kissing Xin Yuexia's nape, inhaling a whiff of Xin Yuexia's pheromones directly from her glands, her body almost convulsing as she tried to fight back the urge to mark her. Tang Qianyu gritted her teeth as her left hand remained affixed on Xin Yuexia's back while her right hand slowly found its way to Xin Yuexia's waist.
Xin Yuexia's hands didn't remained calm as her hands frantically undressed the buttons of Tang Qianyu's shirt, her sensual yet meticulous hands making Tang Qianyu shudder as her kisses became tense and her legs resting in between Xin Yuexia's legs as she rubbed it softly—making Xin Yuexia let out a soft moan.
"Why won't you touch it instead?" Xin Yuexia whispered as Tang Qianyu nodded as she looked into Xin Yuexia's eyes , smirking, as her hand travelled on the way underneath, slowly pulling down Xin Yuexia's shorts.
"You smell so sweet." Tang Qianyu whispered into Xin Yuexia's ears, licking her neck, and leaving her numb. "Do you like it when I do this?" She teased, leaving Xin Yuexia gasp and smirked as she nodded. Her knee brushing against Tang Qianyu's bottom—making her tensed up. "D-don't." Tang Qianyu grunted as Xin Yuexia kissed her lips.
"Then make me." Xin Yuexia replied as Tang Qianyu looked at her in disbelief and chuckled. Her hands slowly reached out for Xin Yuexia's insides, playing around the entrance, teasing her while Xin Yuexia shuddered and moaned. "An‐!… Please, put it in." Xin Yuexia begged, which sounded like a sweet symphony in Tang Qianyu's ears as her index finger slowly slid inside.
Tang Qianyu slowly moved her hands inside, feeling Xin Yuexia gripping her finger tightly as it struggled to move despite the juices spilling out that made her hand slippery. She kissed Xin Yuexia who couldn't even think straight, her mouth wide open as she gasped for air and her eyes watery with pleasure.
"Aren't you too wet?" Tang Qianyu teased as Xin Yuexia didn't give her a reply and instead moved her hips deeply into Tang Qianyu's finger. Tang Qianyu couldn't control herself any longer as she added a second finger and remained with her speed so as to not hurt Xin Yuexia as the woman in her arms moaned loudly, her hips moving on its own with her mouth agape, unable to hide her contentment.
With her shorts scattered on the floor, her mind in a fuzzy, and her soft moans filling up the room as it echoes, her hand curled as it dug deeper into Tang Qianyu's flesh, feeling the soft rhythmic movements of Tang Qianyu's fingers entering her whole as she staggered and held onto Tang Qianyu for support.
"Does this feel good?" Tang Qianyu asked with a breathy whisper as she felt Xin Yuexia's tightened around her fingers, she kissed Xin Yuexia who was left speechless as she made her sit on top of the sink and continued her soft thrust.
"Haa… Haa… mhm~! T- there…!" Xin Yuexia whispered in between their kisses as Tang Qianyu hastened her pace making Xin Yuexia's eyes widened, her mouth broke away from Tang Qianyu's lips and her head resting against Tang Qians chest, her hands clutched against Tang Qianyu's soft skin who was already left bruised, Tang Qianyu's shirt left tattered and she was never fully undressed as Xin Yuexia tore it apart with Tang Qianyu's every thrust. She smiled and pressed her thumb against Xin Yuexia's beads. "D-! Don't! A- ahh-...!"
Xin Yuexia quivered as her breathing stopped for a few seconds, their hearts racing loudly, and their pheromones running wild, as Xin Yuexia hugged Tang Qianyu and kissed her lips one last time before finally reaching her end. And with one final thrust, Xin Yuexia felt her body melted away as she released her love fluids onto Tang Qianyu's hands.
Tang Qianyu hugged her softly and rubbed her back with a soft hum. "You did well." She whispered as she planted a soft kiss on Xin Yuexia's forehead. Xin Yuexia grinned like a fool and nuzzled on Tang Qianyu's soft chest as she felt the comfort of their embrace. "How was it?" She asked.
"I-…, It was amazing… haa.. haa…~" Xin Yuexia whispered through exasperated heavy breathing, "I- I…," Xin Yuexia gulped and looked up as she stared into Tang Qianyu's eyes. "I'm…, I'm sorry I didn't, I didn't even do anything for you." She replied as Tang Qianyu chuckled and kissed her cheeks.
"Then it looks like you need to compensate me for that, no?" Tang Qianyu teased, waiting for Xin Yuexia to fully regain her momentum as Xin Yuexia pulled Tang Qianyu closer to her, leaving Tang Qianyu in shock as she whispered in her ears.
"You better get ready tonight because that was just warm up." Xin Yuexia whispered with a sultry tone as Tang Qianyu blushed, her heart racing wildly as another surge of vanilla surrounded the room. Tang Qianyu's member who was still standing till now felt a sudden rush of electric current running through its veins as it released a little bit of liquid.
Tang Qianyu felt embarrassed for this as she tried to hide her lower body with her legs that Xin Yuexia noticed as she giggled and kissed her lips. "Did you just come because of that?" She teased as Tang Qianyu became defensive and hid her face with her left hands, looking away from Xin Yuexia while her right hand held onto her wife.
"I- I didn't!" Tang Qianyu replied, her pitch shifting from higher to lower and higher yet again in just a few short words. "I- I mean," she faced Xin Yuexia who couldn't contain. Her laughter as she closed her eyes due to the embarrassment. "It wasn't… It wasn't because of… that." She murmured as Xin Yuexia's head turned sideways.
"What do you mean by that?" She teased as Tang Qianyu stuttered but couldn't form a coherent sentence, her whole face turning red as Xin Yuexia kissed her lips, making her embarrassed yet again.
'Seriously, this woman… She was just inside me a few minutes ago and here she was blushing like a schoolgirl over a simple kiss!' Xin Yuexia thought as she giggled from the sight of her wife being a gullible idiot. 'Well, that's one of the reasons why I love her.' She smiled as Tang Qianyu slowly composed herself.
"We should continue this talk in our bedroom." Tang Qianyu suggested as Xin Yuexia grinned and looked at her quizzically.
"Oh so this was considered talking now?" She replied with a teasing grin which left Tang Qianyu flustered and speechless. "I didn't know slipping in and out of someone was now considered a 'talk' these days." She added with the same malicious intention of teasing Tang Qianyu as she looked at her innocently.
Tang Qianyu grumbled under her breath that Xin Yuexia couldn't quite hear as Tang Qianyu picked up Xin Yuexia and walked on the way to their room blushing.
While the two were walking, Xin Yuexia held Tang Qianyu's cheeks softly and pushed it to her direction which Tang Qianyu begrudgingly obliged as she looked at her wife, flustered.
"What happened that day wasn't your fault." Xin Yuexia spoke in a sincere and serious tone which shocked Tang Qianyu until she finally understood what Xin Yuexia was talking about as she looked down—feeling guilty. "It was an accident that no one would've predicted." She added as she hugged Tang Qianyu who had a conflicted look in her eyes. "And… Don't you think it's about time we tried to have a baby again? But this time, not because of a one night of drunken passion but was instead made out of… love." She whispered in Tang Qianyu's ears that made Tang Qianyu's eyes widen in surprise and anticipation.
"A-are you sure?" Tang Qianyu stuttered a question as Xin Yuexia nodded and smiled. "R-really?!" She asked yet again as Xin Yuexia flicked her forehead, Tang Qianyu yelped in surprise as Xin Yuexia grumbled and called her an idiot.
"It seems like you don't want to have children of our own." Xin Yuexia pouted as Tang Qianyu looked like a deer in headlights as she frantically searched for words to say while she shook her head. "So you don't?" Xin Yuexia teased.
"That's not what I meant!" Tang Qianyu retorted with a worried and embarrassed look on her face. "Just… I thought you'd never forgive me for what happened that day…" She whispered with a guilty expression on her face as Xin Yuexia tapped her to let go as she stood up and wrapped her hands around Tang Qianyu for a hug.
"I already told you again and again, it's not your fault I had a miscarriage." Xin Yuexia explained softly. "You were asleep and had a hangover when I fell on the floor and lost our baby. if anything, I should've been blamed instead." She added as Tang Qianyu softly rubbed her cheeks.
"What?! Of course it's not your fault!" Tang Qianyu spoke with a reassuring tone. "It's my fault for not taking care of you better. If only I didn't go out to drink the night before, I could've helped and tended to your needs…" She spoke with a regretful sigh as Xin Yuexia shook her head.
"Just like I said, it's not your fault and if I'm not at fault either because it's an accident, then we shouldn't blame ourselves, okay?" Xin Yuexia replied as Tang Qianyu tried to speak a rebuttal but was stopped by Xin Yuexia. "If you'll keep blaming yourself for an accident none of us could even predict, then I'll also be part of the blame for not taking care of myself better."
Tang Qianyu closed her eyes and grabbed Xin Yuexia's hands and rubbed her thumb against them. Slowly, she took in a big breath and opened her eyes as she let it all out. She smiled and brushed her nose against Xin Yuexia.
"Well, I guess we really could do nothing but to accept it and move on." Tang Qianyu whispered as she hugged Xin Yuexia. "Thank you." Tang Qianyu spoke sincerely as Xin Yuexia hugged her back. "I'm so lucky to have you in my life."
"You're so silly." Xin Yuexia chuckled as she kissed Tang Qianyu's cheeks. "Then again, that's what I love about you." She whispered as she looked at Tang Qianyu's eyes with a gentle smile.
A few seconds later, Xin Yuexia laughed and wrapped her hands around Tang Qianyu's neck. "Now, should we continue where we finished off?" She whispered with a seductive gaze as Tang Qianyu smirked and wrapped her hands around her waist..
"It looks like someone can't keep waiting." Tang Qianyu replied seductively as Xin Yuexia shook her head and clicked her tongue.
"No, it's actually you who's too excited and to be precise, your little buddy over there." Xin Yuexia replied as she pointed at Tang Qianyu's lower half—making her feel shy as she covered it with both of her hands.
"Uhh…" Tang Qianyu was about to come out with excuses when Xin Yuexia kissed her.
"I don't need anymore of your lame excuses," Xin Yuexia exclaimed as she smirked. "I need you." She whispered as she held Tang Qianyu's hands and led the way as they went inside their bedroom. Ending their night in a passionate tango that continued until the sun rose up in the morning.
•••••
Tang Qianyu couldn't remember how many shots of glass she already swallowed as she drank another one that was filled up by her friend, Lin Weichen, who's 21 years old male alpha, for her. She could hear the chatter and laughter filled the room as they all talked about the different events that happened in their life so far.
"Hey, didn't you already drink too much?" Chen Haoming, also a 21 years old male alpha asked worriedly as Wang Xiurong, a 22 years old female alpha like Tang Qianyu but 2 years older than her, laughed and poured another bottle of whiskey on Tang Qianyu's glass.
"Hey~ Let her be, you know how tough it is to be a married woman with a kid on the way at her age." Wang Xiurong replied as she encouraged Tang Qianyu to drink more. Lin Weichen joined her banter while Chen Haoming sighed.
Xin Yuexia came to her one day and told her she was pregnant. Tang Qianyu was distraught and debated what to do, Xin Yuexia told her she can keep the baby and they can co-parent but Tang Qianyu could never accept that. She cant
Tang Qianyuignored the three of them as she slowly teared up. The alcohol got into her head as she sobbed quietly, her three friends froze up as they never saw her distraught and heartbroken like this aside from when Qin Meiying left and broke up with her.
"Hey, are you alright?" Wang Xiurong asked worriedly as Lin Weichen smacked her head lightly and she grumbled and frowned. "Hey! That hurts!" She complained.
"Of course she's not alright, you idiot!" Lin Weichen replied, ignoring Wang Xiurong's complaints.
"Is this because of her?" Chen Haoming asked as Tang Qianyu nodded. The three of them felt sympathy towards their friend as they patted her back.
"I never wanted to marry her." Tang Qianyu complained. "If anything, I don't want to have anything to do with her but, I must do it. I need to be responsible, especially when she gets pregnant." Tang Qianyu added as the three listened quietly. "I don't want to disappoint my father again but.. But…" Tang Qianyu cried her heart out.
Wang Xiurong hugged her friend and patted her back and while Tang Qianyu tried to reject it at first, she finally complied and continued venting.
"Why did Mei'er leave me behind? Why didn't she say anything before she left? We could've gone abroad together, we could've been happy and yet… *sobs." Lin Weichen gave Tang Qianyu a glass of water while Chen Haoming wiped out her tears that's already soiled her make-up. "If she never left or if we left together… I wouldn't have been forced to marry that woman." Tang Qianyu shouted. "No, if she never got pregnant at all, we wouldn't have to be stuck like this. If only…" if only that baby could disappear….
Tang Qianyu passed out soon after that and was sent back home by her friends.