"There is another important thing ...."
"What?" Bai Liangyu asked.
"No matter what happens, you are Liangyu. Whether your surname is Qin or Bai, you are still Liangyu. Don't force yourself to be me, be yourself and try to stay alive,"
The billowing white smoke obscured Bai Liangyu's vision. Along with the appearance of the thick white smoke, Liangyu woke up from his dream and found himself still in General Qin's residence.
"I'm still here. But I also saw myself in a hospital room. What happened? Why did I end up here?"
"Qin Liangyu said, her soul can't return. If I have to go back to the future, shouldn't I have to die here first?"
Liangyu pondered again. "Or maybe... I can't go back to the future because I'm already dead there,"
"That means I have to really take advantage of my chance to live here. Who knows, maybe I'm stuck in the past and can't go back to the future,"
"What I often watch in historical drama series, living in the kingdom era is very cruel. Can I live here?"
Liangyu's reverie was broken when his little maid came in. Youyou—putting down a tray of water for Liangyu to wash his face with. "Miss, are you awake? There's a festival outside, do you want to go?"
"What festival?" Liangyu asked.
"Hey, Miss. You even forgot about this festival? Isn't today the day the fourth prince returns from the military camp? Then, try to remember what you wanted to do to welcome the prince?" Youyou explained again.
'Hmph! I am Bai Liangyu. I don't know what Qin Liangyu plans to do to welcome the fourth prince. But I think I have an idea.' Liangyu's mind was agitated.
The fourth prince went to the military camp when he was young. No one knows what the fourth prince looks like now. People will only hear about this man. As for his face and voice, no one knows except those in the palace.
Before going out, Liangyu asked his father for permission first. "Father, I'm just going out for a while to look around. Can you give me permission to go?"
"There is a dinner party in the palace to welcome the fourth prince home. You are not allowed to go!" General Qin said firmly.
"Please father reconsider. I also came out because I wanted to buy something for the fourth prince as a gift for my meeting with him," Liangyu still insisted.
"Yu'ar. Your father has already made his decision, why are you still stubborn?" Concubine Li Na even asked.
"Liangyu is just like Nianshuang's older sister. If she has a wish, she must get it," said Concubine Haifeng. "Isn't that right, Liangyu?" added Concubine Haifeng with her sly face shining so brightly that Liangyu wanted to faint.
The two concubines looked so compact. Even behind General Qin's back, they always made Qin Liangyu become the abused child. However, when facing General Qin, the two concubines and their respective children always behaved well.
Youyou was ordered by General Qin to take Liangyu to his room and make sure he doesn't go out today.
"What should I do, Miss? Master won't let us go out. How are you going to give a meeting gift to the fourth prince?" Youyou asked, panicking.
While Youyou was panicking, Liangyu was daydreaming. He was thinking about how he could socialize in his current existence. 'If I die here, I won't necessarily live in the future because my body is in the hospital. But, how do I live with a situation like this?' Liangyu's heart continued to be turbulent.
"Miss! What should we do? Are you going to give up just like that? I heard from the other maids that the third miss and the fourth miss are going to the festival, I'm afraid….."
"What's there to be afraid of? Wang Yu and Liangxi also couldn't possibly attract the attention of the fourth prince easily," Liangyu said.
"I am getting more and more curious, what does the fourth prince look like? I am afraid... He was in the military too long, so he became ugly. Or... He is black, with a disability due to weapons?"
"Isn't it true that in this era... they still fight using spears, swords, daggers and also archery? Hufft, I can't imagine my husband's body will have so many wounds on it," Liangyu began to imagine the figure of the prince who was going to marry her.
"Miss, you think too much. Instead of thinking about the Fourth Prince's shortcomings, how about Miss think about the rumors that the Fourth Prince is a mighty man?" Youyou proposed.
After imagining it again, Liangyu could finally imagine the figure of the fourth prince as the handsome actor she adored, namely—Xiao Zhan.
"Xiao Zhan, Li Hong Yi, Yang Yang, Wang Yibo, Hung Jun Jie, Liu Yuning... Aaaggghhh these actors are so tempting when they wear hanfu. Why didn't I think of them?" Liangyu muttered, making Youyou confused.
Youyou said that she was afraid of Liangyu, who had changed a lot after falling from the second floor of a Mingjin restaurant.
"I feel like Miss is not my Miss anymore," Youyou said.
"What do you think about the old me?" Liangyu asked, a little panicked because Youyou was starting to doubt him.
"Umm, Miss used to be a quiet girl. Always oppressed, giving in and resigned to the situation. When she found out that the fourth prince canceled the wedding, Miss became lost," Youyou said softly.
"Miss cried all night because of the rumors of the wedding being canceled. So without thinking twice, Miss came to Mingjin restaurant at the instigation of the third miss and the second miss,"
"In the end, Miss fell into their trap. Because Miss was hurt, Miss finally chose to end her life by jumping from the restaurant building. Don't you remember that, Miss?"
Telling Liangyu condition at that time made Youyou cry. Liangyu himself just found out that Qin Liangyu tried to commit suicide, not pushed by his sister.
'I only remember Wang Yu and Liangxi arguing with me. Why didn't the memory of Qin Liangyu wanting to commit suicide appear in my memory?'