Few years ago, since Sad girl was grade 5,she was chaotic student and a little bit smart, but she experiences being left out by the two girls who used to be her friends, which only made her to be their side friends, I know,that some of you already experience this, right?, ever since, Sad girl turn into eleven years old, she is slowly changing, no, not her face, but her attitude and her behavior, she was having an anxiety and always overthinking, but she never tell it to her friends even her parents, cause, she thought that she will be a attention seeker, or just overreacting, but she also knew her friends and her parents might ignore her.
Days continue, Sad girl, starting to have a puberty, she was getting insecure about herself, and getting jealous about her friends, but, their is one Friend she is really jealous of, but I cannot write it down the real name in this novel, sorry, but let's call it, Bowgirl, Bowgirl, who can have anything she wanted, she can buy everything, she has a pretty face and smart, everyone has a crush on her, she also can go everywhere she want, which made Sad girl feel jealous and upset, she never experienced those, not even a single one of them.
Sad girl insecurity, we're getting worst and worst, she usually wearing a face mask and avoiding to face reveal herself, she doesn't want to be judge by the other people, when Sad girl was in her house, Her grandmother spoke to her, "Look at you, you have so many pimple and acne.", Sad girl just chuckle awkwardly in response, she could feel her heart ache so bad,than she couldn't admit it, not to mention, her mother, father, and her uncles were also saying those to her, that's why she never reveal herself in public, but whenever she reveal her face, she feels awkward, overthinking about her face, thinking that might some other people might judge her,but she also getting more insecure when she saw some other girls were in the same age like her, was so beautiful and never hit puberty yet, she also begin to be insecure about her body, she want to were something she wanted to wear, but her parents were never really letting her, especially her mother, Sad girl was force to wear something basic.