Sad girl were always questioning herself, like "Am I being delusional?" Or "am I even someone favorite?", which made her curious, cause, she never really feel about being someone favorite, since she usually think that she is just a idiot and annoyed girl.
Ever since it was weekend, Sad girl and her family were eating a dinner, Sad girl was in the deep thoughts while eating her dinner, since she was a kid, she eat a lot of foods, but now, everything changes, she sometimes skipping some breakfast and lunch, you know why? Because she started to be insecure about her body, since she was 10 years old, while Sad girl was eating a dinner, her family were having conversations, time passes, every day and night, sometimes Sad girl father is nice to her and maybe comforting her, which made Sad girl think that maybe, she is her father favorite,but she, was, wrong, but she didn't know since, she is an idiot.
When Sad girl went to school, she usually made a lot of friends, which made her being delusional by thinking that she is special and she is one of their favorite, she usually borrow some other students to use her pen and anything else, cause, she cannot even say no, whenever, Sad girl say no, it couldn't help but, made her feel guilty, for some reason.
Days continue, she was hanging out with her "friends", she usually walking behind them, while her friends we're just leaving her behind like she is a ghost that never existed, But Sad girl keeps the smile in her face, cause she don't want to be judge for being a cry baby or a over dramatic, she looked around always in the deep thoughts, until, she finally realized, she was...no one's favorite, her joy were slowly fading, but she still keep the smile in her face, acting like she is fine, you know why she suddenly realized?, it's because, her parents sometimes yelling at her and also sometimes being kind toward her, I know, it's very confusing, maybe you will understand it someday, her sisters never usually spend time with her anymore, using her like a tool that they can order her around, since she is the youngest child in the family..., she couldn't help but feel like she is a glass child, getting ignore but sometimes talking to her just to order her around, like she is a maid.