_________IVY_________
Ivy?
I turned to the voice and it's Tony.
Anthony ? What a pleasant surprise. What are you doing here?
My dad. I came to represent my dad, he's out of town right now. Tony said.
Caspian hand tighten on me and he doesn't really look pleased. How are you? Nice seeing you here. And how about Ian?
Woah. Slow down. I'm great and so is Ian. He kept asking when he can see his girlfriend again. I can't believe he has you as his girlfriend. Poor me. Tony said. Making a face.
Who the fuck is Ian? Caspian whisper yell. I decided to play him a bit.
He's my boyfriend. I said.
Since when? He asked.
Since last week. He's such a cute looking boyfriend. I promised him a date. And Tony tell him this Sunday is good for a date.
Oh I will. And I hope I can tag along. Tony asked.
We're leaving. Caspian cuts in.
Why? No. I still need to take care of things here.
We are leaving and that's it. You have your people to do the rest. Party is almost over unless you still want to wrap around every guy here then go ahead.
Stop it right there. You have no right to order me around. Even if we are leaving I still need to speak to Ava. With that, I excused myself from them, heading down to check on Ava.
I met her and told her that I will be heading home and they should take care of things. I texted the driver to get ready to take them home.
I looked around and Caspian is no where to be found so I made my way to the front door. Coming out, I was asked for a little interview based on my dressing. I told them I was wear Emma's fashion made by Emma Asher. They took pictures and I left. I met Mario waiting with the car. He opened the door and Caspian is in the car.
I entered and took off my heels. God I hope I can walk tomorrow.
Non of us talk throughout the drive and both sexual tension and other feeling are becoming too much to stay this close to him.
I close my eyes and pretended I'm sleepy.
We are here. Mario spoke.
Thanks Mario.
Ivy I ... His phone started ringing.
I got out of the car and rushed upstairs, undressing and taking a quick shower. I need to eat. Yes I didn't eat much at the party and now I'm hungry. I wore an oversized shirt and a short and headed down to the kitchen to find something. Thank God I cooked before leaving and there are left overs for sure.
Coming down. Caspian was still on call but he has taken his blazers off. I went to the kitchen and got my food. I didn't ask him because he is on call. Even if he wants some. There's still some left. I was halfway through the food when he came into the kitchen and said.
Thanks for today. You did an amazing job. That was the foreign investors. They were happy about the whole event. And how you broke down the recognitios to categories was also an amazing idea. Thank you Ivy.
You're welcome. I'm just doing my job after all you are paying me for it. Do you want some food? I offered.
Yes. But there's this special food I actually needed right now. Can I eat that one.
Simply means you're not hungry.
Well, goodnight Mr Asher. Nice having you back. I cleaned the plate and went upstairs leaving Caspian to his imagination not that I don't want him but I can't give in to any guy after what happened to me and the doctor said I should take a break from sex. Common who am I kidding, the doctor said for one month and it's years already. Well I still can't have sex with anyone.
I lay down on my bed. And my mind wandered off.
Andy and I were always together and my parents liked him except Stephen. He always tells me that something is off about that guy and I should be careful around him. I was in love with Andy and I always defend him. Andy was sweet then or so I thought. Before the abuses I have never had sex with him but we do kiss and make out. I thought he was the understanding boyfriend but no he sees sex as a play thing. Before Andy I have dated a guy called Will. Will cheated on me with his ex and they are married now.
Being the last child of my parents, I was always inside. Only coming out to go to school and stay home. My parents started traveling around when I was 14. They took me with them only twice and decided to be going on their own. Bruce is always at the plantation so I'm only a little close to Stephen. I learn how to cook because I was always bored at home so I started taking online cooking classes. Stephen would always stuck the house for me to try out my cooking skills.
And just like that I slept off.
The next day is Saturday. I'm supposed to be at the office and venue to go over the event of last night with Ava. I went down and made breakfast. I ate and covered the rest for Caspian. I didn't bother to call him out. Took my bath and went down to the venue first.
I met Ava, and we go over to the things that needed to be checked. From there we went over to the office to finish up. Some of the girls are already there, cleaning and arranging things. The whole thing took like four hours and I head home. Funny how I always refer Caspian's house as home.
I noticed the food is still untouched so I went up to his room to check on him but he's no where to be found. I guess he already left. Well I still have the charity ball to worry about and I have only three weeks left. I went back to my room and started working. Half way through, I remembered I need to chat the girls.
I opened my phone and sent a message to the group.
Me: hi guys.... How are you all.
Ella how's your mum's birthday party?
Scar: it was nice, we missed your presence.
Me: I know.... I missed you guys too
G: did you finally got laid because girl that dress is on fire. Have you checked the internet today? You are everywhere. The hottest event planner. The CEO's date looking dashing.
Me: I know right. Emma really outdid herself. 🥰🥰🥰
G: you didn't answer the question. Did you get laid Vy because if not. I'm so registering you into the nun house as soon as we're back.
Scar: easy girl 🤣🤣🤣 I bet she didn't get laid.
Me: well, prepare to do the registration because I didn't get laid.
G: wait you what? You let all the hotness go to waste. So much for couple of the night. Girl you both were dripping hot.
Scar: Well, do you love him Vy?
Do I love him? I like the looks he gives me. I like the dirty talks, I like his touches, I like him around me. But does that mean I love him. I don't know honestly
Scar: You're not saying anything Vy.
Me: I don't know guys. I mean he has somewhat effect on me but that doesn't mean I love him right?
Scar: are you sure that's all. See it's ok if you like him. And I think that's a good thing too.
Me: but ... He's my boss
G: it doesn't matter. And I think he likes you too. And from what you've been telling us, it's clear the guy loves you. I mean maybe...
Scar: Vy think about it and decide for yourself. Stop holding back because of anything. You deserve to be happy and loved. Allow your feelings to manifest.
Me: Ok guys... I will think about it. I guess Ella is with her mum. She's not here. Send my love to her. Love you guys. 😘😘😘
G: Take care of yourself. We will be back soon.
I left the chat. (Tingg) new message from Tony.
Our date is still on tomorrow right? Send me your address, I will come pick you.
I smiled knowing I will be seeing Ian tomorrow. Yes still on. Don't worry send me the address and I will meet you guys there. I replied.
He sent the address and I went back to my work. I was working until I feel hungry and checking the time it was past 5pm. Wow. I went down to make dinner. I haven't seen Cas today and I miss him. Woah, where's this coming from. I mean I enjoy his absence.
Keep deceiving yourself. My inner mind mocked.
Ok ok God, what's wrong with me?
Yes I miss you Caspian, I fucking miss you. I spoke out loud...
I thought you're playing hard to get? Wow... Ivy Leah Steel misses me. I must keep a record. He spoke, startling me.
When did he get here, I swear I didn't hear him.
Talking about timing, I muttered.
I turned my back on him. Wishing he could just disappear or unheard what he just heard. But I guess he has his own plan. He came close, hugging me from the back. I involuntarily moved my neck a bit and he started kissing my neck and shoulder. God help me because I was wearing an off shoulder top.
I missed you too baby. So much that I'm finding it hard to control myself around you and that's why I always leave the house tesoro. He said.
I almost moan from his effects. I moved but he held me in place, still caressing me neck.
What are you making baby? I'm hungry right now. For food and food. He wispered into my ear.
If you let go then I will be done in five minutes. I'm sure you can wait that long.
I can be eating the other food and still be waiting for the other food. He teased. Letting me go
If you start eating the other food, then the other food may either burn or waste. I'm sure you're really hungry. I move to get him some cookies because I always bake more to keep in the house. I handed him a plate fill with cookies and he sat on the counter watching me finish up.
5 minutes after, I turned off the stove and served the chicken spag I made.
He hopped down and joined me at the dinning table.
We ate in comfortable silence.
Do you have something planned for tomorrow? Cas asked.
Yeah why?
I want to take you out on a date.
Huh? I wasn't expecting that.
I have a date with someone tomorrow. I said.
With who? He asked
With Ian, I answered.
Who the fuck is Ian? He asked annoyed.
My boyfriend. I answered.
Cancel it.
I can't!
Why?
Because I already accepted to go on the date tomorrow. I can't cancel it all of a sudden date from you..
He quickly got up and went upstairs.
I finished the dishes and went back up to my room...
I sent few emails to Ava telling her to go over it on Monday. Then did my night stuffs and prepare for bed.
My mind went back to the conversation with Cas. His mad face without knowing that Ian is just a kid. Well I wouldn't want to burst his bubble just yet.
Thinking back to what the girls said, I couldn't help but feel they are right.
I shouldn't punish myself for do long, I too deserves to be loved and feel love but would Caspian really give me that love.
I thought about how he was last night at the function, that night, as I watched him from across the room, effortlessly joking with Brandon and the others, a wave of clarity had hit me even though I'm still denying it. It wasn't just admiration or friendship I felt for Caspian. It was more. Much more. And I just realized that I want him as much as he wants me too.
Whenever Caspian smiled at me or gave me his full attention, it felt as though the world faded into the background. I'd catch myself staring at him longer than I should, then quickly look away, hoping he hadn't noticed. If our hands brushed or he leaned in a little too close, it sent my heart into overdrive, leaving me flustered and struggling to regain my composure.
My heart sank slightly at the realization, knowing the closeness we shared sometimes was rooted in their friendship. But at the same time, I felt a thrill I couldn't deny. For the first time, I allowed myself to wonder what it might be like if Caspian saw me the same way. If truly he's the one for me.
I hope that I really don't fall a victim for the second time and that I have actually found love this time.
And with that I hoped for a Peaceful night sleep.