We get to my house and they bring out the clothes and their makeup which they brought along with them so we can get dressed together at my place.
"we are going to rock that party " zana said and Sam agreed with her, we walk into the kitchen and we find my mum baking cookies, I walk over to hug her, no matter how old I get I can never relinquish the feel of my mum , she turns around smiling "hi baby, hi girls" " good afternoon Mrs Smith" Sam and zana say together, "good afternoon mom, we are going to my room to get ready for the party"
" what party " my mum asks confused, "the party at.... " I start but I then remember I never told her about the party cause she came in when I had slept off last night and this morning I was in such a hurry I also forgot .
" well the thing is", I start " Miller is throwing this party at his place and I thought since I'm eighteen now and it's also my birthday, I might ... attend. " I saw desperately praying in my heart she agrees because I didn't want to ruin this for my friends but my mum preferred to be told things beforehand , " well you know how I feel about being rushed to make a decision" my mum said and my heart plummeted. " but your right , it's your birthday and your now an adult so I'll approve" my face split into a smile and I hug her " thank you, thank you, thank you, I live you so much mum " I tell her " I love you too sweetheart , now go get set for your party " she said , I walk into my room and my friends instantly collapsed on my bed
My friends glare at me " you didn't tell your mum , you could have fucked everything up you know " zana said
" I'm sorry , she got in really late and I was in a hurry this morning" I said
" that's ok for now, I wanna take a nap for tonight" Sam said , she hardly stays up late cause she becomes a zombie at night.
This left me and zana and we decide to have a little session of mannie/ paddies.
Sam finally wakes up just when our nails are drying up and the sun is going down, "hey let's get ready, I don't want to be late" Sam said,it's like she dreamt about this party we finished dressing , did our make up and got ready to leave .
" hey Mom we're leaving" I yelled cause she wasn't in the kitchen.
" okay baby, just be careful" mom said
" okay Mom , bye ,love you ," "same sweetie".
We got to Sam's car and she drove us to the party , it's about 5 miles to millers place from mine, we get down from the car and the party is raving since we saw it a few blocks away , not even minding that's its a school night. we walk into the party and try to settle in and admit all the chaos and smells, the mist awesome smell hit me and I feel like I'm floating, I walk towards the sent and my friends follow me probably thinking I knew where I was headed, I follow the scent to the sitting room to a crowd of people sitting on a couch, I raise my eyes to scan the crowd and I see Martin with another girl on his laps , the sent was coming from him, all the adrenaline rushed to my body , " I wasn't crazy or a stalker , he is actually mine , made for me " I turn to look at him but I'm taken aback by the look of disgust I see in his face.
he walks over to me and grabs my hand and a surge of electricity go through my body , I feel complete, momentarily forgetting the look until I hear his words.
" Belle Jackson, I Martin knight hereby REJECT you as my mate and Luna , you are unfit to be the Luna of this pack as you are weak and pathetic, I don't want to ever be referred to as your mate" .
my heart continues to break as he keeps talking, I can distinctively hear my friends cursing out Martin and yelling at him , but my mind is still reeling, my one chance at true happiness, the person who is supposed to protect me, my wolf, just rejected us , I hear my wolf howling in pain and misery but I am also lost and can't do anything to comfort her, I feel my tears falling but then and I there I decided I wasn't going to let him or anyone see me cry , I look into his eyes with the last strength I had and uttered the life changing words. " I Belle Jackson accept your rejection Martin knight because you are unfit to be a mate to me and provide the things I need" I say hurriedly and rushed out of the house, I don't stop running until I get to my house where I realized that I had changed into my wolf in the middle of the race . I run into the house straight for my bedroom thankfully mum had a night shift and dad had council meeting, I run straight to my bedroom and broke down in tears . I just couldn't believe that the moment I found my mate I got rejected, I had already had this fantasy in my head cause deep down I knew it was Martin , I thought he would sweep me off my feet and promise to love me , I guess I was wrong , I start crying all over again , I hear my friends outside my door but I don't think I can talk to anyone so I quickly scribbled down something telling them I'm ok that I just need time, after awhile I hear them leave the house and I go back to crying.
I didn't realize I had slept off until I heard my mum's voice outside my door, obviously she had heard of the drama at the party , I didn't want to talk to anyone about it, I had already made peace with myself and my wolf, we had already decided to stick with the rejection and work towards making ourselves better.
I got up from my bed and walked into my bathroom, I didn't even bother with makeup after having my bath , I got dressed and left the house for the pack house .
I didn't want to go today but I can't show any weakness, I walk into the pack house and all the conversations seized , I look up, wave and walk into the kitchen without missing a beat , I enter the kitchen and I see Amanda at the stove, she turns and walks towards me with her arms outstretched, I walk into her hands barely holding my tears in, I finally untangle myself from her hug and move to get the apron , I walk to my work station and start making eggs, everything is finally ready and I take it up and start serving, I pray inwardly that by the time I get to the head of the table , the alpha and Luna are out but I wasn't so lucky .