I took a different route to avoid him. With my ear phones on, I walked to school.
As I arrived, everyone was talking about the party on Saturday.
"Did you hear, Luke kissed Sofie in the party".
"What are you kidding, I thought Sauna was his girlfriend...".
They went on and on it made me angry.
I walked hurriedly to class , took my seat and just buried my head in my book. I couldn't even catch one sentence from what I was reading.
After a while ,ocean eyes walked in. I expected him to arrive before me ,but I don't care. I didn't raise my head to look at him, just kept looking down until the teacher walked in to begin class. I felt him looking at me all through class ,but I ignored that jerk.
During break, I didn't want to be in the same class as him ,so I went out to my hiding spot which was behind the school, under a tree and I was sure he wouldn't find.
I wasn't sure what I was doing there, but I had to wait till break was over, so I just thought for a while.
As I headed back to class, I saw him leaning against the building, as if watching me the whole time. Come on, he knew this place too. I was surprised for a while ,but then kept my composure and just walked pass him, without even looking at him.
Surprisingly, he didn't stop me ,but just spoke.
"I didn't do it,Sauna , I could never hurt you",he said. I paused for a while , but just walked away afterwards.
I didn't see May today, I really needed someone to talk to. It seems like she was the one that called on Saturday, but I didn't pick up.
From then onward, when ever I saw him, I just walked pass him. I could see in his eyes he hadn't been sleeping well and was very sad. I ignored him for almost a week, until he couldn't take it anymore.
"Sauna ,please..",he said as I walked pass him grabbing my hand. He knew if he let go, I'll just walk away.
"I don't know how it happened, I'm sorry, please",he said placing my hand on his cheek.
My heart beated a little and I hated it.
"Just leave me alone, I don't want to talk to you",I said pulling my hand away from him.