YEARNING

I have loved one woman all my life and I don't see that changing anytime soon although she obviously doesn't reciprocate the same feelings. My wife hated me and she never forgot to remind me everyday that nothing will change in our marriage. We have been married for three years….three fucking years and I couldn't even kiss my wife when I wanted to. Mia knew how much I loved her and she made sure to take full advantage of it at any slight opportunity. She knew how much I wanted her every fucking day so she made it a mission to wear her seductive lingeries that always exposed her plump cheeks and Christ knows that the only thing that was holding me back from grabbing her and kissing,biting and doing all sort of things to those cheeks was the stupid contract she made me sign. I wasn't allowed to touch her or she would file for a divorce and I would rather die than let another man be her husband.

I have obeyed that contract for three years and controlled myself but as each year pass I sense my control slipping….her face, her body, her scent, her smile they were to provocative and I know it's only a matter of months before the last thread holding me together snaps.