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Chapter 15 - Chapter 15: Digging Deeper

The weight of the cryptic words haunted Rose for days. Her resolve to uncover the meaning of the fee grew stronger with every passing hour, though the bond she felt with Sylus continued to complicate matters. Each moment she spent in his presence only made her question what she was willing to sacrifice. The lines between love, duty, and freedom blurred until all that remained was a tangled web of emotions, impossible to untangle.

Late one evening, while the city outside was quiet, Rose decided to retrace her steps. She couldn't shake the feeling that she was missing something crucial. The courtyard, where she'd first discovered the strange etchings, called to her like a forgotten memory. She hoped that by revisiting the place, she might uncover a clue she had missed, or perhaps find some kind of resolution to the torment she was feeling.

The air was cool as she stepped into the courtyard, the moonlight casting long shadows across the stone ground. The walls, worn by time and neglect, seemed to hold secrets within their cracks. Rose approached the wall where she'd discovered the etchings before, her fingers brushing against the rough surface. She traced the symbols again, more carefully this time, hoping to trigger something—anything—that might shed light on what was happening.

As her fingers lingered on the stones, something unexpected happened. A faint vibration pulsed beneath her touch, like the wall itself was alive. Her heart raced as she pressed harder, urging the stone to reveal its hidden truth. Suddenly, the wall began to glow with a soft, ethereal light, and a low hum filled the air, vibrating through her very bones.

Before she could react, the glow intensified, and a figure appeared before her. It was a shimmering presence, cloaked in light, its form ethereal and indistinct, like a vision pulled from the very fabric of the world. The figure's voice echoed around her, as though coming from all directions at once, resonating deep within her soul.

"You seek the meaning of the fee," the figure intoned, its voice both haunting and reassuring. "Know this: to leave this world, one bond must break. The stronger the bond, the greater the cost. Choose wisely, for no bond mended will be the same."

Rose felt her breath catch in her throat, the weight of the words pressing down on her like an invisible force. Break the bond? What did that mean? She tried to steady herself, but the figure continued, its voice reverberating in the air.

"A bond is forged through the heart. To sever it, you must wound the one who holds you. Beware, for the choice will change you as much as it changes them."

The words were like a punch to her gut, each one sinking deeper into her chest. To sever the bond, she would have to hurt Sylus—wound him, perhaps irreparably. The very thought of it made her stomach churn. How could she do that? How could she be the one to cause him pain when all he'd ever done was try to protect her?

The figure began to fade, its glow slowly dissipating until it was nothing more than a distant memory. Rose stood frozen, her mind racing to process everything she'd just learned. The cost of leaving this world was clear: breaking the bond she had with Sylus. But the price was far higher than she'd anticipated. The emotional toll would be enormous, not just for her but for him as well.

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Back in her apartment, Rose sat at her desk, her journal spread out before her. She couldn't focus, the words on the page blurring as her mind raced. She scribbled frantically, her thoughts tumbling out in a chaotic mess.

"Fee = breaking the bond," she wrote, her handwriting sloppy with the urgency she felt. "The closer we get, the more it will hurt. But does 'breaking' mean hurting him—or destroying his feelings entirely?"

She slammed the journal shut in frustration, her heart heavy with the weight of what she was learning. If breaking the bond meant hurting Sylus—truly hurting him—was it worth it? Could she even live with herself after making such a choice? But what if the bond was already too strong? What if there was no way out without causing irreparable damage?

Rose stood up, pacing around the small apartment as her mind raced. She couldn't stay here forever, trapped in a world she didn't understand, with a man who was becoming more important to her than she ever thought possible. But the thought of leaving him behind, of severing the connection they'd built, felt like a betrayal.

She collapsed onto the couch, burying her face in her hands. The emotions swirling inside her were suffocating. She wanted to escape, to be free from the torment of these impossible choices, but the reality of what it would cost was too much to bear. How could she choose between her own freedom and the person who had come to mean so much to her?

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The next day at work, Rose tried to distance herself from Sylus, but it was impossible. He had a way of drawing her in, of breaking through the walls she put up around herself. Every glance, every word, every touch felt like an unspoken promise that she wasn't sure she could keep.

By late afternoon, Sylus found her alone in the office break room. He had a way of appearing when she least expected it, and this time, she wasn't sure she was ready for the conversation that was about to unfold.

"Rose," he said, his voice softer than usual. She froze, clutching her coffee cup tightly, trying to steady her breath.

"What is it?" she asked, her voice tight, betraying the anxiety she was feeling.

He leaned casually against the counter, his piercing eyes studying her with an intensity that made her heart race. "You've been avoiding me again," he said, his tone betraying a hint of concern.

"I've been busy," she replied quickly, her words coming out too fast, too forced. She was lying, and they both knew it.

Sylus tilted his head slightly, a faint smirk playing on his lips. "You're not very good at lying, kitten."

Rose's chest tightened at the nickname, a familiar ache spreading through her. She had always tried to push him away, but every time, he found a way to get closer. And now, the distance between them felt unbearable.

"I just…" she began, but her voice faltered, the words dying in her throat.

Sylus stepped closer, his presence overwhelming, filling the space between them. "Talk to me, Rose. Whatever it is, you don't have to face it alone."

His words were a balm to the wounds she didn't even realize she had. But the fear of what would happen if she let him in—the fear of the consequences of the bond they shared—kept her from confessing the truth.

"I can't," she whispered, stepping back, the distance between them now more than just physical. Her heart pounded as she tried to escape the moment, escape the truth.

Sylus's expression darkened, his eyes narrowing slightly. "Why not? Don't you trust me?"

The question cut deeper than she expected. Trust him? She did—more than anyone else. But trusting him meant trusting the bond, and trusting the bond meant accepting whatever consequences came with it.

"I'm sorry," she said, her voice breaking, unable to stop the tears that threatened to fall.

Before he could say anything else, she walked out of the room, her heart aching with every step.

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That night, Rose sat alone in her apartment, staring at the faint glow of her laptop screen. Her journal lay open beside her, the cryptic words taunting her. "The choice will change you as much as it changes them."

What does that mean? she wondered. What happens to me if I sever the bond?

Her thoughts were interrupted by the sound of her phone buzzing. She glanced at the screen and saw a message from Sylus:

"I don't know what you're hiding, kitten, but I'm not giving up on you. Not now. Not ever."

The words pierced her heart, and a fresh wave of tears threatened to spill over. Why does he have to care so much?

She clutched the phone tightly, her mind spinning with possibilities. She needed more answers—needed to know what breaking the bond would truly mean. But each moment spent with him made the decision more agonizing. What was she willing to sacrifice, and who would she become in the end?