'I have committed so many crimes, to the point that I don't even know how many and my body... I wanted to die but I at least wanted to apologize to him first. I have met many men in my life and they all wanted one thing from me...sex, it got to the point where I was hated by other girls. My only friends ended up being killed and then I was left completely alone. I am not going to play victim, what happened happened, I will do my best to meet his expectations, the only man who has not looked at me with lust in his eyes.' Her thoughts stopped, her grip tightening around the weapon in her hands.
She looked over the battlefield from a safe distance, just waiting for orders while also nerves that she would mess it up. 'calm down, you can do this, its nothing hard... dammit, my nerves are getting the better of me.' She closed her eyes and slowed her breathing, when her eyes opened again, the look in her eyes changed, 'enough, I can not fail him, no matter what.'
