The intense gushing of wind through my window brushed through my hair. It was a cold windy night. I cocked my head through the window viewing the state of my neighborhood. It was total chaos. Stall owners rushed as they quickly tried to close up. Several pedestrians hurried and cyclist paddled even faster eventually bumping into each other. It bubbled up the tension and noisy commotion. I sighed and shrugged. I closed the window quickly and it felt a lot better. I tied my hair into a chignon, and I prepared to go take my shower. I took of my clothes and stood in front of the mirror to take a look at my body. There was a significant scar on my rib section a few meters down my boobs. I gasped as I felt it. I bit my lip and caressed my body with a mixture of emotions. I suddenly snapped out of my trance and walked to the bathroom. As I did my eyes fell on my new school uniform hanging on the wall. I stepped into the cubicle and turned on the shower allowing the water to cascade down my smooth supple skin. The passionate caressing continued, and I did well to thoroughly wash every inch of my body clean. After a few minutes, I was done. I stepped out of the bathroom and stood in front of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around me, all wet. I still stared at myself with the same kind of emotions. I walked over to my drawer and took my face and body cream. I knew it was quite awkward for me to do anything chique before bed, but I had to do it, I couldn't live without it. I sat on my bed and began to cream myself up. I heard a ding from my phone, and I reached under my pillow to check but it wasn't there. I stretched my neck over to the other side and saw it on the study table. I immediately rushed over to it, and I picked it up. It was a message from Amy, my best friend. She was asking if I was ready for school tomorrow. Well, I was, and I wished she could see it, but she was far away in Bali celebrating the Galungan festival. I was so happy for her, but at the same time I missed her. I messaged her back with a smiling emoji and placed my phone back on charge. I went back to what I was doing and put on some clothes again. I reached out to my drawer again and took out a pipe lighter with a snake design on it. I stared at it for a long time and bit my lip. Several thoughts coursed through my mind and for a moment I couldn't move. I closed my eyes and hastily put it back. I quickly sat down on my bed wrapping my duvet around me. I sat down in an upright manner hugging my knees to my face. I rocked back and forth, and tears quickly scrolled down my face. Cringe, right? I looked at the clock on the wall. It was way past bedtime. I slept on my back and coiled myself under the sheets. I sniffled back my tears and before long I was asleep.