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Chapter 2 - The Dilemma Of Nathan

Naples City's ghetto hadn't changed in years; it clung to its worn-down buildings, its cracked streets, and its small, gritty corners as if change itself had turned its back. The sidewalks were littered with broken bottles, crumpled food wrappers, and scraps of old newspapers, mixing into the dirt and dust that had settled like a thick blanket over everything. Faded graffiti, decades old, told stories of past gang wars, rivalries, and friendships that no one remembered anymore. The air felt heavy, stale, as if the neighborhood was wrapped in a perpetual fog that made it impossible to see the world beyond.

Life here had a rhythm—slow, weary, and relentless. The same people filled the same spaces, each one caught in the cycle of survival, trying to get through each day with what little they had. There was an old oak at the corner, its wide branches stretching out like thin, skeletal arms, casting long shadows over the cracked pavement below. The tree had seen more than anyone cared to remember, its roots digging deep into the forgotten history of the ghetto. Nearby, the windows of an abandoned supermarket were coated in grime, its walls chipped and scarred. The building loomed like a silent observer, untouched, a monument to the dreams and livelihoods that had once existed here before being abandoned, forgotten.

Nathan had grown up in this place, in the midst of all its harsh edges and broken paths. For him, the ghetto wasn't just home; it was a cage, a weight that he carried each day, pressing down on him no matter how hard he tried to rise above it. Eight years hadn't changed the burdens on his shoulders, only altered their shape as he fought to carve out a future. He'd scraped his way through high school, balancing late-night shifts with early-morning classes, putting on a smile for customers while concealing the exhaustion that settled deep in his bones. He saved every cent he could, hoarding crumpled bills and loose coins with a fierce determination, all in the hope of one day leaving this place behind. But his father's addiction was an anchor he couldn't shake, a darkness that bled into every corner of his life.

Raymond, his father, had once been his hero. But those days were long gone, buried beneath the haze of alcohol that had swallowed Raymond's mind and spirit. He was now a hollow man, eyes dull and unfocused, his face a canvas of lines etched by regret and bitterness. What little presence he once held in Nathan's life had dwindled to a shadow, a reminder of the person he used to be, the man Nathan wished he could have back. Raymond's drinking was a weight that Nathan carried just as much as his father did, dragging him down whenever he tried to lift himself up, gnawing at his dreams, fraying the edges of his hope.

The diner Nathan worked at offered him a brief reprieve, a small pocket of control in a life that often felt like it was slipping through his fingers. It was a modest place, with checkered tablecloths faded to a pale pink, stools that creaked under the weight of regular patrons, and the ever-present scent of frying bacon and brewing coffee. Mornings at the diner were usually calm, a lull before the rush, filled with snippets of conversation and the occasional laugh from customers who'd been coming here as long as Nathan had been alive. It was a place of routine, of stability—a small, fragile comfort in the otherwise chaotic landscape of his world.

But today, the diner was tense, quiet in a way that set Nathan's nerves on edge. There was a shift in the air, a sense of something unsaid, like the whole room was holding its breath. He noticed the glances, the furtive whispers, and his heart began to race as he followed their gazes to the sidewalk outside. A wave of dread washed over him, a feeling he knew too well.

There was Raymond, stumbling down the street, gripping an empty bottle like it was his last possession in the world. His face was flushed, his eyes glazed over, and when he spotted Nathan through the diner window, he called out, his voice cutting through the stillness inside.

"Nathan! Nathan!" His voice was thick, slurred, a desperate edge threading through it as he staggered forward, waving the bottle as if it held some kind of authority. "Come here! I need cash—just a bit to get me by."

Nathan's heart sank, a familiar burn creeping up his cheeks. Every gaze in the diner felt like a spotlight, bright and unforgiving, highlighting the shame he fought to suppress. He could feel the weight of their judgment, the whispers that followed him like a second shadow, each one a reminder of the life he was so desperate to escape.

His boss, a wiry man with a no-nonsense approach to business, noticed the commotion and walked over, his mouth set in a grim line. The man wasn't unkind, but his patience wore thin when it came to personal matters intruding on his diner. He crossed his arms, glancing out the window with a look of disapproval that felt like a slap.

"This can't keep happening, Nate," he said, his voice clipped, his gaze cold. "If your dad keeps showing up like this, you're done. This is a business, not a shelter."

Nathan nodded quickly, swallowing the lump in his throat. His voice came out hoarse, barely a whisper. "I'm sorry, sir. I'll… I'll take care of it. Just give me a minute."

He untied his apron with shaking fingers, draping it over the counter before he stepped outside. The cold morning air hit him like a jolt, snapping him into the reality he was so desperate to avoid. His father's face was a familiar sight—pale, unsteady, his glassy eyes focusing on Nathan with a dim, distorted look of recognition.

"There you are," Raymond muttered, his words slurring together as he reached out, the bottle waving in front of Nathan's face like some twisted plea. "Come on, son, just a little bit of cash. Just enough to get me through."

Nathan felt his stomach twist as he dug into his pocket, fingers brushing over the worn, crumpled bills he'd been saving. This money was his way out, his hope for a different life, but here he was, handing it over to his father once again, the same way he always did. He extended the money, his voice low, laced with barely restrained frustration.

"Take it. But don't come back here, Dad. Not like this," he said, his voice trembling with the weight of a hundred unsaid things, his words falling like stones between them.

Raymond took the cash without a word, barely glancing at Nathan as he stuffed the bills into his pocket. Already, he was turning away, his focus fixed on his next drink, the next few hours of oblivion that would blur his memories and ease his pain. He walked off, each staggered step taking him further down the street, disappearing into the gray morning, leaving Nathan standing alone on the sidewalk.

Nathan could feel the eyes on him, the quiet murmurs that followed his father's exit, voices that were soft but sharp, each one carrying the weight of judgment he wished he could ignore.

"Poor kid. Can you imagine having a father like that?"

"He's just like his old man. You can see it in his eyes. One day, he'll crack just like Raymond."

"Such a waste. Nathan's a good kid, but with a family like that… what chance does he have?"

Their words sliced through him, filling the silence with accusations he couldn't deny, criticisms he had no power to escape. He clenched his fists, nails digging into his palms, each breath coming harder than the last as he fought to hold himself together. He wanted to scream, to run, to disappear from the harsh glare of their pity, but there was nowhere to go. His life was here, tangled in the roots of his father's mistakes, the legacy he wished he could sever.

He wiped a hand across his face, brushing away the frustration and the shame, forcing himself to breathe as he straightened his shoulders. He knew he had to go back inside, to pick up where he left off, to finish his shift as if nothing had happened. That was all he could do—keep moving, keep pushing forward, even if it felt like the world was trying to grind him down with every step.

With a final deep breath, Nathan turned and walked back into the diner, tying his apron back on with steady hands, though his heart felt heavy, bruised from the weight of it all. This life, this struggle—it was the only reality he knew. And though it seemed impossible at times, he clung to the belief that there was something better waiting beyond this city, a life he could claim if he was strong enough to keep

fighting. For now, that hope was all he had.