Chapter 4 - A Meal

In stark contrast to the gritty streets of Sorrento's ghettos, the Reagan family estate rose like a citadel of elegance and affluence, embodying a world where power reigned supreme. Situated in the heart of the city's wealthiest district, the estate was a sprawling masterpiece, adorned with ornate stonework, towering iron gates, and lush gardens that bloomed year-round in vibrant colors. Morning sunlight filtered through the trees, casting a golden glow over the manicured lawns and sparkling fountains that dotted the estate. The cobblestone driveway stretched out like a pathway to a hidden kingdom, each stone meticulously placed to reflect the legacy of a family built on ambition and wealth.

Inside, the dining room spoke of timeless grandeur. Crystal chandeliers hung from high, arched ceilings, refracting light in delicate rainbows across the cream-colored walls. A long mahogany table took center stage, set with the finest china and polished silverware, each piece in perfect alignment. The room was a symphony of quiet luxury, a space meant to instill reverence and pride. Yet, for Ethan Reagan, the opulence was stifling. He sat across from his father, Gaius Reagan, who filled the room with an unyielding aura of authority that made every breath Ethan took feel weighted.

Silence hung thick between them, broken only by the quiet clinking of silverware. Gaius's gaze was like an ever-present shadow, heavy and scrutinizing, and though Ethan had grown accustomed to this routine, the pressure to meet his father's impossible standards still grated at him. He picked at his breakfast, the taste lost on him, his mind drifting to memories long buried.

Years ago, when he was a child, this very dining room had hosted a scene that marked him deeply. His father had sat in the same chair he occupied now, but back then, Ethan's sister, Rachel, had been at the center of his father's attention. Rachel had always been brilliant, excelling in school and displaying a natural intelligence that captivated Gaius. Ethan could still see her, seated beside Gaius, the light in her eyes as their father spooned her food, a rare, affectionate smile breaking his usually cold expression.

As Gaius praised Rachel's academic achievements, Ethan had sat across from them, yearning for even a fraction of his father's notice. His mother, who had been a gentle presence in his life, had leaned over, offering him a spoonful of his food in a bid to comfort him, mirroring the attention Gaius lavished on Rachel. But it wasn't the same. As the familiar ache of rejection welled up, Ethan remembered the sting of tears trailing down his cheeks, unable to hide his disappointment. His mother's gentle attempts at comfort were a balm, but they could never replace the validation he sought from his father.

The memory left him hollow, a wound reopened by the unspoken distance that had only grown over the years. The sound of the door opening snapped him back to the present, jolting him from the haze of the past. A maid entered, her uniform pristine, her movements graceful yet efficient. She balanced a tray holding two bottles of wine and a golden cup, approaching the table with an air of practiced elegance. With a soft clink, she placed the tray on the table, pouring a small amount of wine into the ornate cup, the fragrance wafting delicately through the air, momentarily masking the tension that lay like a shroud over the room.

As the maid departed, silence reclaimed its throne, more oppressive than ever. Ethan shifted uncomfortably, the feeling of confinement deepening. Every gesture, every glance from Gaius felt loaded with judgement, as though his mere existence was a disappointment. Ethan knew this dynamic all too well—the persistent sense of not being enough, of never quite measuring up. He'd tried countless times, pushing himself to achieve in hopes that one day, his father might see him as something more than a shadow in Rachel's brilliance. But each attempt only seemed to strengthen the invisible barrier between them.

Finally, Ethan could no longer endure the silence. He stood abruptly, his chair scraping against the polished floor, breaking the rigid order that his father demanded in the household. "I have to go," he said, his tone clipped, barely masking the simmering frustration beneath. He performed the obligatory bow, a formality deeply ingrained, and made his way toward the door, each step a small act of defiance.

Just as his hand touched the cool metal of the doorknob, his father's voice cut through the air like a blade. "Ethan." The single word carried a weight that pulled Ethan back, grounding him with a heaviness that felt almost insurmountable. His heart sank as he turned, the hollow echo of his father's command filling the room.

Gaius gestured for him to sit once more, the directive clear and unyielding. Ethan's pulse quickened, anger mingling with a helpless resignation as he complied, lowering himself back into his chair, feeling every bit the obedient son he despised being. The tension crackled between them, a silent storm building in the air.

Without warning, Gaius rose from his seat, crossing the distance between them in swift strides. A sudden, stinging slap landed across Ethan's face, the impact leaving him stunned, his skin ablaze with the imprint of his father's hand. The physical blow was nothing compared to the searing reminder of his place, the constant reminder that he was nothing but an extension of his father's will.

"You don't leave the table until I say so," Gaius declared, his tone icy, devoid of any semblance of warmth or regret. He turned and walked away, leaving Ethan seated, the weight of humiliation pressing down on him like an iron shackle. His face throbbed, but it was the hollow ache within him that hurt the most—a pain that no physical wound could match.

Alone once more, Ethan remained seated, the memories of his childhood flashing through his mind in painful clarity. The slap wasn't merely a reprimand; it was a reminder of all the times he had reached for his father's approval, only to find emptiness in return. Gaius's authority loomed like a specter over every aspect of his life, a shadow from which he could not escape. Over the years, he'd learned to build walls around his heart, presenting a stoic exterior, but beneath it all, the scars ran deep.

Slowly, he rose to his feet, forcing himself to breathe, to gather the remnants of his composure. With a deliberate motion, he straightened his shoulders, a small but significant act of defiance, as he reclaimed his dignity piece by piece. He picked up his bag, his grip steady as he walked toward the door, his footsteps echoing through the empty room. Each step felt like a departure from the chains that bound him, a silent vow to forge his own path, far from the rigid expectations that had suffocated him for so long.

Stepping out into the morning light, the sun bathed him in a warmth that felt almost like a rebirth. The sleek Lamborghini awaited him, a symbol of the freedom he craved. He climbed into the car, the engine roaring to life beneath him, filling him with a sense of control he rarely felt within the walls of the estate. The familiar hum of the engine, the feel of the wheel beneath his hands—it was a reminder that he still had power over his own choices, however limited.

As he sped down the driveway and onto the bustling streets of Sorrento, he felt a strange mix of liberation and defiance. The wealth and grandeur of the Reagan district receded behind him, replaced by the vibrant life of the city, each turn of the road a step toward his own autonomy. For the first time in a long time, Ethan felt a glimmer of hope, a small spark in the shadows of his past, as he ventured forward, ready to carve out his identity in a city where possibilities and c

ontrasts lay at every corner.