Soren
I was in over my head, I had become the kind of alpha that I didn't want to be around. How could I hit him because he refused to answer a simple question.
Yes, I was furious at him for what he did earlier today at the meeting but it wasn't enough to go off on him.
A bitter part of me blamed him for leaving me alone here, if he had stayed with me even though he was mad at me, I wouldn't have honored that call and I definitely wouldn't have had to meet that awful man.
Everything that I am in his presence, my skin feels like it wants to melt off. He still gives me the creep and I always have to struggle with these memories at the mere sight of him.
I believe I acted like an alpha tonight when I stood up to him but there was still the issue of hiding the truth about Rowan's father from him. He would never forgive me for that even though he doesn't want to meet his father but it would hurt him to know that I hid it from him.
