There's no way love can make a person feel guilty, there's no way love can make a person wish they didn't know what love is. Love is supposed to be beautiful, colorful and most of all wonderful. It was Dan's mistake to choose the hurtful and most painful love. He chose the kind of love that no matter how much he loved, his love was never going to bear fruits. It's not like that was his first time falling in love, it just happened that this time, he could only watch his love and never experience it for his own. Dan stood outside the caravan as he heard the laughter coming from inside.
"Hey... stop it..." Mia's sweet voice refracted outside into his ears. The giggles, the sounds of the kisses all pierced right into his heart... Dan forced himself to stay and let his heart get pierced deeper and even more deeper till it lets go of the feelings that have been hurting him for some time. After all, he also deserved to laugh like they did, to hear his loves voice echoing in his ears. Not from another man's tickles but from him tickling. Until when was he going to accept the lying and the deceiving he's been torturing himself with.
He stood at the door with his hands trembling from the hurt, he pushed himself not to shed a single tear because it was absolutely true that he deserved it.