It's been 5 Months since than... And in about a Month, Mid term Tournaments will start.
Nothing much has happened in the past 5 months except for the fact that I realised I was being Creepy while looking at The Imperial Princess and that she has Ptsd because of an incident that caused her great pain.
And, I've realised 2 Important things... 1 is the fact that my mother stopped sending me any letters...
And the other is the fact that My sister who hates me alot because of my incompetence has reached the realm of AS Rank.
Meaning in less than 2 Years she'll be a bonofued S rank and she'll leave me in the dust.
I'm hoping she'll take care of My mother who isn't sending any more letters.
When I tried to enquire about mother's health because of worry, I saw a letter Lying on the door which said "from Mom."
Meaning she wasn't sending me any messages anymore.
Well, I've caused her great Grief... My sister didn't have to Pay the initial deposit of 100 Gold coins when she entered.
While I had to pay the Initial deposit because of my low god awful rank.
I've been sending her 6-7 Gold coins every Month but my guess is that it's nowhere as much as my sister gives her.
Which is probably around 20-30 Gold because her Initial Pay as an A rank was 65 Gold coins with additional Benefits of 10 Gold.
But well, my conviction to die when the Moment places itself has been greater than ever now.
I will die, Definately in about 2-3 Months. I know it, It'll probably be closer than that.
But, I've pretty much lost my 2 reasons to live. 1 to protect the Imperial Princess from danger...
Which is pretty much being taken care of by someone else I don't know about.
And the other reason was to look after my mother and give her a good life, one where she doesn't suffer as much as she is now.
And that too will be taken care of by My sister Emilia, I'm sure I'm not needed By any of these two.
Plus, If I manage to dye while in battle and while protecting The Imperial Princess, I'm sure I'll get service pay and Martyr pay with Atleast 2000 coins from the Imperial Family for protecting her life.
Welp, Too bad I won't be the one getting it but my mother and sister will be the one to get it...
But, whatever the sase is... I don't wanna dye being a burden to my Mother and Sister.
If I go, I'd be happy if I could be of some use to my family and to her.
Maybe if I give up my life while protecting her, she'll have a better Impression of me rather than just being a Creepy predator...
And if I'm lucky, Maybe I'll meet the god of this world and he/she will send me to another world.
Well, there's MiliaTruthseeker, the Goddess of The church but I believe there's another god overseeing this world considering the goddess the church Worships is with me right now.
I can only hope the god will have some mercy and send me to another world.
Where I'm loved by the people I so deeply care about...
There's my sister who Really hates My incompetence so much so that she tells me not to tell anyone that I'm her brother.
Than there's my Mother Who's probably starting to give up on me.
And last but not the least The Imperial Princess Serina... Who perceives me as a creepy Predator.
Well, It's a shitshow alright...
But, there's been some good things about my life currently...
I've reached B rank and I'm Close to A rank right now.
In just 5 Months I've broken Through to B rank and in probably another 5 Months I'll be an A ranker...
So by next year's Exams I'll be close to being able to participate in the League stage of the Top 500...
I've also played a Cricket Tournament and our team ended last in the group stage.
It was a tournament between 20 teams and it was a 20/20 format game.
I registered for it because I used to play a lot of cricket as a child...
I've never played much with the leather ball so I practiced a lot of cricket, It also helped me build up some muscles and Strength stat went by 2 points after regorous training.
Senses and intelligence also went up by two.
That was when I realised sports can Increase your stats.
And everytime I level up, for some reason I get to spare 20 Stat points which is a huge bonus.
Except for that I haven't really used my coins much except for registering in the tournament and losing 3 Gold Coins.
But well if I'd won the total cash prize was 1100 Gold Coins and the player of the tournament would get 200 Gold coins.
Well Considering there were around 20 teams with 11 in each team with 5 More subs, it's understandable...
Apart from that Player of the match would get 3 Gold coins per match win.
I got my money's worth because I was the player of the match of one of the matches we won.
I took 1 Wicket and scored 37/12 balls.
So my overall performance while mediocre was well received because of a win that night.
So I being the top scorer of that low scoring match was givenn player of the match.
That way I didn't lose any gold, Nor did I received a profit.
And here I was thinking I could probably win the entire tournament...
But, that tournament is quite Important for me because I'd thought, I could easily help win the tournament and receive 200 gold For player of the tournament and 100 Gold for winning the tournament.
Why was I talking about a losing tournament?
It was because I'd be playing yet another tournament that will be held starting tomorrow until the end of This month...
Yes, I'm about to play a Cricket Tournament, and apparently the Teams are higher than before.
From 20, This time around 444 players have been divided into 40 different groups.
Meaning The tournament will be bigger than it was before.
These 40 Teams have been divided into 5 Groups and I am in team 17 and group 4...
My team will be facing off against The 7 Teams of Group 4 so look forward to the fun tournament.
*[END OF VOL 1]*