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Chapter 14 - Aashwit's thoughts.

Date 16.10.2022

**Aashwit's pov**

'It's been twenty minutes since my departure from home.'

After a thoughtful expression.

*You can wake up now,*

*It's been a while,hhhh..nnn(yawn)*

*So why the hack are you , disturbing me,when I was in talk with Shea?answer and don't want any bullshit*with a cold voice.*

* Don't make me laugh, I am the one who don't want to hear that bullshit* he said with mocking tone.

* Shut your mouth, and talk ,

why are you laughing there?*with a slight anger in his tone.

* Shut up you brat, never talk to me like that again. Otherwise, .....sigh....why am I

Getting worked up by a child's comments*

Aashwit's brown twitched, but he composed himself again, his cold and calm demeanor returned as he spoke.

*Just tell me why are you laughing back there*

* Sigh, we both know why I was laughing back there ,but if you want me to say this a loud so be it. So say ,

don't you always want her to be your and your alone from a long time?

Didn't you tried best to make her your from years?

Didn't you feeled heartache when you thought she betrayed you and got you beaten by her brother?

, didn't you feel joy when she beated up her brother for you?

(With each question Aashwit's eyes started to widen)

Didn't you get in depression, for months when you hear that she is dead?

Didn't you feel the joy of life when you get the information about the 'artifact of life'?

Didn't you expected this that she would confess to you after her revival?

Aashwit was quiet, he wanted to say something, but words didn't coming out of his mouth. He don't know what to say about. Ved 's words and questions.

Didn't you feel joy and happiness when she confessed?

Didn't you always want her to fall for you and you tried your best to make her fall and know that's happened and I was laughing on you because you knows what's happening and you still pretend to be naive?*

*No that's*with a low voice.

*So you are saying you don't want her? Are you okay when someone else take her from you?*

*Noooooo, (shouted )I will kill any bastard who even think about taking her from me*

* And what about shea do you want her to let go her feelings and move on from you, do you want her to with someone else?*

*Noooo,no,no,no,no,no,she is my they both are mine, i won't let anyone to steal then from me *

*What if someone steal then when you are hear?*with a teasing tone.

But now Aashwit didn't lose his temper and calmed down himself. And spoked with the same cold and calm voice he always have.

* That's not going to happen, because I

Left my Golems there they can't be seen by normal eyes and cut down anyone who have any malicious feelings for them and they can also manipulat thoughts and feelings of lower lives ,so noone can steal anyone of them from.*

*If you wanted her ,then why you didn't except her feelings back then*

*Because....,I., I,..I don't know.*

* You are afraid.* ved said in a cold voice.

*You are afraid of losing them, don't you you thought you are not strong enough to protect them both?*

With a tone of hesitation and confusion

*Yes you are right, I am afraid, I am afraid of losing them. I don't know, from where but I always have this fear. ( With a tone of regard) And that's why I always persuade to fall for me ,but when that happened i kept my distance from her and in the result I lost her forever or I thought but now she is with, even now I hesitated for a movement. But in the end everything went good*he said with a tone of relief.

*What if Shea move on from you* ved with a serious tone.

Aashwit's face became serious again as he spoke,* she isn't, her brother Shirah do thoughts that she just want to clench to me for protection and warmth, and would be right in normal cases but when it comes into the love he don't have a clue,how complicated it can became, it's true she wants to lean on me. But not because of protection, but love. If she wants protection and warmth there are many other boys back then, who are much stronger then me in both wealth and body. And there are a old saying that love blooms in desperate situation or like like blooms in battlefield.

And the two years i give her not to forget me but to remember me Even more, because if it is that easy to forget someone there are no people such as mental patients. With every passing day her feelings for me are going to grow even further.*

*So you are not stupid as I thought, hmm?*

Ved said with light tone to light up the mood

To this Aashwit reminds indifference and cold and said nothing.

After a movement of silence Aashwit*

It's going to take longer than I expected to go Himalayas*

* Hmmm* vid confirmed.

* You can control my body if I want, right?* Aashwit with questioning tone.

*Yes * with the same light tone.

* Can I give and take control of my body to you whenever I want ?* He activated all his senses and power to detect any lie, (due to first chackra awakening and balance at level 4 he can detect even if a spirit is saying lie in a state of consciousness and unconsciously if it is weaker or at same level as him).

*Yes, can take control back when ever you want*

Aashwit didn't detected any false hood in his mind and soul which means that what vid said is indeed true.

* Take the control and wake me up when we are in mountains or any problem will occur in the way, got it?, I am going to sleep know*

* This body isn't that athletic, hmm, bit who cares? it's first time that I am controlling this body and that didn't feel any defferent then before? Sigh.. guess I always have to take care of this child*

With that Vid increased his speed towards Himalayas. And in next movement we shaw a white line in the sky, increasing to the north from south with every passing second.

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