Hours later, Chhaya lies in my bedroom, in my bed. I hope I can resist and hold back all fantasies that are hitting my mind. She didn't want to be alone, so I offered to let her hang out in my room.
"Cuddle?"
I feel a smile hit my face. Moving over, I lay down on the bed and she lays on my chest. I loved the way she felt in my arms.
"Was Waya your first?"
She nods, looking up at me with sweet eyes.
"Why did you?"
"I was hanging out in his room when we started kissing, which led to more."
"Did you tell him it was your first time?"
She nods. " He kept saying we didn't have to tonight, and he was gentle."
I'm less angry with Waya, but I still plan on talking to him. He's not going to use her for his one-night stand.
"Do you like Waya?"
"He's very handsome, and I thought he would keep my mind off you."
I frown. "Chhaya, I am fighting back every urge I have right now, but I don't want to hurt you when I find my heartbeat."
"We can cross that bridge when the time comes," she tells me.
She is right. Atohi was right.
I bring my lips to her. I kiss her eagerly. I don't know how I'm going to stop. Her lips taste sweet and I feel myself growing hard, wanting her more and more.
She kisses me intensely in return. My hands grab her face, and with one finger I rub her cheek gently.
I don't want to jump into sex with Chhaya, I crave her, I do, but as well, I want to make our first time together special, unlike Waya.
I pull my lips away from hers and bring them to her forehead. I can instantly see that she's disappointed and it made me feel sorrowful.
"Chhaya, I want our first time to be special."
She smiles at me. "So I'm not just a one-night stand?"
A chuckle escapes my lips. I stare up at the beautiful eyes looking down at me.
"Definitely not." I see her cheeks turn red.
Hours later Chhaya, lays sleeping on my chest. She's such a sweetheart. I don't understand how a man can only want her once. I gently remove her from my chest and place her on the bed.
Stepping out of the room I plan to speak to Waya. The house was quiet, which was different for a weekend night.
I see Waya sitting on the living room couch, playing a video game with a friend he must know outside the pack.
"Waya, we need to talk."
" About, he eyes me."
"Chhaya."
"Seriously," he gives me one of his annoyed death stairs.
I slapped the video game controller out of his hand, demanding his attention.
"Fucking serious?" He stands up, his face flush with anger.
"You know you won't speak to me that way," I yell.
I know his little guest looks so confused. He doesn't know that we're a pack and that I'm the Alpha.
"Sorry." He sits back down.
"You know how special the first time is for a girl? Why do it with her, if you didn't want to be with her afterward?"
"Seriously Yona, I have to explain to you why I had sex with someone." He laughs.
"You know damn well why it's irritating me."
"Fine, next time I'll ask your permission before I take a girl's virginity," he smirks at me.
"You could have gone to the bar and met someone else; why hurt someone you're meant to see every day and protect?"
"I don't really care about this." He looks annoyed.
I bite my lower lip in annoyance.
"Tell your friend to go home and you can go to your room, and think about it."
""What? I am not a little kid; you're not going to treat me this way," he yells at me.
"You will obey my order." I glare at him.
"Man, this is bull."
"Now Waya."
I turned to leave as his friend was leaving.