Tales of a Gay Teenager
Chapter 12: "I still love you"
Me: Well, Iam scared of losing someone I love
Kevin: The one who doesn't have that fear really needs to go to the hospital and get check out
Me: [Laughing] oh my god, seriously.
Kevin: Come join me, the water is still warm enough
Me: Okay
I also took off all my clothes and dived inside, he pulled me close to him inside the water and we were smiling at each other
Kevin: Is this how it feels like to be in love?
Me: I love you
Kevin: I love you too, and I never want stop loving you
I kissed him, I heard voices from a distance. I looked back and saw Justin running and screaming, he ran towards us and jumped inside the water:
Us: Justin! What the hell!
Justin: Oops, oh wow this lake is really warm. Luckily I bought my bf with.
Mark: Hey guys, sorry for this. Justin dragged me here
Justin: Aa I did not, it was your choice..just kidding, we just wanted to join you guys while we were scrolling through these lovely woods we saw you guys.
Me: [whispering to Justin] Why did you have to come here?
Justin: [Whispering] since you guys went the other way, I thought he was going to kill you or something.
Me: well since you are here, you might as well stay.
We swam in the water and enjoyed ourselves, as a double date day, unexpected but enjoyable. While we were busy dancing, I saw Mark taking my watch.
Later in the evening, I got back home just in time for dinner..I thought but I was late:
[As I was going up the stairs, my mother called me]
Diana: Sam!
Me: Hey Mom, sorry Iam late, me and Kevin were studying at Justin's house.
Gabriel: Kevin, you know I don't want you near that crazy gay friend of yours right
Diana: He's gay
Me: Yes Mom, Justin is gay it's not a big deal
Diana: So you are hanging out with gay friends now, I hope you don't turn into one just like your stepfa...
Gabriel: [Silent]
Kevin: huh? Dad what is she talking about?
Diana: Nothing
Me: Mom..
Gabriel: *sigh* Son, I never told you this but..I was..
Kevin: No dad, stop! I don't want to hear it
Gabriel: Sam..Kevin sit down
I took a chair and sat next to my Mom, and Kevin sat next to me, we were both facing Gabriel as he was about to tell us something:
Gabriel: I was young, and 16 years old. On the year 1991. I was in a new year's party when this happened:
- Gabriel's POV -
I looked over next to me, and I saw Liam. Kane was already mad at me for ditching him at the club, Liam came close me and whispered:
Liam: Kiss me
Me: What?
He held our foreheads together and looked staright into my eyes
Me: I still love you
Liam: Leave the universe and all of its people, let it be just the two of us
Me: I can't leave my whole life behind, to start a new one..with only you
Liam: Wouldn't it be worth it?
Liam: Imagine leaving this homophobic world, and having one world of our own.
Me: I know that no one accepts us in this community but, what about my mother and my dying father who wishes to see me get married..with a woman
Liam: It's a tough choice to make, but only you can choose who you love and who you want to be with.
Me: Liam..I love you
Liam: I lo..
A fire broke out, and a bunch of angry protesters came inside and took Liam with them, they beat him up and I backed out and watched him, slowly loosing his life because of he protected mine....
- Present Day -
Diana: [she held Gabriel's hand] no matter what happens, we will always be together.
I hugged my mom, after Gabriel's huge confession. Kevin accepted Gabriel's past and hugged him. Finally, I went to bed and turned on my laptop. I tried searching the DJ on Facebook with the name Craig Thomason, but was unsuccessful. I tried Instagrams and all the other social network apps, I tried Only fans and saw him. His face was censored and he's profile details were private. A message notification from Mark came in:
Hi Sam- Mark
> Hey Mark, what's up?
Nothing much, Iam just laying on my bed and you? - Mark
>Iam just busy on my laptop
I hope you are not too busy- Mark
>Nope, nothing much
Great, can I call you? - Mark
>Yeah sure
{Incoming video call from Mark}
Me: Oh wow, I thought we were gonna voice call
Mark: I just wanted to see your face
Me: [Giggling] miss me?
Mark: I do, Justin's offline and I have no one to talk to besides you
Me: At 9pm? Justin's already asleep, that's so unlike him
Mark: I know right.. anyways are we on good terms?
Me: Yeah no hard feelings
Mark: *sigh* I think it's hot this side[ He took off his shirt and I glanced at his chest]
Me: Yeah it's also hot here
Mark: Iam sweating a lot, is your door open?
Me: Yeah
Mark: Close it
Me: [akwardly] okay?[I closed and locked my door]
Mark: Now take off your shirt
I took off my shirt while he was taking off his shorts. He got up and put his phone at angles position
Mark: Jerk off with me
Me: Huh, should I?[ I rubbed my pants]
He was only wearing an underwear. I reached down my pants and began rubbing my d1ck.
Mark: I want to fuck you already..