Before reading a reminder.....
1.) Some things cannot be explained or rather I will not explain why a certain gift he has is like that or how he got it, which will remain as a mystery/ mysterious ej why can he change to a different person. Let's just say that maybe maybe his body is like a chameleon since his current self looks like his parents a lot something like or that he was born like that.
2.) This novel is not fantasy even to he has supernatural gifts.
3.) And lastly it's not a ROMANCE novel. They might flirting scenes but, they are for a reason.
No let's continue with the story.
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He had planned to commit suicide for months but he did, before he decided to give it,
ONE - FINAL - LAST - SHOT.
At that moment he didn't cared if he died.
If you noticed the boy the was very skinny, wish showed how mal - nourished he was but was hidden in a lot of clothes he wore which made him loose normal.
Why was he like this?
They boy Carl also had baggy with bloodshot eyes which showed that he not be sleeping for days or maybe weeks.
Underneath his multiple clothes which where all long sleeved sweatshirts with hoodies and he wore long lengthed sweat pants.
But underneath those clothes a part from been skinny because of mal - nourishment, he also had few ribs broken, plenty of scars caused by his father who abused him everyday and himself with scars that made him bleed to reduce his pain.
He slits his wrist and thighs as a coping mechanism.
After doing it for so long he realised that the scars made him ugly which add another trauma to him, making him feel disgusted of himself.
So he had different colour of his bruises black, red, purple and green which represents the new ones made by his dad, the ones that are healing and the ones that had healed.
Unknowningly to him he was about to died because the broken ribs made him harder to breathe whilst getting worse by day, lack of sufficient nutrients he needed to maintain his body and give him energy which made him tired everyday and very sleepy.
The other mayor reason is because, he is having inner bleeding for who knows how long.
So, his time was running out unfortunately.
Going home he without emotion entered his icky home, no longer afraid since he was immune to the beatings which father didn't know at all.
If he new he would take delite in it and hit him till he cried.
The reason is....
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One day he woke up and realised he was tired of his every day life, seeing the face of his father constantly, seeing the neighbours turning a blind eye to the situation isolating him by forcing their kids not to play with him.
He was tried of hearing the clock tick every second, the hated the oxygen that was passing in his nostrils.
He hated not being able to defend himself nor stop himself from self - harming.
Should he suffocate his father in his sleep when his drunk.
Or should he set the house on fire with or without him inside.
No he shouldn't they would just leave to die or take him to an orfanage where someone might take him or not.
If they didn't then good for him.
But if they did take him wish he highly doubt because of his body and cuts all over then, will they behave like his bastard dad or what?
He decided to not make a move and wait to be independent.
But then he didn't have money for an apartment for him to live.
His dad didn't let him leave the house like his mom.
He only had 30 to 60 minutes to walk through the streets each day.
And he couldn't use that time to work since the bastard is in consistent with the time he arrives home.
Which is very inconsistent and inconvenient to him and they didn't take minors without parents consent.
He was at home all day since his unthoughtful dad didn't enroll him.
Lucky he was smart and his mom gave him electronic devices as his birthday gift at the age of 8.
With that he taught himself and continued from where his mom stopped.
He was confident that with his knowledge he could pass college exams.
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The first thing Joker planned to do was to help the his fellow fan, the one arrested solve his problem.
Using this as first step to start his activities one again were he had left off before disappearing all of a sudden.
He wanted also to use that as the major announcement, to tell the world to that he Joker he is back. Yes, he was back finally again.
It would be like a teaser to a season 2 movie or series with the caption, ' TO BE CONTINUED'.
But first he needed to do something very important and crucial for starters and it was digging on the matter to search for mission clues on what was the problem and what was needed to be solved.
Who knows maybe he was over thinking things, everything and that the end he didn't need to use violence in this issue at all.
Still just incase he won't let his guard down on bit.
He excitedly wonder what kind of person was the next victim and how could he torture the hell out of him.
Don't over think his statement he was not a psychopath nor macho and he was a good lawn abiding citizen with clean slate of criminal records.
Majority of the people he killed where the rich people and criminals like pedophiles, e.t.c
So he was thinking curiously, was his victim a new class of species? And if he could add him to his separate collection or was he one of the earlier classes the ordinary or repetitive victims.
He didn't know I guess he had to wait a little more for him to find out for himself soon.