"Huh! Where am I....? Why am I still asleep.... my body hurts a lot" my vision was all blurry maybe because I overslept.
"Sai! You are awake!" a familiar voice called me asking if I awake. I do know this voice it's my mom's voice.
"Yeah Mom .... But why are you in my hostel room?"
"You're not at the hotel room sweetie, we're in hospital. You were in accident" mom said in down manner.
"Huh! Wait I remember now we were on a date for her birthday..... Then a bike comes running towards us..... Kiara ! Where is kiara !?" I questioned ahhh my chest hurts from that shouting.
My mom looked down and started speaking in a down manner.
"You helped her so she's okay. She is in another room with her parents but ...."
"But. But what? Mom".
"You might not want to see her right now".
"Why? Mom Please I want to see her".
"In your condition you can't".
"Just once please".
"Okay, I will ask if they laid us a wheelchair so please wait".
Mom goes outside and talks with dad. My dad comes with wheelchair I can see he was in pain seeing me in this state. My ribs were broken and I fracture some bones in legs too.
My dad helped me to move into a wheelchair and we headed to the room where kiara was. I was next to the door when I heard kiara's voice. I looked through the door without making any noise. Kiara was sitting on bed crying. I never saw her in that state.
".... Fault..... My entire fault... It's my fault, it's my fault, it's my fault, it's my fault, it's my fault, and it's my fault ..."
"Calm down Kiara it was just an accident" the person next to kiara said I do know that person. She was kiara's mother.
"It's my fault; it's all my fault ... If I wasn't there, he wouldn't have been hit.... It's my fault. I should have been the one who got the hit".
"Kiara ..." I said getting away from door I still hear her voice.
"It's my fault, it's my fault, it's my fault I'm the one who should get the hit instead of him, and it's my fault".
".... She was so confused right now..... If she sees you in this state.... You should leave her alone Sweetie for a while" my mom Said.
"Yeah" I said.
My dad took me to my room and helped me again to move to bed. My mom goes outside to call a doctor I was lying down on bed.
"It's not her fault at all" I said.
The very next day I went through surgery. After another week they gave me permission to move around in a wheelchair but at that time I couldn't contact kiara. Just like that another week passed.
I was on rooftop of hospital a nurse gets me there. I see walking people's on street, coming buses I feel relaxed. Feeling gentle air blowing on my face I let out sigh. I get my phone so I was thinking about calling Kiara but I can't make a decision about it. I made up my mind and decide to call her As I about to call her I get a Phone call from unknown number. I checked that number and have a missed call before too so I answer the call.
"Hello?"
"Hello sai, I'm kiara's father Sorry for the sudden call when you are in state like that".
"S-sir!"
"Thanks you for saving my daughter".
"I-It's not a problem. How is she?"
"She was not still over it ..... And a few days ago when she woke up ....."
"Huh!?"
According to kiara 's father she woke up that morning completely fine as nothing happened so her father asked her about me because she seems good than last night.
"Do you want to see Sai?"
"Who's Sai?"
"What are you talking about?"
"No no no what are you talking about? I don't have any friend with that name".
"She totally forgot about you. I want to tell her about you but she was so happy after week's I see her smiling like that..... I couldn't bring myself to tell her about you. I'm sorry". Kiara's father said.
I didn't know what to say to that though, at that moment I understand that by forgetting me she was able to be happy so I'm happy too. I don't want to see her suffering I can't my heart can't take it seeing her crying in pain anymore.
"That's fine. Just leave it alone thanks for everything".
"Sai? Sa ...." Beep I hung up.
For a while my mind went blank I just stay staring at the wide open sky. I was planning to have a happy family with her but but.... I didn't cry, no not. Later I found out from a common friend that she went to London for study while I was still in the hospital I felt little relived because I wouldn't run into her. And then I run into her at work... And she remembers me a little bit as if I'm her previous life husband.....