"I'm going to work hard and make a lot of money and ... I want to marry you"
Huh! Again that dream. I woke up in the middle of the night despite being a dream It felt too real as if I was there smiling and feeling the touch of the next person it's too realistic It's always like this from the days when I was a student. I believe it was a previous life memory. I mean what was there else, that's why I believe the dream as a previous life memory.
After meeting Sai my mentor in my new work place I felt sudden shock and joy in my heart. For some reason his face was the same as the person next to me in my dreams too. As I got closer to him and started to spend more time around him my dreams chances and more of dreams like this comes to me. I was so happy. I enjoy every second of my life. There is no more feeling of emptiness in my heart. As they said happiness comes with price my happiness comes with tragedy events. My worst fear comes true when I see Sai getting hit by a car. I feel like I'm going to lose the person I love. When Sai Said he was fine laughing seeing him trying to make me relieved I suddenly felt too nostalgic. My head hurts and I feel like I vomit anytime. From that day onwards my dreams chance to nightmares. I started to dream everyday of Sai getting hit by a bike. I feel like it's not a memory from previous life anymore and it is making me confused causing lose control on myself. I can't tell the difference between reality and dreams. Lately my mind was full of these thoughts and before I put my thoughts together and do a basic thing like saying "thank you" to the person who saved me, he was transferred to the next state. And I left behind with my more confused mind.