"Philip." Maddy whispered softly as their breathing slowed. Philip made love to her for two hours. She was exhausted and so was he.
"Mmmm." A wiped-out Philip responded. "I…" "What babe?"
"How come you don't tell people we are together?" Maddy felt ashamed as soon as the words left her mouth.
Philip sat up in the bed.
"I'm sorry Maddison, I didn't want to put you under pressure. It's not an issue for me, next time I introduce you to anyone, they will know you are mine."
"I wasn't demanding that you tell people. I just asked why." Maddy yawned. "You are mine baby and if you want the whole world to know, I will let them know. I warn you though, this will make you a target but I'm not ashamed to show you off, just prepare yourself."
"No!"
Philip looked at her. "I mean, not right now, when we develop a bit further, then we can tell people."
"Maddy whatever you want, I am fine with it. If you get into any trouble, use my name, my influence, my money, I don't care what it is, I will come get you." "Thank you, Philip." Maddy yawned again.
"I think I'm falling in love with you, don't hurt me." With that Maddy was fast asleep.
Philip gasped at her words. He didn't want to believe her, but she was the brightest spark in his life, he wanted her every second of the day and he knew it wasn't just lust now, his heart called out to her, his soul was cracked open the first time he saw her. He looked at the wheelchair next to the bed and frowned. How could he keep a woman like her?
Philip got comfortable as he wrapped his arms around the love of his life and drifted off to sleep with memories of their love making.
"OH GOD PHILIP!" Maddy screamed.
Philip had woken her up with kisses on her belly and he was plunging into her with a fierceness that scared her a bit. "Take me Philip, you are mine forever."
Philip grunted out as his release broke his mind and body. Maddy was crying softly.
"Maddy, baby, did I hurt you?" Philip asked as he gently pulled away from her. "A little. Did I do something wrong? You were … different."
"I… I'm sorry. I was thinking that you would leave me eventually for some man." Philip was feeling vulnerable for the first time in his life.
"I won't Philip, please believe me." Philip nodded. He kissed Maddy on her forehead,
got into his chair and headed to the bathroom. Maddy watched dreamily. She needed to ask Philip if he had totally given up on walking but she didn't want him to feel that his chair was an issue for her. She wanted him no matter how he was. He idolized on her, cherished and protected her. The man she was with before, had two good legs and he almost destroyed her.
Maddy was so sore. Philip was very rough. He touched places inside her like never before. She was worried before about how they would make love in bed but Philip made it work. He had powerful arms from pushing the chair when Andre wasn't around. He had a home gym that he used several times a day. Many times he would put her to sit on him, facing away from him and surge up into her, making her cry out. Did she really want the world to know that a poor girl like her was doted on by someone as powerful as Philip? If very few people knew now and others were ridiculing her because of her size, what would happen if they told everyone? She rushed off the bed and ran to the shower. Philip was in his shower seat that was affixed to the floor. "Philip, I'm sorry!" Philip glanced at her, held out his hand and smiled.
She walked over, took his hand and stepped into the shower.
"Do you remember what you said to me last night before you fell asleep?" He asked as he pulled her to sit on him facing away. Maddy turned her head away but nodded. "Tell me now." "I think I'm falling in love with you, don't hurt me."
"I have been waiting to hear you say that. I know what love is Maddy, every time I see you. No one has to explain how I feel. I may get a bit confused at times but you are the woman for me. I am giving you until the end of your trial period at the company, then I will ask you to marry me. I want you in that time get to know me better, so when you give me your answer, you have no doubts about what I feel for you." Maddison nodded. She wanted him badly, like right now, sore or not.
She stared at him in the mirror.
"Maddy…" Philip cocked his head to the right and seeing the look of desire in Maddy's eyes, he hardened as if on command.
"Secure your hair and take a shower with me babe."
"Okay." Maddy got up, pulled her hair into a bun, and covered it with a shower cap.
When she turned to step back into the shower Philip's eyes were closed and he was stroking himself.
"Can I…?" She hesitated. Philip opened his eyes and held out his hand.
"Not right now, I just want to be inside you. What have you done to me?" "Same thing you have done to me. I feel so alive when I'm with you, protected, loved, needed."
Philip put her to stand in front of him and soaped up her entire body. Then he washed her off.
"Dry off and wait for me in the bedroom."
Philip finished his shower and dried quickly. His bathroom was retrofitted so he could stand and bathe or dry himself without falling.
He got back into his chair and went into the bedroom. Maddy was sitting on the edge, waiting. She smiled when she saw him. "How are you feeling? Still sore?"
"A little, but I still want you."
"Lay back on the bed facing me, this will be a bit tricky but I have always wanted to do this since my accident and now is the perfect opportunity." Maddy did as he asked and closed her eyes. She felt her body being pulled and she opened her eyes in shock. Philip had pulled her body all the way to the edge of the bed and into his lap, while he was still in the chair. He rested each of her legs on his shoulders and waited.
"You okay baby?" "Not sure yet." Maddy giggled.
"I am going to take you, hard, when it gets too intense, tell me to stop."
"Okay." She whispered. Philip bent his head and slowly kissed her in her sweet spot. She moaned loudly and tried to look at what he was doing.
Philip felt her juices flow out of her slowly. She was so turned on he knew when he took her, he would have no issues.
"Please Philip, I need to…" Maddy cried out as her orgasm split her in two. Before she could calm down, Philip pulled her all the way on to him in one swift motion.
"OH GOD!" Maddy shouted.
Philip said nothing, his body trembled at the feel of this woman on him. Her weight was manageable for him, so he put his hands under her ass and lifted her. When she felt there was nothing else for him to do, he brought her back down and lifted her again and again. "Philip, I'm c*ming, don't stop, please don't stop."
Her words pushed Philip to his release. It was so powerful that ten minutes later, neither of them moved. "Philip, my legs are numb, can I move?"
Philip eased back the chair and gently put her legs down.
The room was filled with the smell of their love making. Philip reveled in it. He felt himself grow hard again and decided she had enough for the night. He didn't bother to shower again, he positioned her on the bed, climbed in, wrapped her in his arms and quickly fell asleep. Maddy woke up during the night, put on one of Philip's shirts and left to get a snack. When she got to the kitchen, she was about to flick the light switch, she saw a figure walking towards her in the dark and she screamed. "IT'S ME MADDY!" Shouted Andre. "Oh my GOD Andre, you scared me!""Sorry, I saw all the lights in the house off and I was just making sure yall were okay. I didn't see anyone, so I was about to go back to my quarters." Just then Philip's voice sounded from behind them.
"Oh, it's you Andre." He put his gun back in the pocket in his chair. "Sorry boss, was just doing my late-night checks, saw all the lights out." "Maddy honey, you okay?"
"Yes, was hungry so I came to grab a snack, sorry for screaming Andre."
"No prob. I will head back unless I'm needed. Sir, would ya put on some clothes before you catch a cold?" Andre turned and left.
Maddy turned to face Philip who grinned and looked down. He had a washcloth covering his lap. Clearly that wasn't a good idea. The washcloth moved. "You are completely mental Philip."
"Grab your snack and come back to bed." "Would you like anything?"
"There are some fruit bowls in the fridge, bring one for me."
"Can I ask you something?" Maddy asked as she looked through the window and watched Andre cross the lawn.
"Andre was my personal nurse before she was my bodyguard. We had known each other years ago and I helped her out with an issue she had. Don't be jealous or concerned. She has seen me through some of my worst times. When I was recovering, she was solely responsible for my care 24 hours a day. She hardly slept. I had infections, hundreds of doctor visits. She is my best friend in the whole world, but you are the one I long to have in my arms. Andre has a boyfriend; Jacob and they want to get married at the end of this year."
"Sorry, I didn't mean to pry. I can see she loves you and I am glad she is there when you need her. Looking at her the first time at the club, I never thought she was a bodyguard, she is so hot and sexy."
"Baby, Andre's appearance is deceptive, she is a black belt, certified personal trainer, nurse, nutritionist, weapons expert, she speaks four languages and has a degree in Business. She chose to be my bodyguard. You are my woman; I have nothing to hide from you." Philip turned and headed back to the bedroom.
When Maddy entered the room, Philip was staring out the window. From his bedroom he could see the airport clearly, it was his favorite view.
"Did I upset you?" Maddy asked. "Upset no. Come here."
Philip held out his hand to her and she rushed over to take it.
"There are some bad things about me Maddy, I don't want you to ever find out but if you ask me, I promise I will always tell you the truth. Before my accident I was … well let's just say I ran in a circle of men who did not fear the law. We built up our wealth legally, but it gave us the power to have and achieve things people only dream of. I scaled it down after I was confined to the chair but if anything, ever happened to me, I can call on any one of them to help. I can pick up the phone now and tell them you are in trouble, and they will find you and bring you home, no questions asked." "I understand." "You have something else you want to ask." He said softly. "Do I please you Philip? I mean,
you make me feel good but I know I don't measure up to the women you had before." "I've never been anyone's first. Never been naked inside a woman either. The women I dated just wanted status and that wasn't an issue for me but
when she moved on, I felt no loss. You leave my eyesight, and my heart starts to shrivel. I want to keep you at home and make love to you until we are comatose. You have become the most important woman in my life, and I am going to cherish every single moment that we are together. You don't only please my body, but my mind feels lighter, freer than I have ever been." "Oh Philip." Maddy smiled widely as she sat in his lap and cuddled with him until they were ready for bed.