In a Luxuriously decorated room, a beautiful-looking young lady was lying down on the bed while smiling to herself while looking at the content on her phone and that young lady was me, Vivian Hones.
I'm from a pretty wealthy and influential family but not many know me like they know the rest of my family members because I spent 95% of my life in the hospital and in case you're wondering why?
Since the day I was born, I've been diagnosed with a heart disease that makes breathing very different for me due to the sharp pain I always feel in my heart most especially when I feel any sort of strong emotions, rubbing me up the joy of being like any other normal teenager.
If not for my wealthy parents, Bill and Bentley Hones,I would've probably been dead by now because of how high the hospital expenses and obviously ordinary families can not afford to pay such a huge amount of money for treatment. My parents go as far as building their own hospital for my treatment and employing the best of the best doctors to take care of me so that they can diagnose the exact type of problem I'm having because so far so good no doctor has been able to successfully diagnosed that this is exactly the problem with my heart except for the sharp and weak breathing that signifies that I have a problem but even with no diagnosis being given, there is one thing for sure, there is a problem with my heart.
My parents have gotten different types of doctors and researchers from all over the world but none have been able to confirm what exactly is wrong with my heart although as I grew older, the pain also reduced so a doctor once said maybe it's because my heart was too weak at the start, and that is why I'm in pain maybe once it's strong enough I will finally be cured without any more issue, Although that just is the doctor hypothesis at least for me whose future had once seemed blank, there is hope.
While growing up I hated my life so much that have tried to commit suicide several times with numbers due to how unbearable the pain in my heart was, from poison to cutting myself to stabbing but it seems like I have a pretty stubborn life because no matter how many times I tried to kill myself, miraculously one way or the other I would be saved, my family members became so scared at a time that they had to appoint more maids and bodyguards to watch over and even keep away all sharp objects or any object that they deemed dangerous enough to be used to cause harm away from me.
I can remember that stage of my life was so dark and lifeless making life even more unbearable for not only me but also my family members, I recollect several times when my parents thought I was asleep and my mom would cry beside me while my dad tried to calm her down.
My siblings, Olivia, Alberto and Antonio will always bring back different types of things hoping to interest me and motivate me to keep on living but her heart is feeling too painful and unbearable and I always end up losing faith in myself.
Everything I see my family go out every morning and come back in the evening while I'm stuck in my room all by myself with a bunch of maids and bodyguards who barely talk to me because they are afraid of losing their jobs if I should get too excited and because I spend most of my days in bed crying in pain.
I envy a lot of children of my age when I see them do the things I can't do on the internet because my body is weak and fragile and can't handle too much excitement, I only come to accept my fate when I start to grow older and truly as the doctor once told me, it seems like there is still hope for me.
My family is probably many girls' dream family, but I just can't bring myself to love them like normal people do to be precise I can bring myself to feel the emotion of love toward anyone including my family members.
To me, there is no difference between my parents and my caretakers and doctors despite all the love and affection they shower upon me.
Apart from my parents. I have one elder sister followed by two elder brothers and they are identical twins, they all love me so much, always wanting to show me off, but I would rather stay low-key, and no matter how busy they all are, they've always been there for me and usually come over regularly to spend time with me even during the week, they enjoy showering me with a gift, their love and affection.
Whenever it's time to celebrate my birthday, They usually host a banquet to celebrate me, they invite their close associate and family members, and they won't hesitate to be lavish about it, I'm the Hones family's little princess, and their most precious treasure.
Among my siblings, I'm the most beautiful one with shining blonde hair and hazel eyes, my mom once told me that if only I was healthy, I would probably win Miss World if I should enter a beauty pageant, and there was no doubt to that if my eyes should be blood red cupped with my pale face. There is no doubt that I will pass off as an ancient vampire.
My beauty is divine and there is no doubt about it, although I'm sick and spent most of my life in the hospital, I'm still engaged to one of the most powerful and influential men in the world, "Arthur Grey".
Arthur is a handsome man with ginger color hair, he has sharp facial features that make him stand out among the crowd and he's six feet tall with eight distinctive abs, he's practical a typical life example of a book boyfriend, he looks like a Greek god straight out of painting.
Shocking right? he was admitted to my hospital and while I was taking a break in the garden room one day like a dream we met, and immediately we hit it off pretty well, most times he would come over to check on me in my room and later he confessed to me that he is in love with me and later when he proposed I accepted.
At first, my parent did not agree to the relationship because they felt like it was only because he was interested in my beauty and when he wanted to marry, he would probably abandon me because of my condition, but later when he started to show his sincerity, my parents has no choice but to accept him, even I was touched with his sincerity despite the fact that I never loved him, he's especially very close with my twin's brothers that they are like best of buddies.
When we first met, I was sixteen and he was eeighteen and his plan was to get married once he was 25, despite how ruthless and decisive he is as one of the leading figures business world, he becomes a scaredy cat when it comes to matters relating to me, he loves showering me with gifts and surprises, and also enjoys traveling with me, but we had to reduce our activities because my heart can't take too much excitement, we never go too far when it comes to passionate activities because he's waiting for my heart to be stronger so as not to affect my heart from too much of excitement.
He said once we get married he's going to get a surrogate because he's afraid something might happen during childbirth so he does not want to take the risk, he loves me so much that everyone around us knows it and even his parents are nice to me and I'm grateful for that although I don't love him, I'm grateful for having him in my life and I don't think I will ever leave him for any other guy even the guy is a better option.