Been single for 5 years. I thought that I am officially a member of the white flag community. Then again, it's hard to finalize something that we have no control over.

One hot Friday afternoon. We met at the recruitment office. Just like me you were also applying for a job back then.

I was a nerve wreck back then and somehow you caught my eye.

You were laughing at that time and I find it really charming when you laugh like you have no worries.

You were just like a free soul drifting through the river of life. There may be waves that could crash you like an ant but you made the best of it and happily ride it.

Somehow, seeing you laugh like that immediately relaxed my tense nerves.

It might have been because you unintentionally help me with my nervousness back then but I always find myself looking at you from time to time.

A friend of mine once said that women have an extremely great instinct to feel if someone's staring at them for too long because you caught me looking at you.

I immediately thought that you will be disgusted when you saw me looking at you yet you smile at me and initiates a conversation.

I know it was just a courtesy conversation that you made to get rid of the awkwardness that I caused.

Our talks were just about past job experiences but I can't help but enjoy it because somehow your voice soothes my nerves.

Your smile

Your voice

Your antics

Your laugh

I find it extremely attractive

Did I already fell in love? I don't know but what I do know is that I enjoy your company.