Throughout the course of our training I developed my feelings.
This is way too fast. I just met you for week. I'm not used to this.
No matter how many times I ignore this but it's clear as day that I already have a crush on you.
Hopefully this will stay like this.
I wanted to forget about this feeling because I know to myself that I'm not ready for a relationship.
I wanted this to be gone
But
Your voice
Your smile
Your laugh
Your antics
I can't help but wish upon the heavens to be the reason why you were happy.
I can't help but wish upon the heavens to be the one that will accompany you through your problems.
I might not be able to fix it but I wish to be the one who will stay with you throughout this.
I can't help but wish upon the heavens that you feel the same way I do.
...
I can't wait anymore. No matter how I try to plug my feelings, it kept on busting through.
So I did the best way that I could think of at that time and that is to ask if you are already in a relationship.
And so I ask
You told me that you don't have a partner.
However, I found out that you were entertaining someone.
I can't lie, I am disappointed however on a good note, I can finally bottled up my emotions again.
I am neither a red flag nor a green flag rather I am a white flag. It's someone that already gave up on dating.