Chapter 10:
Jack's hands were steady as he wrapped his wrists, the familiar routine calming his nerves. The sharp smell of rubbing alcohol and sweat filled the small locker room where he sat, preparing for another fight. But this time, it wasn't in a dingy, underground warehouse. Tonight, he was fighting in a legitimate amateur MMA circuit, surrounded by the structure and rules of organized competition. The stakes were higher, but for Jack, the goal remained the same: progress, not revenge.
The underground circuit had tested his endurance and grit, forcing him to confront his own darkness. But here, in this more regulated environment, Jack felt a sense of clarity. Each match had become less about proving himself and more about testing his limits, refining his skills, and, most importantly, finding peace within the chaos of combat.
"Ready, Ghost?" Lena's voice broke through his thoughts as she entered the locker room. She had started calling him "Ghost" after he adopted the nickname a few weeks back. It had stuck, and now everyone in the MMA circles knew him by that name.
Jack looked up and nodded. "Yeah, I'm ready."
"Good," she said, her eyes scanning him with the intensity she always had before a fight. "This is your biggest match yet. Don't forget everything we've worked on. Control the pace, don't rush, and stick to your game plan."
Jack smiled faintly. "Don't worry. I've got it."
Lena gave him a firm nod, and they both made their way toward the arena. The crowd's noise grew louder as they neared the entrance, the hum of excitement vibrating in the air. Unlike the underground circuit, where the fights were brutal and chaotic, these matches were regulated and scored by officials. There were rounds, breaks, and judges. But none of that made it any less real. Inside the cage, it was still just him and his opponent.
As Jack stepped into the arena, he took in the scene around him. The lights were bright, and the crowd was bigger than anything he had experienced before. His opponent stood on the other side of the cage, bouncing lightly on his feet, loosening up his muscles. Jack recognized him—Marcus, a well-known fighter in the amateur circuit with a reputation for quick, aggressive finishes. Marcus was the type to charge in hard and fast, overwhelming his opponents with his power and aggression.
But Jack had something different. Over the past few months, he had developed a fighting style that suited him—calm, calculated, and focused on defense. He didn't rush, didn't let the adrenaline take over. Instead, he played the long game, waiting for openings and wearing his opponents down. It wasn't flashy, but it worked, and it mirrored the journey he was on. Fighting for peace, not destruction.
The bell rang, and instantly, Marcus charged forward, just as Jack expected. He dodged to the side, staying light on his feet, letting Marcus burn his energy early. The first few seconds were crucial. It was easy to lose control, to let the rush of the fight take over and make you act on impulse. But Jack had learned that the best fighters weren't the ones who swung wildly—they were the ones who stayed composed.
Marcus threw a series of punches, quick and powerful, but Jack blocked them with his arms, keeping his guard tight. He stayed patient, absorbing the strikes without letting them rattle him. His footwork was precise as he circled Marcus, avoiding the bulk of the onslaught. It was clear Marcus was looking for a knockout early on, trying to overwhelm Jack with his speed and strength.
But Jack wasn't going to give him that opportunity. He moved fluidly, staying just out of reach, throwing a few quick jabs to keep Marcus on his toes. Jack's punches weren't meant to hurt—they were meant to test the waters, to keep Marcus guessing. With each jab, Jack measured the distance, timing his opponent's movements, looking for patterns in Marcus's attacks.
The first round was a blur of movement. Marcus came at him hard, throwing kicks and punches with relentless energy, but Jack stayed calm, dodging and blocking, never letting himself get cornered. By the end of the round, Marcus was starting to slow down. His punches weren't as sharp, his footwork a little less coordinated. That was exactly what Jack had been waiting for.
In the corner between rounds, Lena handed Jack a bottle of water. "You're doing great," she said, wiping the sweat from his forehead. "He's running out of steam, just like we planned. Now's your time to start taking control."
Jack nodded, taking a deep breath. His strategy was working. He wasn't just reacting anymore—he was dictating the pace, setting the terms of the fight. It was a far cry from the days when he had fought with anger and desperation. Now, he fought with purpose, using his mind as much as his body.
The second round began, and this time, Jack was the one moving forward. Marcus, still trying to regain his breath, threw a wild punch, but Jack slipped it easily and countered with a solid hook to the ribs. Marcus grunted, backing off for a moment. Jack didn't let him recover. He pressed forward, landing another sharp kick to Marcus's leg, followed by a quick combination of punches. His strikes were precise, calculated. He wasn't looking for a knockout—he was looking to wear Marcus down, to frustrate him and force him into making mistakes.
It worked. By the end of the second round, Marcus was visibly exhausted, his punches slow and predictable. Jack, on the other hand, was in control. He had found his rhythm, using his defense and footwork to keep Marcus off-balance, landing strikes when the openings presented themselves.
In the third round, Jack knew it was time to finish it. Marcus came out swinging, trying to land a big punch, but Jack saw it coming. He ducked under the punch and countered with a sharp knee to the body. Marcus stumbled, and Jack didn't hesitate. He followed up with a series of quick, powerful strikes—jabs, hooks, and kicks—that sent Marcus reeling. The crowd roared as Jack pressed his advantage, and with one final punch, Marcus fell to the mat.
The referee stepped in, waving the fight off. Jack had won by TKO.
The cheers of the crowd washed over him, but Jack's focus was on his breathing, steady and controlled. He didn't feel the rush of adrenaline or the thrill of victory. Instead, he felt a quiet sense of accomplishment, as if he had just checked another box on his journey. He was getting better, not just as a fighter, but as a person. Each match wasn't about beating his opponent—it was about beating his own demons, proving to himself that he could control his emotions, his anger, and his grief.
As the referee raised his hand in victory, Jack glanced over at Lena, who was watching from the sidelines, a proud smile on her face. He had come a long way since that first sparring match where he had felt out of control, overwhelmed by the pressure. Now, he was finding his rhythm, gaining ground not just in the sport but in his life.
In the locker room afterward, Jack sat in silence, letting the reality of his progress sink in. He had a long way to go, but for the first time in a long time, he felt like he was moving in the right direction. Each fight brought him closer to the peace he was seeking, and with every step forward, the weight of his past grew lighter.
For Jack, the fight was far from over, but he was no longer fighting for revenge. He was fighting for something much more important—himself.