My eyes feel heavy, I can hardly breathe, because I can't open my eyes...I feel tired, where I am, I can almost open my eyes.

I feel tired, where am I, I can almost open my eyes now.

I can finally open my eyes, where am I supposed to be, why is it so dark, I can't remember, I should call ad..... Who?

-Wait, who am I?-.

My head hurts, I remember, it's Ema!

-Agh-, my head hurts so much, what are these memories, I'm Alisha! ..... No, wait, what?

Who am I? Alisha? or Ema? I am, I am, I am, both? did I reincarnate?

-But who was Ema? I don't remember-.

Memories of my life as Alisha keep coming to my mind, I can't control them; however, I only remember the name Ema from my past life.

I feel like I have forgotten something important, but I don't know what.

As I keep remembering my life as Alisha the more I realize that I am in a novel I read in my past life, it is the only thing I can remember so far from that life.

If I remember correctly the novel was a bitter and sad one, everyone hated this novel, I think it was something like this:

Thousands of years ago the gods created the universe and its inhabitants and decided not to intervene in the affairs of the inhabitants.

The inhabitants were the humans, the warlocks, the elves, the shape shifters, the vampires among others.

But all the inhabitants saw that the needs of others overlapped with their own, for example the vampires needed human blood, but they decided to eat animal blood even though they knew it was not enough, or the elves who wanted a world respecting nature above all, but the humans, the wizards and others wanted to generate cities and take advantage of natural resources.

Because of all this no one could get along, so they made agreements and laws to get along better, they also divided the territories according to race, but the only ones who did not accept this agreement were the humans so they entered into conflict again, but this time everyone was against the humans.

The humans had a much larger population than the others, but they were weaker, they had no animal abilities or magic so this war brought them to the brink of extinction, but this war also caused internal conflicts between the other races.

The other races, previously allied, confronted each other, so the humans tried to rise up, but the war caused great losses, so even staying alive was a miracle, then with nothing they could do, they began to pray and plead to the gods.

The gods heard the pleas and began to intervene, they gave sacred powers only to humans and these began to fight against the other races, which now called demons, these surprised in the middle of a war were easily defeated not only because they were surprised but because the sacred powers were considerably stronger than the powers of the other races.

After winning the war the humans became arrogant and began to enslave the "demons", they considered them garbage and treated them in the worst possible way.

Thousands of years of mistreatment passed where despite the plea of the other races the gods did not want to support them, indeed the gods also considered the other races a mistake and repudiated them. But then the god later called Rachiel supported the "demons" and gave them sacred power so that they could claim their freedom. When they received Rachiel's help, the other races rose up and after a long war they got their freedom.

The gods were furious and punished Rachiel so with what little strength he had left Rachiel helped his people to escape to a place where there was only night and not a single ray of light.

This place abandoned by the gods was called Meihr kingdom, although humans called it kingdom of darkness, in this place Rachiel made a barrier that prevented humans could use the sacred powers, so the other races could escape from slavery, but the resentment towards humans never left.

This resentment and longing to see the sun again would generate that the "demons" want to leave the kingdom Meihr which only caused more losses, but never lost hope. In this comes the protagonist Emily who is born between a witch and a human, both parents had good positions in their respective kingdoms so the protagonist had a lot of influence, and being born in the middle of the war between demons and humans she realizes the injustice and fights for peace between the races, on her way several boys support her protect her and fight with her.

So far it seems like a typical novel, but then all the protagonist's suitors die, then Emily continues to fight, but falls into despair, the gods take advantage of this and deceive her by making her kill Rachel with the help of the demons who did not know what they were doing, she thought that after this the gods would treat the races equally.

Once Rachel is dead, the demons who thought they had killed another god realize their mistake, fall into despair and try to kill Emily, but she ignored it thinking that the gods would keep their word, but seeing that she was deceived falls back into despair.

I can't remember anything else, I think I was following the part I had to know, but I don't remember anything.

I am startled when I hear the door suddenly open, a tall and good looking man enters my room, he has blond hair and blue eyes, but he looks haggard as if he had cried, when he looks at me his gaze turns to worry and anguish and he moves forward to hug me, but who is he?

Suddenly he starts crying on my shoulder, it takes me a while to process it because I am still analyzing my current situation, but, he is my brother, Alisha's brother, my precious brother, whom I love very much, my only family.

-Alisha don't leave me, you are my only family, don't leave me like our parents-, I can't stand it and I cry hugging him, how could I forget him, how could I forget how much I love my brother and how much I miss my parents?.